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PSYCHOPATHY, psychopathic insider the second side

PSYCHOPATHY, psychopathic insider the second sideEdit

Andrzej Jeziorski · 431 user posts · 26 user answers

Imagine that you never experience any fear, any shame, any guilt or even think what other may think about you. I laugh from above. It seems weird and funny... so gay, so pathetic. You can show your dick on a street, do just everything. It's psychopathy (psychopathic). 
 
I've got some friends (but very rare, just single ones) who are too psychopaths. I've shown my real face not soon ago, just don't cover myself with society. On the other side when I am normal people say that I'm sick, psycho, or kind off, fuck them, who cares? Not mentioning the nickname on the neighborhood: 'psycho'. It's difficult understand for me how people are rid just smashed of all this social shit. People (girls) fear of me, I look normal and act like a normal, sometimes it's hard to cheat a girl. 
 
Imagine that I can talk with you, everything is fine, but suddenly I put knife into your knee with no reason. Isn't that exciting? The only reason between me and other like me is only one: purpose. I won't do that because I wouldn't earn on it. SICK? WRONG. Smart. Most of people have already jail sentence in the air because their STUPID. When I see them I laugh from their stupidity and failure as a man. People like me are unique and they are few of them. Not everybody is smart enough to use his abilities in a perfect way. 
 
People could say: "you're telling shit, you wouldn't do that". I reply, I don't reply, the answer is known only to me and I would not convince you to anything. I'm capable of doing that, done in past some mistake, but I need to be quiet and I am. I don't care, what I would get of convincing you and you're probably stupid fuck. I would need to met you 5 min to have an idea on you. I'm just guessing, because almost all are for me. If you're reading this article, you're probably not. The point is that people do stupid actions and are just painful stupid. I can't just look at people stupidity, I don't feel maybe nothing, but some cases are just beyond all. I'm maybe not ideal, but common some actions of people are just pathetic. 
 
I eat piracetam, some of <a href='http://path-of-power.com/records-what-are-yours-founder,22' target='_blank'>RECORDS, what are yours [founder]</a> are just samples, they're not maybe sick but normal. I've tried to put some which are for me normal, for most people may be not. I love risk, ahh it's my obsession, but I slow down last a bit. Imagine: you've receive 10 000 pounds, you've got 50:50 chance to double it. What you choose? Take those 10 000pounds or play? PLAY! You've even think a second on it? 
 
If you would like to get sick things, please think on this: 
· eat (overdose) to death-dosage of 2c-* to see that I would survive (I live!) 
· sleep 5 full days in a month 
· go to 7 days without sleep to see what happen (could go and though about the 8-9, but it was too boring maybe dangerous, because I was leaving with a guy and run with knife, so I went sleep) 
· go to a bitches payed house and say to yourself that she's ain't hot, where she was: 1 hour blowjob and nothing, just for fun (not stand up dick) 
 
End. I don't even mention stories where my friend told me: you're my idol if you ask those girl near would they do blowjob for us? Standard, I've asked, raised up the price 4 times (doubled), but they were not interested... No fear, only mega confidence and calm. I'm an idol for him already. 
 
You know what I hate? Play normal, kind guy in front of my mom, because she's capable of putting me to a psychiatric hospital. I've stopped taking drugs, not because of her or anyone, but I need to earn a lot of money and psychiatric hospital could be too much time on vacations. 
 
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That was boring. What's the reason, do you always been like this? 
 
NO! I wasn't, life pushed me to it. I'm convinced that 5% of people who are pushed to specific environment with some global settings could become psychopaths. The problem with people like me is that they in common do silly things and go to jail or life out the borders. I'm capable of doing everything, but would I earn on it? There is no such value as respect, honor, conscience, personal matter for me. They're domain of silly people, weak people. For most of psychopaths, they're drive with emotions. Emotions are bad for you, they're consistency faithful bad. 
 
Somebody asked me in past: "aren't your fear of death?". Why should I if it's only a painless moment, a second? Why should I? Think about it. 
 
Most of people have bad vision of psychopaths. They avoid them and are fearless. In most cases they're right, but the thing is that psychopathy comes from the childhood and environment. It's a inner promise to get above the poverty, from the poor, to be above, better, live your life without thinking about the money. It comes only from there. 
 
I would also say that a psychopath is rather a new type, specie of human mankind, better adapted to the environment with more (improved) chances to survive. 
 
The problem is not only the money, when you get it you think different (in most cases is). Problem are women, love, and the inner emptiness which comes around. MEGA challenge for a psychopath is to live like a normal person, without being all the time high and doing exiting things. Are desired are drive to our actions. BIG thing is for us to live normal life, it's just comes from the guess that you can't go all your life high on drugs. Also routine, doing nothing new, different, day after day the same – the same people, no excitement, that's what KILLS US. 
 
NORMAL PEOPLE seem to like all the above and don't see ANY PROBLEM with the above. It's hard to understand for us. We come depressed, because we always want MORE. EVEN IF WE HAVE ALL, WE ALWAYS WANT MORE. ARE DESIRES ARE STRONG, DRUGS HELP A LOT, BUT YOU CAN'T GO ALL YOUR LIFE ON DRUGS. 
 
The above, which I've described may differ to you. The difference is that you function in the society, all your resistance is forced to ground by your neighboors, family, society. We give a fuck about them. It's the inner pain of reality, of life. Sometimes somebody says something which hurts, we're capable of doing sick things to him. I don't do that, because I wouldn't not improve my life by doing so. 
 
Notice that there is a hell bigger difference from having enormous ego or being a psychopath. The last one doesn't have any problems with society (to do things which are culturally not right, like attacking somebody on street, robbing him), doesn't feels what most of people feel. Fear is impossibility almost, even if it's comes it's felt like a spit. It isn't fear anytime, it can be only uncomfortable actions. Where notice that not every junkie is a psychopath, most of them aren't. They maybe not aware of it, but it's about feeling guilt. You can learn how to don't feel guilt, but it's natural. Psychopaths are common very confident, because they don't care. 
 
The most annoying thing is to get masks to achieve our goals. 
 
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Imagine. 
 
· you're born in poverty; maybe it was not poverty, but for me was a lot 
· you're incapable of learning simple things (ex. finding word on 'e' letter'), you're thrown out from the kindergarten 
· you're incapable of reading people's emotions, have problems with doing that 
· everybody laughs from you, don't want to know 
· you get 0 money, zero from parents 
· you've got 1 cloth on year bought 
· you've got almost nothing, you're trapped in a home 
· other people have girls, you not, no girl is attracted to you 
· people with who you're was they're laugh from you and avoid you 
· you're punished by everyone, teachers 
· everyone has bought by parents expensive clothes, pc, they've got everything, 50pln everyday to school; in my case I haven't had a pc and I was fixing and selling pirate cd's 
· love? forget 
 
-o me 
 
· you start to develop yourself on a higher level 
· every hottest girl wants you (my case) and you've got 0 money, it's drives you to madness 
 
-o me 
 
· you self destruct: 0.5kg of mephedrone, 25g od mdpv in above 4 months of the pain of life; no friends in uk 
· you've got money (some) and experience to start from the beginning. 
 
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Please note that I'm only speaking for myself, everybody is different. I've read once an article that there are many kind of psychopaths. I'm personally convinced that we've got 1 in common: do everything to improve our life on better. 
 
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Imagine that you never experience any fear, any shame, any guilt or even think what other may think about you. I laugh from above. It seems weird and funny... so gay, so pathetic. You can show your dick on a street, do just everything. It's psychopathy (psychopathic).

I've got some friends (but very rare, just single ones) who are too psychopaths. I've shown my real face not soon ago, just don't cover myself with society. On the other side when I am normal people say that I'm sick, psycho, or kind off, fuck them, who cares? Not mentioning the nickname on the neighborhood: 'psycho'. It's difficult understand for me how people are rid just smashed of all this social shit. People (girls) fear of me, I look normal and act like a normal, sometimes it's hard to cheat a girl.

Imagine that I can talk with you, everything is fine, but suddenly I put knife into your knee with no reason. Isn't that exciting? The only reason between me and other like me is only one: purpose. I won't do that because I wouldn't earn on it. SICK? WRONG. Smart. Most of people have already jail sentence in the air because their STUPID. When I see them I laugh from their stupidity and failure as a man. People like me are unique and they are few of them. Not everybody is smart enough to use his abilities in a perfect way.

People could say: "you're telling shit, you wouldn't do that". I reply, I don't reply, the answer is known only to me and I would not convince you to anything. I'm capable of doing that, done in past some mistake, but I need to be quiet and I am. I don't care, what I would get of convincing you and you're probably stupid fuck. I would need to met you 5 min to have an idea on you. I'm just guessing, because almost all are for me. If you're reading this article, you're probably not. The point is that people do stupid actions and are just painful stupid. I can't just look at people stupidity, I don't feel maybe nothing, but some cases are just beyond all. I'm maybe not ideal, but common some actions of people are just pathetic.

I eat piracetam, some of RECORDS, what are yours [founder] are just samples, they're not maybe sick but normal. I've tried to put some which are for me normal, for most people may be not. I love risk, ahh it's my obsession, but I slow down last a bit. Imagine: you've receive 10 000 pounds, you've got 50:50 chance to double it. What you choose? Take those 10 000pounds or play? PLAY! You've even think a second on it?

If you would like to get sick things, please think on this:
· eat (overdose) to death-dosage of 2c-* to see that I would survive (I live!)
· sleep 5 full days in a month
· go to 7 days without sleep to see what happen (could go and though about the 8-9, but it was too boring maybe dangerous, because I was leaving with a guy and run with knife, so I went sleep)
· go to a bitches payed house and say to yourself that she's ain't hot, where she was: 1 hour blowjob and nothing, just for fun (not stand up dick)

End. I don't even mention stories where my friend told me: you're my idol if you ask those girl near would they do blowjob for us? Standard, I've asked, raised up the price 4 times (doubled), but they were not interested... No fear, only mega confidence and calm. I'm an idol for him already.

You know what I hate? Play normal, kind guy in front of my mom, because she's capable of putting me to a psychiatric hospital. I've stopped taking drugs, not because of her or anyone, but I need to earn a lot of money and psychiatric hospital could be too much time on vacations.

----

That was boring. What's the reason, do you always been like this?

NO! I wasn't, life pushed me to it. I'm convinced that 5% of people who are pushed to specific environment with some global settings could become psychopaths. The problem with people like me is that they in common do silly things and go to jail or life out the borders. I'm capable of doing everything, but would I earn on it? There is no such value as respect, honor, conscience, personal matter for me. They're domain of silly people, weak people. For most of psychopaths, they're drive with emotions. Emotions are bad for you, they're consistency faithful bad.

Somebody asked me in past: "aren't your fear of death?". Why should I if it's only a painless moment, a second? Why should I? Think about it.

Most of people have bad vision of psychopaths. They avoid them and are fearless. In most cases they're right, but the thing is that psychopathy comes from the childhood and environment. It's a inner promise to get above the poverty, from the poor, to be above, better, live your life without thinking about the money. It comes only from there.

I would also say that a psychopath is rather a new type, specie of human mankind, better adapted to the environment with more (improved) chances to survive.

The problem is not only the money, when you get it you think different (in most cases is). Problem are women, love, and the inner emptiness which comes around. MEGA challenge for a psychopath is to live like a normal person, without being all the time high and doing exiting things. Are desired are drive to our actions. BIG thing is for us to live normal life, it's just comes from the guess that you can't go all your life high on drugs. Also routine, doing nothing new, different, day after day the same – the same people, no excitement, that's what KILLS US.

NORMAL PEOPLE seem to like all the above and don't see ANY PROBLEM with the above. It's hard to understand for us. We come depressed, because we always want MORE. EVEN IF WE HAVE ALL, WE ALWAYS WANT MORE. ARE DESIRES ARE STRONG, DRUGS HELP A LOT, BUT YOU CAN'T GO ALL YOUR LIFE ON DRUGS.

The above, which I've described may differ to you. The difference is that you function in the society, all your resistance is forced to ground by your neighboors, family, society. We give a fuck about them. It's the inner pain of reality, of life. Sometimes somebody says something which hurts, we're capable of doing sick things to him. I don't do that, because I wouldn't not improve my life by doing so.

Notice that there is a hell bigger difference from having enormous ego or being a psychopath. The last one doesn't have any problems with society (to do things which are culturally not right, like attacking somebody on street, robbing him), doesn't feels what most of people feel. Fear is impossibility almost, even if it's comes it's felt like a spit. It isn't fear anytime, it can be only uncomfortable actions. Where notice that not every junkie is a psychopath, most of them aren't. They maybe not aware of it, but it's about feeling guilt. You can learn how to don't feel guilt, but it's natural. Psychopaths are common very confident, because they don't care.

The most annoying thing is to get masks to achieve our goals.

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Imagine.

· you're born in poverty; maybe it was not poverty, but for me was a lot
· you're incapable of learning simple things (ex. finding word on 'e' letter'), you're thrown out from the kindergarten
· you're incapable of reading people's emotions, have problems with doing that
· everybody laughs from you, don't want to know
· you get 0 money, zero from parents
· you've got 1 cloth on year bought
· you've got almost nothing, you're trapped in a home
· other people have girls, you not, no girl is attracted to you
· people with who you're was they're laugh from you and avoid you
· you're punished by everyone, teachers
· everyone has bought by parents expensive clothes, pc, they've got everything, 50pln everyday to school; in my case I haven't had a pc and I was fixing and selling pirate cd's
· love? forget

-o me

· you start to develop yourself on a higher level
· every hottest girl wants you (my case) and you've got 0 money, it's drives you to madness

-o me

· you self destruct: 0.5kg of mephedrone, 25g od mdpv in above 4 months of the pain of life; no friends in uk
· you've got money (some) and experience to start from the beginning.

----

Please note that I'm only speaking for myself, everybody is different. I've read once an article that there are many kind of psychopaths. I'm personally convinced that we've got 1 in common: do everything to improve our life on better.

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