My personal reflection about the drugs (practical guide or retrospective summary?)Edit

Reason for writing this article is to share with my personal thinking about the subject of drugs, furthermore that in new year I've quit all of them for sure. I wanted to post retrospective summary and some thoughts. If this would be helpful for anybody – I'm not thinking about it. I have wrote recent articles about the drug subject (* including tobacco, alkohol), please search it through website. List of drugs & final thoughts:

marijuana – if you would have a choice to destroy one drug from the planet it would be marijuana; just hate it, hate the trip; notice: I've smoked about 20-30 times different sort including hash, so I know the reality "after"; the worst trip you could ever have, so "calm", so "powerless" – it's not for me; but the real reason why marijuana isn't for me (or any other drug in retrospective summary) is that it "muds" your brain, which causes bad memory (or total loss of it), you don't remember anything – this property creates people who could never achieve any bigger success that working in a job, because memory is one of the most important things you should care for
· MARIJUANA DECRIMINALIZATION, drug prohibition documentary
· MARIJUANA STORY, Marijuana Best Story Ever ;),

amphetamine – well, to be honest: it's a strong psychotropic drug, but personally for me it's too weak; I like(d) stimulants, they make you feel better and think much better (because the usage of "µ", but in the longterm or even shortterm it's the wrong thing to do – drop any amount of µ); amphetamine is good for party for sure, sometimes also is good if you want to masturbate for hours, but after those 12 first hours you don't feel so good and want to sleep; this drug is far too much working, seriously: 20 hours after last dosage until it stops to work is for me personally (and many other people) far too much; it produces a "hangover" (I've found a method to never have any more even one hangover ever, see article under) and this property alone makes itself the biggest problem for many people who wanted to use it, but don't use it (and hell good decision); it's the most destructive drug on the planet and stay away from it, really; not even once, because you can get into it; if the amphetamine is good or you take it too much you find to have something which is unhandleable (on your mind, believe me); depression and bad humor (or rather no humor) could last for days or even months, it's very dangerous; in most cases it ends with "curation" with pharma drugs (READ AT THE END OF THE ARTICLE WARNING) like prozac, zoloft and benzodiazepines (valium); I've eaten in my life about 20-30g of white bitch, but not all time the stuff was good; amphetamine destroys lives, stay away from it
· How to handle the amphetamine hangover?,

ephedrine – mh, weak drug, but I've eated in my whole life about 10 000 tablets 15mg of it, easily; it helped me with concentraction, until I've found this diamond: Extreme Tiredness? Feeling Tired; I've passed my high school test (all), finishing after 15 min final test of the school (each), everybody laughed when I've done the most important test in life (theoretically); I've used it on many ocassions, recreational use was the common use; what is was doing: especially in school – killing boredom in school; I don't feel a need (after eating 10 000 tablets easily, you've got a clue know how much that is?!), because of the article (and findings) I've made in the above link; ephedrine ephedrine, you make me want to wake up; weak drug, but I've just liked it (maybe of it's properties and low/none side effects? who cares),

extasy – love it, but after taking x times (20?) you loose the "magic" of this drug; it's commonly produced on amphetamine (do you sleep after party?); the one thing which blocks more people from taking unknown pills is that they have uknown ingredients (who cares ;]); I've started from taking shit pills, then one day: friend gave me – huge blue Mistubishi (triangle), it was the way I wanted feel whole my life (kindergarten times); I won't tell it's a destructive drug taken moderately, but the catch is when you're taking it all the time (like my friends for almost 1-1.5 year, everyday for 20-30 pills); you need to watch yourself on this drug, better is for some people to don't know it; I've eaten in my life maybe 100 pills (in some time I was eating for 7 pills [white Mercedes], where similar my friend was eating 1 and couldn't talk, because of the jaw); pill <> pill or pill != pill (pill1 is not the same as pill2, notice); buy yourself a gum,

cocaine – overrated, too short duration, overpriced but the trip is seriously good that people may fall in love with; didn't smoked crack, took couple times, overrated; overpriced; bad buying decision personally for me,

mephedrone – I've ate 0.5kg of 99% purity; never got addicted to it, paradoxically (or rather never felt that I could addict to it); but it's a strong, cheap, very very best for most people; people go crazy with it, after 1 dose it's unstoppable; don't want to write about it;

mdpv – this is the hell of a drug; people describe it everywhere as "hell"; me, who took almost every drug on planet – red warning control in my head turned off; if I wanted to use any drug in this world (have choice), but no consequences of using it (enormous drop of µ, weight loss), it would be 1 million % MDPV; when dosing correctly, get only 2 "trips" (stronghest aphrodisiac in the world): 12 hours of masturbating IN A ROW or (separate trip) 13x times ejaculate IN A ROW; dosed "correctly" (as aphrodisiac) – you would put your dick into the tree to ejaculate, it's so pressure; but not about aphrodisiac properties we talk here – somebody give you idea: we go march 50km to the nearest city – you go, without even a thought until you won't reach the destination; you see 12 big people – you would fight with them, even that you have no chances until you won't be beaten through deadth you won't give up; it makes from you terminator, make life beautiful (but it's a shortterm cheat and a serious trap); you end with seeing ghosts attacking you; I've eat about 25g of MDPV, it may don't look as much, but when the dosage is 5-10mg (1000mg = 1g) it's an ENORMOUS DOSE, LIKE HALF A KILO of drug. I've felt in love with this drug. ONLY NIRVANA "µ" which is the most potent drug on the planet which you can achieve (the state of unbelievable happiness which fullfills you) that I have for 5 minutes, but on NIRVANA every value like money, work, dissappears and seems funny and pointless (you need to work for it, it's not a substance; the ultimate price which GOD put for leading moralistic life with his rules he set);

See also:
· I can't stop smoking marijuana (or any other drug), what to do?

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Final thoughts? Everything in this world is rather a hue of color, anything is 100% black or white. There are some pros and cons of drug use, because they must to be. For most people is better to don't touch any, because they lead to a disaster (drop of µ, where you can't achieve anything; you're making weird, because of the your energy drop in moral field). The most destructive part of it all, is when you start to take psychotropic drugs from the pharmacy. Does "cures" are designed to change your neurochemistry of brain and to make you life addict of the huge pharma companies. Drugs are something which ruins lives, but no drugs itself, but those WARNING: 'pharma drugs' (benzodiazepines, schizophremic drugs) when you're hooked on them, you've got tiny chance to win your life back. NEVER ever think to take pharmacy drugs. You've got only 1 life. Drugs are bad, but when you hit the bottom there is no better motivation to life, work, realize and develop yourself...

It comes a time in life when you need to stop. Edit

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