Point Stories. It's story about me.
One guy wanted always to perfect to the most as high. He loved to increase the level. Break the impossible. Done impossible things in impossible periods of time. Could work 48h or much more hours in a row (!). Every work which he has done was perfect, not only for him alone. The problem which he had got, was the perfection syndrome.
Why should I do it, in normal way, so much time, hours and effort if I can use tablets / powder to enhance my mind powers and do it BETTER / MORE PERFECT / FASTER. On the beginning it worked awesome. Then he started to take more and more, it worked too, but the doses were leveraged. It went to a point, where for basic things there was a need for "improvement".
Then the "boosters" (ephedrine, amphetamine, metamphetamine, cocaine, mephedrone, mdpv [and many more]) started to loose their "power". Once another, if the previous substance seemed to not work as it should, he go for the another and another... Paranoias, increasing psychosis didn't bother him. He liked them, perceived as a tools – the most useful (and
perceives to this day). He always searched for more, explored new methods.
After doing: 6 000x15mg tablets of Ephedrine, 0.5kg of mephedrone, 25g of mdpv not mentioning the others in very short period of time. He worked everyday, for 10-20hours of mega persistent work.
He wrote a portal which 3 people done for 3 months (nasza-klasa.pl) almost the same (with no-plan, no-ideas, everything on-flow) in 2 weeks, ALONE and BETTER than them. The marketing matters.
He lost on weight, went to a psychiatric hospital (they didn't wanted to let him go, kept him 1.5month). Time which he spend there was the most important: on reasoning, he didn't wasted they're time (like 100%). He planned, think all the day. Along and along. Analyzed.
Did he stopped taking drugs? Yes and no.
Yes, he stopped with drugs. When? After being released on 3 day freedom, when he took a shot of the most potent stimulant in the world - MDPV and didn't noticed any change. It just stopped to work.
Then he took it 1 month later and... NOTHING.
CONCLUSIONS.
There are drugs, DRugs and DRUGS in this world. Drugs aren't for everybody. They're for smart people, but most of people end bad. Why? They took drugs without a purpose. I've used them always with purpose. Problem starts to appear when you do them on breakfast, lunch, 2x suppers and 10 times on a snack in the middle. If you take drugs, take them always "on health",
stop thinking about those propaganda. In common, it's good, but you need to know the methods to withdraw them and have a plan always on everything. When you loose control, it's crash.
Another look, paranoias and all those tools are handful. Drugs are bad, because they lower you "µ" power levels. You always loose when doing them in longterm, remember it. You always need to pay the price, in almost all cases it's not worth to pay. I felt an inner must to test everything, you may don't.
If you don't have curiosity to try anything, just stop and do something constructive. Drugs are dangerous. Amphetamine and marijuana (skipping opiates like heroin, tramadol) are the worse drugs on this planet. Avoid them at all cost.
It's hard to live without drugs, but isn't that a good challenge?
I won't say that I would never take any, but I've stopped on good. I've just burned. Master knows when to leave.
Without drugs no my website would never exists, for sure – on that level. What matters today, when I'm clean is the fact, that maybe 10x times longer, 10x worse but someday I would achieve perfection. Steady, slowly, everyday work and the results would overgrowth (in longterm, 2-3 months) the work on drugs.
Maybe it would be done worse, but imagine that without paranoias and crash tests, sleeping 3 days in a row. Persistent, it matters.
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