SUCCESS STORIES: a global multi-billion (after min. 5-7 years) dollar annum siteEdit

Here you've got some background: Why are people poor (financially)? [#1] and instruction manual.
Notice that I'm using all the time knowledge which I've gained for all those years (it includes practical knowledge of website building, sites: http://path-of-power.com/websites). The information that I've got -5k pln debt (2 friends) and 200 pln barely left may be crucial for you.

Remember that it doesn't what you have at the present. What matters is your mental discipline (read the #1 article).. (won't repeat this over and over). It takes for me about 3 months to reprogram (implemented suggestion which grows) mi mind by constant repetition of the goals (crucial 1hour after wake up and before going sleep). I want to achieve and the technique of goal rewriting which was described in the answers part: Test on Life Intelligence (IQ test). You want probably to watch this also: Untold Wealth: The Rise of the Super Rich. Remember also that only when the desire appears of any achievement you can do it, because if it wasn't possible for you to achieve it wouldn't appear in the first place (the Universe works this way, read #godlikeism philosophy to gain more knowledge).

To be honest, I've used about 20g of amphetamine (partially good) in December, had #1 ambulance accident. Reasons? They don't matter (2 of launched businesses failed on which I've spent 6-9 months). I've used it.
2011-01-01: New Year, depression until 6~7 (no goal in life, no money almost, was praying for the "solution" for huge business)
2011-01-07: Found idea (by "accident" like it always comes to you), researched it.

~2011-01-08: Was one of the best in business startup with: chcur.cocaincorp.com social money exchange. I was invited to the city capitol with the 3/3 part, talk with the real investors. I've started on this day (or 2 next day, somewhere like that) INTESIVE WORK on website which continues...

~2011-01-10: Incident with ambulance #2 time, more: Something sitting in throat and you think you can't breathe. I've also received an e-mail from the unknown polish user (I'm from Poland, 21 yrs old at present when I'm writing this line) that I need to stop using drugs (and some other important things which I knew).

2011-01-15: I've let myself go to a party. Used amphetamine.

2011-01-17: You've got update on the bottom (read it): Something sitting in throat and you think you can't breathe. Generally speaking: I can't use drugs, any of them (almost) don't want to even. BUT I CAN'T because of this annoying sensation (my mind found a way to stop me). When I see drugs I see this f* put ball in my throat and I have a sensation of suffocate in a minute (I've called #1 time in this year ambulance, because I've felt like I was loosing breath, because I've eaten couple g of amph.; I've asked for Valium IV (benzodiazepine) as a way to slower my neurons). Besides I've got awareness that when it repeats I would end in a psychiatric hospital (like on the beginning of the path-of-power.com which was created), maybe not like: http://path-of-power.com/gym-progress-mine-in-130-days,184 (1.5 month). I've wrote today a businessplan for the new business. Tomorrow I would print CV and other documents. It's 17-01 today and I've finished to write this note. Reminded myself: my chair, ultra leather skin, mega comfortable has broken after 1 year (which was in perfect condition). Accident? In the way to success you must seek WHY it happened to you. I've found that when I'm sitting on this mega uncomfortable old chair with back support I'm much more willing and with incredibly more energy to focus and write code. That was something for which I have been praying for a very long time... [small difference in theory, but in practive with huge importance; I knew about it all the time, but didn't forced myself to change it until it broken permanently] I would succeed despite any circumstances (or rather: precious lessons). You would know this project when it would be finished.

2011-01-18: Today after wake up (1:00 PM) I've received an e-mail from fund capital (business angel network) where I was calling on saturday (didn't worked) and send an e-mail. They know be, because of the last project I wanted to get funds. I've received a meeting on 17:00 on day 0. It would give me an advantage in the talking with the first investors staff. 2nd part of the day: just received a agreement from AIP seed capital (they made a contest to get 100k pln for 15% of shares in new company); 120 projects were recommended and mine was one of them, 60 projects win, more: www.aipseedcapital.pl/o-programie (by I'm seriously thinking about getting at least 200k for 20% of shares, or 50% more for 150k; we would see on day 0 (week to go); at least I would save time; I'm thinking about creating a company in them, because they pay ZUS (something like retirement plan which is duty in Poland and consumes about 800-1000pln, which is a lot to have a company open); they do your company for 250pln to 30 yrs (I'm 21). I was working intensively all day on website (from 1 PM) [and still am], but need to read all those papers. I've found some clues which were mentioned in "THE SOCIAL NETWORK" movie, the guy which only put money on facebook and his shares were reduced to 6%. I need to prepare myself to sign the real investment agreement. Now, I'm saving time.

2011-01-19 – 2011-01-21: work from day to night; I've been today on a Police, because I was accused for beating somebody on the campfire in July 2010 (in reality: my friends done this, 1 of them was sentenced already), I was in home that day when the all action was taking place. BUT 7 people (all people who sympathized with the "victim") after 2 days (when they've sober, claimed 1 "shared" version) and they've talk on him and me (and they even don't know me and I don't know them!). The problem is that I went to home that night and wasn't to the end (the "big fight" was on the end of it, morning; I've left at midnight or soon after) of the campfire (the only girl which was giving to some people – no future with her, so I've quit and drive to home with my friend). They're not realizing with who they're messing with, accusing the innocent person to be judged... I would see if I would get any curt invitation, but I think the mother of them would end this, because I think anyone who was really beating him would commit to voluntary sentence. I'm going to work, for sure to the DAY 0. I need to find a GPS (for the Warsav).

to 2011-01-26: worked all days, finished what I've suppose to finish 2 days before the day 0; which is tomorrow. I'm going to get there quarter of a million pln, have already 1 agreement to sign, 15% for 100k – too low. I'm going there to take it, stay tuned.

2011-01-27. First fund – need to wait for funds 6 months (up to 200 000 euro), next idea-rating teams, waiting, waiting, waiting. Public money – ALL fund. I've left. Next private fund, gave them business plan and cv, talk with one guy – he would forward idea to other agency which hold a website where 60 mln daily people visit (filestube.com), closes list of #100 most visited page in the world. I would know the decision in Friday. I'm holding an agreement to get 15% for 100 000 pln (zlotych), but money would be (if I win, and I know I would) in 2 months. To get them I would need to travel at least twice 25km from my City. I've got 100 pln left in my whole life (all I've got in my pocket), so I need to give away it. Agreement is only valid till tomorrow 10am. If I wouldn't sign it – they take it as resignation from the idea. Where in this private fund things aren't the way I thought they would be. They aren't worse, they're just different. I'm working on the project, luck would smile to me in near future.

2011-01-28: Besides working all day, I was thinking about those funds. I first – need to wait 6 months for money, next please. Private fund – they will give you money, but they're taking on the beginning 51% of the company [what the fuck?!] or 30% and when the strategic goals ("I was right") would be achieved I would get remaining 19%. I think that fuck them too. The best option available, because I don't need much is to find a private person who has a money of range min. 250k PLN, to ask for 100k and to promise (on paper, agreement) 0.5 mln, sum: 0.6 mln from future profits, max. 20-50% monthly (every month) from site earnings. When I would repay I've got 100% shares. I'm currently looking for such person. If you have money and you can prove it, I'm willing to share with you my business plan and we can sign agreement. Who doesn't wants to earn 0.5 a mill? Please use contact form at the footer of the page.

2011-01-29: Probably today would work all day, but found yesterday very best idea how to get 250k pln for 20% shares. 2 people who have money and are my friends didn't yet respond. It's a perfect example of how lack of contact (besides e-mail, gg) like telephone or any other can ruin your chances to become a millionaire barely for doing nothing (only putting money).

2011-01-30: Overdosed yesterday alcohol (0.4l in 1 hour). It resulted in article: How start to hate drugs, alcohol, tobacco (equal = quit)?. Today couldn't drink even water. I needed desperately 1 day free. Today is the day when I do nothing (after 2-3 weeks of intensive work). Tomorrow my whole life would change, because of the idea (see 2 notes before). Yesterday also person rejected an offer where he could become independent with money for the rest of his life (again next lesson: never reject any offers before you don't see them). I would add one thing, because I assume that you're reading this article for a purpose of learning something. A way to become financially independent FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE is to buy shares in a new, promising startup (create a website/fund where people can find you and put money on them, but do your homework: prepare and study before investing). It's the low cost, where for 50-250k PLN you can become financially independent for a lifetime. When the money would start to flow, invest them: How to play on stock market to always win? (but no more than 50% of your overall wealth). Buying eg. 20-51% or even 70% and when the strategic goals would be achieved author of the idea gets remaining 19% of shares is equal to buying X% of company (which could be sold) and getting X% of share in profits. Give your "worker" a free accountancy in the agreement and ensure that the project would work (ask me even).

2011-01-31: I just went to a millionaire (1 of 3) which I know and I've told to secretary that I was invited with mr X please let me go inside. Then she asked him, I've spoke with him. He asked me with what purpose I want to enter: I've told him and asked only for 5 minutes of his time. I've explained everything and he didn't even let me go inside! He just wasted his opportunity to get a lifetime earning for couple of millions. I just couldn't fuck it believe it. He is in his 60 and probably is not interested in any other deals, because older people stick generally to their money in their age. I thought that he is really smart, but he just made a enormous mistake not letting me go to show him 5 minutes my idea. I'm working today all day, in next 2 days probably would be the last guy who always wanted to become a millionaire, maybe he would use his brain to do anything in this case (give money needed on startup).

2011-02-01,02: I've made some major provocations on forums to see what can I expect. I've received quite good feedback with criticism. I've started to read weak ago book about selling (best yet). Worked all day, going sleep, it's 4 AM. Need to do something with my eyes, because they're hurting me. There is a light at the beginning of the tunnel. I need less than 100k really, I've thought it, today. I've hidden this article for purpose, also in every almost article is special content to get those 250 words to make it SEO (visible for search engines and indexable) [off-topic], going sleep, need it really after those 12-16h of programming...

2011-02-03,05: Working... working... working... As an interesting thing: Nowy.startup,mozliwosc.zarabiania.do.konca.zycia.-.BiznesForum.pl.rar (put all the criticism on translator and it's not even all I've uploaded, new posts are coming everyday; only 1 person wanted to see and give me proof he's got money). Today (02-04) Business Angel Fund rejected offer to enter it. The problem is that people don't see I CAN be the best, just: don't give faith into this project and they're right (in their own terms), because to make this project successful you need enormous amount of money, time (couple of years to pass it through), work (it's the most costing thing, it's not all that you would order a website and put it on web, even the best; most precious), thinking on this website is so much time consuming and putting all updates is so much very hard work even for a team of people, but the most crucial part is: marketing – it's not enough buy adwords advertisement and just wait until customers arrive, besides 1 click costs about 2-3 pln on those phrases and the reality looks that only 0.5% buy anything – those are the numbers, skipping the server costs (dedicated must be, because we're storing credit cards), the unmoral way of getting content which can cause in lawsuit and you can loose all you have or achieved even if you have registered limited company, you would be taken against the court (almost for sure) and the best part: you've got no guarantee of success (any success). You can find 10 000x or more opportunities which aren't so risky that you can loose all money you have put in this project (and with granted, steady return; like on "selling" companies or well established businesses that only need some money for giving shares [so you profit every month from them]). It's the smart way to do it... The idea itself is good, but it's only 1% of success, really. I'm continuing my work, because I've got nothing left to do (see my financial situation, at moment: Why are people poor (financially)? [Hint: How to become financially independent for a lifetime?]).

2011-02-06,07: My eyes hurting me, reading books (3 read, think; twice 2wo of them). Free day (because of the painful eyes).

2011-02-08: Worked 10 hours, fixed article: Extreme Tiredness? Feeling Tired (important! do you have white tongue after you wake up?). Would write other articles in a moment, more and more ideas how to get this business working and how to get money (10-15 pages per 2 days!). Well, I'm considering to give myself 2-3 hours daily to think more before going sleep. I'm gonna do this business, neither from any barriers (money or anything). I was thinking a lot about God methods and what I would do if I was him (btw. play a game -> Black & White).

2011-02-08 (end day, after wake up): My "bread of shame (kabbalistic) start to escalate: family turned against me, quarrels, everybody tell me about my money. Family of my mother has came (aunt) and other they're giving her force, want to close in a psychiatric hospital (fluff talk), they're thinking I'm stupid and everything other. All my idea is being criticized as "virtual" and that I live in the imaginary world. This note is important: you see that when you're going to the new goal everything would change around you, because those people don't suit your current situation.

2011-02-09: Was resting, thinking all trough. I've found a very powerful technique: DANGEROUS subconscious technique which impresses your mind (IMPORTANT!) which I've used to get 100k pln. Remember 1-2 weeks ago, I have wrote that all my 2 funds have rejected me (the one that gives 100k for 15% shares, where they're privileged to get 22.5% profits, all accountancy and other is in this). BAM, I've received next day e-mail that I AM in the program (in 120 best) [I've signed a contract, but signed it bad, not on every page, but I would this opportunity to make my dream come true, it's far the best option for me]. Company contacted me the same day, invited to a conference, I've sent to them business plan + CV. In March is presentation of the idea and I'm going to get my 100k. I've found a extension idea to the project yesterday and today I was writing some stuff and resting to get my batteries full on the next day (today would only build one thing on the future next multi-million dollar website).

2011-02-10,13: Was working, resting, collected information about the presentation and figure out how to persuade commission to receive those 100k pln. I've found an idea a second ago, but I need to find 2 or 3 more. Received some advice about the rules on: what they would look – money. I need to finish today some modules and prepare site to 24.02 to be 100% finished on presentation (with homepage).

2011-02-14: Broken today consciously diet, because I've couldn't done much work on it (finish website until or before end of march). I'm a more than a master of persuading people and I've figured today method to convince anybody to my plan. Warsaw in march, I'm already feeling as a winner. I stop to self-abuse myself today (masturbate) to maintain high energy levels on my presentation.

2011-02-15: Done really lots of good work on the website.

2011-02-16: I'm going now (in minutes) to get drunk. I feel like I'm loosing balance (all 1.5 weak or more was working, friday when everybody was partying, saturday). Received today 460 for 2 months allowance and 200 pln debt from friends, needed to make my old phone: n95 8gb, because he has GPS and I would need it to Warsaw (you now how is to ask anybody). Besides my phone which my very best friend gave to me had just broken (I can only take incoming calls, yes – it's on touch). I would like to fuck today some real free, cute girl (bitch), but not for cash for the first time.

2011-02-17: Not today. I've wake up morning, no alcohol hangover (secret: How to decrease alcohol hangover?), taking bath and going to work. Today is very "workoholic" day like everyday in last 1.5 month. I've got enough alcohol for the next year, it's very shit drug, just pointless, so weak and just shit, eh. I can't take anything except alcohol and tobacco, because of the: Something sitting in throat and you think you can't breathe (even caffeine). No drugs, I've regained balance. I recommend you to read: HOW TO SELL, PART II: manipulation in action (manipulation techniques) and apply those method I've published. I wasn't maybe writing much last days, but there was only 1 thing: work (so I'm only writing when I've got something important to say or notice). Thanks.

2011-02-18: Today I've came to a conclusion that I must move just now to Warsaw (to don't live with mother). Ideally would be to buy a home, even an flat would be good. I can't stand my mother. I was raised in the fucking worst financial situation and with hugest failure (mom). My environment isn't much successful too. Just couldn't stand this fact and must move to the capitol city. I don't know how, but I know I just must. Another person in my situation would kill my mother. If you hear from a total failure that you're stupid 100 000 times a day and she don't shuts her jaw with grandmother who lives in the same house and criticizes every your move. Tells you million times a day that you're psychic and... I must ran as fast I can or would get the opportunity, I'm moving now! Yet, I've got the best motivation to finish my project.

2011-02-19: I need to write today that fact – I've failed with 2 last projects which I've put on website (anybody known about them) was the biggest blessing, because I would never come to that 3rd idea. Today I'm very motivated to work and am waiting for the parasite cleanse tool (combination of herbs). Yesterday I've wrote good article: HOW TO SELL, PART III: Inner game (fake it, till you make it) in practice. Today all day of work, I must finish the project as fast as I can? Never listen to people who haven't achieved anything above average in their life (failures; in the terms you want to become), because they're mentally much different from the riches and you don't want to become one of them. NEVER associate with them, because you would become the same (failure).

2011-02-19,20 (continuation): I was just sitting in the front of the monitor and couldn't do anything on the website. Don't know why: just couldn't. I've ordered: parasite cleanse product and would not even have an option to drink or use anything in the next 30 days (then I'm going on diet back). I've drinked 0.4 vodka (2x 200 ml) and 6 or 7 beers in the club. I've lost my gold ring (400 pln value) – it slipped from my finger and I didn't found him back. In the club I've approached about ~100 girls (hot ones only) where I've danced with only 10, didn't even kissed with anyone (for the very first time). The factor of rejection was so huge that I think that nobody normal would handle it (I didn't think or care about it, never do, but to point for the reader). The point is that I'm always approaching girl from the forward (if opportunity exists), grab her for the hand and want to start a dance. Most of them breaks the grab, but yesterday have found some that told "fuck off" or even chased me and "ripe me" (don't know in EN replacement for this word; dictionary don't knows) to say to don't grab her friend (girl) for the ass. Some guy bought me 1 bear. I've danced with about 10 hot chicks, but none of them has give me a number or wanted to do anything. Clubbing is over – I think through that going on a prostitute is a better challenge (and cost-worthy). I've got silence for a next year. Clubs don't excitate me anymore, neither less like in the past (when I was 17; I'm 21 now).

2011-02-21: Why I've lost this ring? I was on thousands of clubs and never loose it for almost 2 years. It happened just before the meeting (obligatory) from AIP (100k for 15%) in Torun (only 1 obligatory meeting before the "casting"). Maybe I was looking too "gangsta" and untrustworthy in it? I don't need to know the answer for this question, but some reason exists for sure. I'm going to work. Website must be ready in 7 days (and I've almost finished it).

2011-02-22: Herxheimer reaction. Worked today all day.

2011-02-23: I've found today thanks to my limitless impudence that AIP were lying on their page from an insider and I must put much work in the documents I'm making. I also don't like (skipping many other things), the way – they've they put 15% for 100K PLN on your business, but didn't put information (on the page) that they're privileged to get 22.5% profit from the company (which is lots) and many other things (not announced that, didn't say all on the website), but I have no cash left and whatever would happen I need to get those 100k, I would survive all to make a success in my life, whatever happens. Nothing would destroy me, never; no humiliation.

2011-02-24: Paradoxically I've received the information yesterday that the XX projects only go to the last stage, I've put business plan yesterday and today I've received the right agreement to sign and send to them in 2 copies (signed on each page). LOL. I've got nothing to eat in my home, because my mom which pays for the internet I don't use, because I've got free, second: she never applied the rules, from: How to close your debt and win financial freedom?. I've got nothing to eat, no protein, so I'm not going on the gym today, because it's pointless. I must wait for tomorrow to get some food. Poor money management from her side (I've already borrowed her some money I've got).

2011-02-24,28: Hard work, nothing worth mentioning, e.g. I have stones on the kidney and need to find 800pln to buy cures to dissolve them (also do parasite cleanse). “People would always pay for something which would make them richer.” (more: Andrzej Jeziorski ('AndyPSV') quotes (regularly updated)). On the 3rd of the March, I've got first obligatory meeting (in "Torun"). I have a thought that I'm working: 2nd year completely for free (even creating debt) to make my second business successful without any payout (money).

2011-03-01,03: What I needed to write in this success stories note – I need to tell to everyone that I'm making websites for about 7 years. I've made, so much of them (70% were never seen [the world has never seen them], published – on the beginning). First website that I've sold for 30 PLN (8 Euro) (but long after I started to make websites), was very advanced and I've made it when I was 15-17. First idea which was on website (and was done) was that: I make chat and I would become a millionaire (:-D) at age 15. I remember learning everything "on-fly" at internet cafe, because I even hadn't got an Internet and had only 2 hours in cafe, because had no money left what's over, but I've done it! I've done about 50 websites, some of them you can see: path-of-power.com/websites. ---- I was today in Torun, I had a meeting, but I won't reveal anything more. Girl approached me and told me that they've changed the agreement [really?]. I missed it, better for me. I'm going to work like everyday. (sorry for the style, but I was in hurry)

2011-03-03,06. Was working all the time. Today my GODLIKEISM Kabbalistic "Bread of Shame" (explanation). How to understand the invisible schemes beyond? in my family has risen. I can't stand here (in home) anymore. NEVER ASSOCIATE WITH LIFE LOSERS (and mostly: stupid people in your thinking terms), BECAUSE YOU WOULD BECOME IN THE END ONE (also those with low "µ", commonly). I've got kidney stones and need to find 800 PLN to dissolve them – today were in neighbors, but they haven't (is it possible to don't have any money put aside, f* 800 pln in the age of 80 when you're with wife?). I don't catch that. I need to desperately change my environment and become millionaire, would do EVERYTHING to BECOME it, because I hate all those people (mother + grandmother). I would find that money anyway, because the kidneys are starting to hurt me. My financial situation you've got here: Why are people poor (financially)? [Hint: How to become financially independent for a lifetime?]. I would never again commit so mistakes like I've did in the past (money issue). NEVER again, never again at the financial bottom. Only millions. I've got 150 pln left and burning problem with the kidney stones which I need to fix. How? The answer would show up. I'm putting my cash (invoice cash) on sell on Allegro (pl ebay). Hope somebody would buy it.

2011-03-07,08: The hidden idea behind this project is to make it the most earning website on the world (except Google Adwords). I've worked. Only then I think it could satisfy my ego. It's hard to DON'T become a leader in this field when given 3 or more time frame. I've worked today. I'm going today to my aunt and give my mother and grandma something very very cheap and special (maybe I would get $) to fund my "expenses" (kidney, parasite). I would tomorrow get money for the cleanse (my friend would borrow). It's very temporary situation. I've worked, started also to listen back to the audio tapes and read books, after 1 month (even 2 would say) hard persisting work without anything else (it was a necessity). Everyone wants to (has a drive to) have a footprint in the worldwide success to label himself that he was involved in this success. When in reality it might (and is) complete falsification, in fiction (or in his reality) I would use this to get and to motivate people (not revealing reason behind). (08, Tuesday). I've lost 3.80PLN for 3 cheapest chocolates for the Woman Day. | (this may be crucial) Why I haven't never got a girlfriend and only fucked prostitutes? Because it's not smart to engage with anyone (where it doesn't mean I didn't felt in love) when you're not made enormous financial success [because of the famous "e" factor, expediency factor] (millions). AND WOULD NEVER BE UNTIL THAT HAS BEEN ACHIEVED. I've found also that the greatest people in the history never involved in the before they didn't make a something worthy achieving (or it was necessity). When you become rich – you're selecting what you want. | The idea, that I've changed the name from "multi-million" to "multi-billion" would be significant with convincing people to my project (everybody wants to take part of something worthwhile). I'm going to get 100k EURO on the start for the 20% (best, not breakable terms).

2011-03-09: I've wake up today and I've said to myself (and believed into it): "today a financial miracle would happen" (according to my teachings: GODLIKEISM "Dirty" little Kabbalah secret which makes a difference. I've sold: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lX1ZiNNwmyM (and received payment instantly) after 4 hours after saying (and believing into it) cash, which I would not need anymore (never again). I've received 835 PLN (~780 on "clean") and I would use it to buy 1. Complete Herbal Parasite Program [Black Walnut Hull Tincture 120ml/4oz., Wormwood, Cloves, Arginine, Ornithine], 2. Complete Kidney Cleanse (Dr Clark); to dissolve my kidney stones and do: parasite cleanse (first in the order) [all here: Extreme Tiredness? Feeling Tired]. Wow, this sh!t really works (the item was figuring there some time). I've had something similar, but on bigger scale (that confirmed for me that actually Universe replies on your thoughts: GODLIKEISM My personal (short) story - reasons for founding new philosophy, but it needs to be moral and you've needed to worked for it (Law of Attraction set by God always brings you on moral way if it seem even impossible in your situation, despite you must repay your Karma). OK, enough theory – I'm going to work on the website. I've today fixed business plan + analysis (again).

2011-03-10: My personal advisor (from the neighbor) told me that he would beat me with baseball bat like a dog if I won't make a breakthrough till july. He don't lies. Today I'm changing time of work on day (sleep all day). It's 12:45 PM and I'm going to watch movie: "Two for the Money". I'm waiting on 18 March to see movie: "Limitless". I've visited my accountant to do for me PIT (tax) papers. I need to find out also do closing company would be faster solution and creating limited (partnership) new one to get shares. Didn't slept much, going on movie. I've started also treatment with MMS 6:6 (6 droplets x 6 times / day; every 2 hours), because I've got attacks.

2011-03-11: Today, I've had 1st time erection when I've woke up, MMS did a great job. Next day of supplementation. I feel unbelievable much healthier and energetic. I've found also today the reason of my night attacks: parasites (sitting in head). I felt from a long time ago that something was in my head and I'm feeling even when it moves, besides I've got the courage to speak it loud. I've ordered cheap version of parasite cleanse for 50pln (because I'm too scared of the "strong" one [had very bad experience a month ago, after not so much droplets], I would start from a very low dosage (0.5 a droplet) and want to get to 10-15 (I think I want to get). Point is: I need to do it in a slow, steady way to take much more higher dosage, because it could end fatally (I could not embrace the high). When I've used 1 month ago (exactly) this thing I've had Heixheimer reaction from 3 days (couldn't stand from the bed) and believe me: I know much about everything. | Next thing which needs to be mentioned is that in the past (in 2 last projects; rather 10 last project; import from China, all that stuff) I was playing through fear, playing "safe". What you've got from playing safe? Nothing! (or at least in my case) Fact is: it was inconsistent with my primary values and everything failed (yeee pi!). Now I've got vision ON MY VALUES (consistent), huge enough (I see myself here). I'm not playing safe and never would, again. | People by default believe in almost every (reputation is here important) your word, so it's an opportunity to use it, but I rather don't see usage of it, without NLP. Scheme is that you shouldn't disdain information much from the truth, always. Image is everything (1st impression, 90%; body talk). I would take those parasite destroyers in hidden, like everything what I take to avoid any problems. You should do it too, because often the less knowledgeable people can harm you. I'm not taking here about the drugs, only pro-health things.

2011-03-12: I can't stand ANXIETY attacks and pain in the head caused by parasites which I actually feel in my head moving. My cure is coming to me, it should be tuesday / wednesday (not the right one, but this would handle the pressure). Morning, I've felt that something has moved in my bowel (not food!). Besides I'd started to watch my sh!t in the toilet and yesterday after lecture of the parasite book, I've found I'm massively populated by parasites (which may explain mine traumatic experience when dosing wormwood). You're probably (to be straight: you are for sure) too (it's impossible to have any parasites in the world we live in). 14 march 9:00 (Leszek Czarnecki) is being organised conference (online) with the #2 most richest polish businessman (4 300 000 000 Polish zloty = 1.4886084 billion U.S. dollars). Numbers look nice. I would join it online and ask some questions or at least to see him and listen what he has to say. I'm convinced that when I would do all the body cleanse I would become completely new person in the energy and thinking terms. Wrote to the US shop that I would put them advertisement of their page in my article (mentioned before) if they would sponsor me the shipment – I would pay for the product.

2011-03-13: Done some work from 02:00 to 7:00 and grt drunk, end. Can;t stand parssire in head,

2011-03-14: My questions was asked on the presentation with Leszek Czarnecki (how he finds people) [update: "W wywiadach czesto podkresla pan, ze za panskim sukcesem stoja ludzie madrzejsi od pana. W jaki sposób znajduje pan tych ludzi i jakimi kryteriami sie pan kieruje przy obsadzaniu ich na stanowiskach?"; PL lang.]. I didn't learned anything new on the presentation. It was very basic. Can't stand parasites in the head, tomorrow I would probably receive the cure (temporary one). Just can't stand it. Tomorrow I've found methods to market site and to make it consistent. I'm currently in the incubation stage. I think that the causes behind epilepsy and almost all other diseases are parasites living in your brain (skipping the inner organism sickness symptoms).

2011-03-15,17: First day: nothing worth mentioning. I've took parasite extract to kill them in my brain (60-70% killed), feel much more better. Ordered a package from US (all cleanse: parasite, kidney, bowel, liver) for 650 PLN (it would be). They didn't wanted to send me for free shipment for the AD on this website (in ID:#1) article. They're mistake. Second day: received 235PLN of the allowance in "Urban Center of Social Assistance", not much, but when they give – you take. I won't never go to work. I could, but it's "erroneous circle" which would doom your life forever (work for 1 000 PLN / month, pff) on failure. I did this day nothing, related to the project. I was too high (of the parasite "cure") to do anything, today I've lowered the dosage to 1 drop. Today (17) I'm working with double power on it. Must finish all the modules and fix everything (project is already done on the presentation), but I'm putting extra number of options and modules (to sell more). I'm going for a billion, because "million" isn't too sexy.

2011-03-18: Did nothing relevant related to the project. I can only mention that I've gave papers to my personal advisor to find a marketing strategy with cheapest (none) cost.

2011-03-19: Need today finish couple of things on the website, it's 11 PM right now. Going to work. | Done a great job, drank 3 beers (broken consciously diet.

2011-03-20: From morning I've completed (wrote in notebook) whole plan and image in my mind of the affiliate program on the website (think the best on the internet), seriously. I'm eating X and going to work. Need to take my vitamin pill. | Watched the movie (which I was waiting for a very long time): Limitless (recommend to everyone). 10/10.

2011-03-21: Would I do anything today, besides the gym? Would I sell for 3k pln a website? Would I ...? I think that writing all the time:
03-01: work
03-02: work
03-03: work
03:04: work
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(x∞) is kind of a boring and it's why most people never decides to create an own business; working all day isn't fun & easy (even if it is on the beginning); You're getting to a point when you don't want to do anything. ANYTHING. Just have enough (especially like in my case I've had 50 or more failures) and NOTHING WORKED to some moment. I think that 1% (which are successful) are just lucky (have parents) or are determined enough to achieve such success, but even though: it's like in the movie Limitless, by the way. There isn't nothing without a price.

I've went to such point that if I don't work or read book I don't have anything to do. I'm just feeling pointless. I would finish this project anyway. Maybe give myself today a little break.

You must always do the hugest task on the beginning of the day, after wake up. ONLY first the MOST IMPORTANT, not the 2nd or 3rd. There isn't time in 24h to do everything, but there is ALWAYS TIME to do THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS. So, after wake up you're doing the 1st priority task (starting from the #1), then you do the rest (but in order of importance). EVERYDAY. Save your time, because moments after wake up are the most important.

2011-03-22: Remember about the anxiety attacks I've had every night (very annoying and fearful)? It was a parasite like I'd knew. After parasite cleanse it miraculously passed. I've been left with stones on kidneys and I'm waiting for a package from the USA ;]. Worked today, but need to increase much the tempo. BTW. Something sitting in throat and you think you can't breathe had passed too, after parasite cleanse (temporary). My stool now looks healthy (before I've seen some "rice" thing and was just ugly color). HEALTH AND MAINTAINING HIGH ENERGY LEVELS ARE CRUCIAL IN ANY SUCCESS. My mother never understood me, he always been criticizing, wanted to give me to a psychiatric hospital, always she disturbed me, besides giving food & sleep, all. I've developed so much techniques to stand her and I've published them on a website.

2011-03-23: Work.

2011-03-24: Work, but today I've received the complete cleanse program from US. I'm on parasite cleanse now and feel a bit dizzy and high (but I'm embracing it ;]). | Today (after taking first tablets [didn't know how much strong there are and wanted just go outside to avoid mother throwing everything to bin]) I've spotted a really **HOT** chick on high heels, black hair, but done on blonde (was waiting near high school – from High School). I never have any problems to approach a girl and start a talk (without any substances), but I just couldn't connect with anybody, because of the emotional engagement that you're falling in love with somebody (and no car).
TO HAVE A WOMAN YOU NEED TO HAVE MONEY.
TO HAVE MONEY YOU NEED TO HAVE YOUR OWN BUSINESS*.
IF YOU'RE CREATING A BUSINESS YOU CAN'T BE IN LOVE (BECAUSE YOU THINK ABOUT HER ONLY AND IT INTERFERES WITH THE GOAL [IT WOULD BLIND YOU]) AND IF YOU WOULD MEET A "SUITABLE" PERSON SOON OR FASTER YOU WOULD FELL IN LOVE.
* WORK is not an option for me, because if you don't work = you get no money.
Worker can say that you work in business – yes, but only on the beginning.

I've once felt in love, but I've masturbated and it passed. (©right; Andrzej 'AndyPSV' Jeziorski [me])
Those are the things which you need to sacrifice in the short term to experience better rewards in the longterm. Ah, she was so HOT. It passed when I've masturbated. Find your own tools, too.

2011-03-25: I live in such poverty by the people (mother + grandmother) which are mentally poor. I don't have any food to eat after gym (chicken / eggs), because mother has no money. Skipping all the "talking" of her + grandmother. I've made a plan from going out the poverty when I was 13 by simply using the resources we have. My mother earns 1105 PLN / per month, grandmother gets 870 PLN from ZUS. We've all got (mother + grandmother) 2 houses (ownership). Grandmother lives in a flat NEXT to us and she spends all day here. She could rent her house to somebody and come live to us, BUT NO. 550 zl costs all the "rent" and communal expenses a month. Grandmother pays much less, because she uses much less (uses all in our house). All her money she spends on "cures" which make her even more sick (psychotropic?). She's got diabetes which is 100% curable. But grandmother is the same as mother – she never listens and don't want to listen to anybody and nothing. When my plan would be brought up to life budget would be 870 + 500 + 1105 PLN. Today, it's less than 500-700 on 3 people (after "credits" they've took, Example of stupidity and the worst feature you can have [internet] - even my uncle, who has some influence on my mother didn't convinced her). I must run as fast I can from this house: "run Andrzej run", leave all this sh*t and talking and escape from here. Without protein I would never built any muscles, ever.
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There was no problem in the past when I've bought all the food I needed (and had lots of money when I was 19-20 [1 year ago], but the money depleted and I need only food + peace of mind and I don't get anything in here (only partially food; 2 meals). You must escape from poor people mentally and stick only with those who are successful. I'm working on it intensively. I think that when I would get office to my business I would sleep there.

2011-03-26: My mother is alcoholic and she does every night brawls (and on day too). I won't publish compromising her videos. I try not to react, but sometimes it's impossible (knife etc.). Leaving her alone and escaping from the home is the only way of freeing myself from this. If she would not talk to me and talk all the day: talk talk talk to vomit about her problems (and offensive talk about me: "psychic, stupid etc.") I would accept that, but in this moment I can't work effectively, because she disturbs my concentration. I can't do more action at the moment, because she can put me off the home and I would become homeless. | I've recorder for the first time: parasite in my head (on the out) [was unable to capture the actual movement ||| movie uploading...]. I feel parasites in my had all the time (in the middle, under the bone). I'm currently on the parasite treatment. I think I would not stand this more than to the august / september.

2011-03-27: I've reminded myself today that I've always wanted to built such service (portal) in the past. As far as I remember I've made (and even: invested money) effort to create it 3 years ago, but I've abandoned the whole project, because of the lack of knowledge and my abilities to built it, also: to enter successfully the market place. If it even would be somehow created and put on the internet it would be 1 from 100 000 of the same websites, not distinctive over the others. You've got idea on it in the Business Ideas DATABASE. I won't reveal yet which ID is it (until it's published publicly on the internet) ;]. Work.

2011-03-28,31: Average is Killing the American Dream. I need to do the parasite information in: Extreme Tiredness? Feeling Tired, but I won't repeat it here, so please visit the link (part III in the article). What can I say? Work, persistent everyday. Above 40 days left to the final presentation. I've read some major books which would help me to be more persuasive. | 31.[day] Received 3k PLN for the website (exchange currency). I'm happy.

2011-03-01: New day, new challenges.

2011-03-02: Got drunk, smoked cigs, need to fuckin escape to Warsav, still don't know how, but I MUST DO IT, downloaded some porn, but no even fuckin will to masturbate and sleep. How to decrease alcohol hangover (or to have NONE)?. I'm rich. The only thing that gives me pleasure in life is earning money. I've got kidney stones and I'm dissolving them: monday. I've got fuckn parasite in my head and need to find out how to destroy him (on my left part of the head). I would destroy him, for sure.

2011-03-03: Today I'm starting the kidney cleanse. I must mention that about 2-3 years ago I didn't even knew how to earn money. Just didn't know the basics how to get any money, maybe if it sounds ridiculous. Point is that I've launched things which were designed on failure, only in the last day (I know) I've finally have a product which would sell. Slept over 20h.

2011-03-04,05: I'm going for 200 000 €. I'm on kidney cleanse, because I've got stones. I'm working very intensively to finish already "done on presentation" website (I'm rebuilding everything, finishing it, testing; far much more than in "100% plan").

2011-03-06,07: I live in Lipno (15 000 people), very small city – poor conditions and parody everywhere. I need to get there (to live in): exactly here. I can't stand more situation in here, can't stand home I live in, can't stand anymore those conditions. I would do everything which would put me free (meaning: changing neighbor, friends, escaping from family). 2 days "rest" for thinking over project. Fixed my computer today, because "space" button wasn't working properly.

2011-04-08,09: Today (09) I've came to conclusion that I've finished website in the terms of what maximally I could do with my resources (some modules can be rebuild [they're irrelevant at moment, in this stage], but it's basically ALL done and tested). Finally, after exactly 3 months and 4 days. I've built this site (almost) everyday for this period of time. I'm preparing for the presentation.

2011-03-10: I'm giving myself 1-2 week "vacations" time when I only read books, research other sites & methods on improvements (applies to "preparing" for presentations), grab some ideas (discover new ones) – I've already found some things which couldn't be figured before. What I need to write here: is that preparation to build such site took me 7 years of work (with breaks). Buying books and reading them in the age of 14-15 yrs old – putting and TESTING, TESTING and years of anger, trials, tests (I've wrote MANY websites before, last projects you've got here [you can see them]: only from last year, two)., when currently I'm 21. Also precious experience in the business in UK, which I've done on my own, completely from scratch for not my money (1 000 pounds) who give me person (not so easy as many would think). I greet him now. All it was possible due to hard work, when my friends smoked marijuana and drink alcohol in the past, took some extasy, meet with girls, do disco stuff, wasted their time. I've took a part in it too, but I've always do the work – after school, after "free" time. I would say that I was always took drugs to learn something new faster, better way. Knowledge build for all those years can't be took away. It sits there, only couple important things you've got of it on this website. The reason why I'm so ambitious and believed into myself was that I was forced and pre-programmed (on birth) to do so (it comes from early childhood, situation @ home). Many number of people is conscious that what they would do in future life is conditioned in the early childhood. If you life in poverty you would probably seek money and inverse (but not in all cases), it depends from many also other factors (like birth card). I'm going on my "vacations". Follow me here. I'm dissolving my kidney stones, it's hard thing to do, but I would do it anyway, despite the "high" problems after usage of those drugs. You've got all in: "I'm tired" article.
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I've also came to conclusion (much faster), but I would write it now: Going to any work is pointless. Why? Look at the numbers below.

In work you earn 1 000 PLN / per month (tax free, "clear" money – the money you get to your hand), at least in Poland. You need to work for it 30-31 days [only free Sundays]. Why it's pointless? Because what you would earn you would spend it's 1., 2nd point is that you would never "breakthrough" with it, NEVER until you would do something remarkable.

Now, I would convince you.

EU (European Union) gives 800 000 PLN donation (free money), when you participate in some kind of "contest" (or in practice: go to business angel fund which gives you money on your business projects, for their % share). I need also to point that business angel funds exists everywhere and the money it's even easier to get in USA than in Europe. Besides those funds at least in Europe NEED TO GIVE THIS MONEY TO SOMEBODY, because they would NEED TO GIVE THEM BACK and the PEOPLE NUMBER OF PEOPLE WHO COME TO THEM WITH GOOD IDEAS IS LOW as 3 people per 6 MONTH WHO GET ANYTHING, because they lack of primary abilities to get the money and to do the business successful. MILLIONS ARE TO BE TAKEN AND NOBODY IS TOO GOOD TO TAKE THEM (ONLY FEW OF MANY). It's not so easy through, but think it this way – you work 1,2 maybe 3 years you get the money and you're +66 years ahead. Only vanity person wouldn't do that.

You know how much is 800 000 PLN (it's not much, but it's quite a lot of money). Where 800 000 PLN = 200 000 EURO.

It's 66 year job. Yes, 66 (SIXTY-SIX) YEAR JOB TIME, IF YOU WOULD SAVE EVERYTHING EVERY YEAR. My mom worked for 35 years, is 59 now ("born" or "made" me when she was near ~ 40, 38). She didn't even earned this money YET – everything went on "survival"!

You get the point? You work for 1-3 years on "this one" plan, you get this money – pack them on your project and you're a multimillionaire at minimum. I'd knew from the born (instinctively) that IT branch and Internet would be the next thing. I've loved this stuff, technology and computers. I'm addicted. I've directed all my efforts to be the best in all stuff required to get the cash: manipulation, (and many other skills) which are ALL necessary to get an investor and the be the best, ever. Think about it.

You do a business plan, you go to the government(EU, like PARP)/public(private) business angel fund, private business angel fund – you get the money, hire people, do everything. You don't need to work anymore again. It's not hard. (this scenario is available to the 90% of people, but it requires 1. time, 2. "comfort zone" pass in your head and self-assurance and belief that you can do it and you're not doomed on failure for the rest of your life)

Don't ask me anymore why I laugh from my mother which tell me: "go to job you lazy man". Work with your head, not muscles. That age has gone forever.
I didn't received the funds yet, I've got "presentation" on May, beginning, but I can assure you: "I would never go to work or to college" and I would faster die on allowance until I won't make it. I would pursue my dread or it would rather find me, faster. Thank you.

Many would fail and it's designed to do so, read the: INSTANT GRATIFICATION, issue. This factor is very powerful in many people lives (including me in the past). Find yourself a mentor (a person – rich & successful who would direct you in your way, it's the fastest way). You're incapable of finding any? You've got internet. They're many things to find, precious. I haven't had any time any mentor (believe or not), I've always done on my own or came to conclusions and discovered, read from researches. It takes time, yes. As in the story: "this tree would grow for min. 100 years to be good to be cut and the wood be worthiness (have any value)", "so better fuckin plant it today!". It's only up to you what you would do in your life and nobody has power on it, until you won't get anyone one. You're the only creator of your life and how you would do it it's only up to you. Nobody would care.

2011-04-11,13. I did nothing related directly to the project. I've did in those days some research, read some articles and some piece of book. Done the 3000mg of COENZYME Q10 to kill parasites (tapeworm). I did nothing.

2011-04-14,20. It's unbelievable that it passed 7 days. I've done completely nothing, wasted time, read couple of books (just inner must). I've did kidney cleanse, colon cleanse those days. I've drink today (20-04). Tomorrow I'm on the zapper and can't take anything, because it causes permeability of the cell membranes which could result in overdose (of any drugs). It passed only couple of days and I don't have the reasons to do anything. I've got parasite in head and can't stand it. In next 4 weeks I would destroy him/it. I'm watching now "Love and Other Drugs" and it's the perfect story for: http://path-of-power.com/extreme-tiredness-feeling-tired,1. I've took zoloft couple of times (was forced to, by law) in a psychiatric hospital when I've spent 1.5 month of my life (and they didn't wanted to let me go) and it's the biggest SHIT you could ever EVER imagine. I've decrypted whole the system, http://path-of-power.com/godlikeism-concept-of-power-micro;-power-field,12. I'm just waiting and thinking to get off this shit where I live. Warsaw is the goal, in 1 year. | WhAT i Need to write in this note is that: I haven't never got a girl (but dated some girls before) and never would have a girl, despited the fact: i'VE got NO problems to talk/have one (except lack of car/&money), because she/her would/can blind the goal. End. Vacatiosn larst 1-2 weeks. BTW. http://path-of-power.com/how-to-decrease-alcohol-hangover-or-to-have-none,252. I've spoke today to two hot ones, no fear/just nothing. Easy. I've received today allowance (238PLN). NEVER BORROW MONEY TO ANYONE. You're waisting time to get YOUR MONEY BACK from your friends, just FUCK THEM. FUCK ALL. DON'T BORROW AND YOU WOULD SAVE EVERYTHING. NO BORROWING = NO PROBLEM. But it's different when on the hood nobody has ANY money and you've got no friends in the whole city (16k city people, Lipno - Poland). [text from movie: "Top 10 pharma companies earns MORE than all OTHERS FROM FORTUNE 500 ALL TOGETHER:; I don't know if this is true, but it gives you to think; they could destroy with their cash everyone and I fully understand it and I would probably (on their place) do the same]; btw this girl (hattaway or what you spell it) fucked rafaello folieri from one of the episodes (available on e.g. official website and also tbp [thepiratebay]) of American Greed (a conman; or as they portrait him: scammer, 4 or more life sentence, his sitting in a jail, currently). | Movie was so boring and was viral marketing of Pfizer (Viagra, Zoloft) that I couldn't finished it and cut in a half (even when I'm drunk and have got much bigger tolerance to watch this kind of shit). Hattaway isn't so hot, 6/10 (is she?); only Jennifer Love Hewitt :-). I can't stand this parasite in my head (just can't), tomorrow goes the treatment. Yeah.

2011-04-21,24: I was testing some things. Maybe it's not a secret, but you always need to expect to get the best, the largest, the biggest and be the better. Test it. You always get more by expecting BIG. In Poland we've got some kind of christmas, I'm currently resting to get powers for the next part of work (after presentation). Expect and target always for the most, do not believe that you can receive only a little, because you would receive only it. Always believe that you would get the best, the most, always. Change your thinking now.

2011-04-25,30: Free time, didn't done anything special. I've came to conclusion today (04-30) that I can't associate with my friends (all of them), because I would be doomed forever on failure. They're not bringing me any value (contribute), so it's pointless to talk/meet with them on a daily basis. It means for me = having no friends (at the moment). It appears that I would stay all the time in home and think, do & work on something... BTW. (post according to: How to handle the amphetamine hangover?). Just won't never again waste my time, life & my dreams.

You've got after 10 hours (about) - from last dosage, feel the need to go sleep. If you do that you would have hangover. It's better to strain yourself a little and do those 8 hours extra (I know it's quite much) to have NONE hangover (but on other side, it's better to have none hangover than suffer the whole next day(s); it's your choice and please don't tell me until you won't test it). Amphetamine is the biggest shit worst f* nightmare ever, avoid it at all cost. Just don't associate with the friends who took it even if it's means you would be alone, always because on your neighbor/etc there are any people and if they are you're not matching them. Just avoid the people and stop to take this shit permanently. Yes, I'm now "on" (when writing this). You must need to firstly watch on alcohol, because normally you probably won't use it and let it be like that.

Also: lack of goal in life, boredom leads to those substances. Just do the work and find yourself a goal. On the beginning it seems so good, but using amph. has got very poor consequences (on mind). Never, never again.

I'm treating this like a one-time incident, 8 hours yet to go (to sleep). Eh. I need to get those money, huge amount – in millions (0.8mln pln), at least.

2011-05-01,05: I've got 19-20 May presentation. Need to escape from this fucking parody. I've got trouble to find a driver who would drive me there. My colleague broke his car while he was driving drunk, my next friend don't wants to drive me there (he look always on money, when he spends them [and he would drive if he would have a business with me, but he doesn't has so NO]). I would find a way to go there, not know how at the moment. Fucking parody. Eh, all I want is to escape from here to the capitol and to be a billionaire as fast as I can, change my life. I've got still stones on kidneys (I dissolved them a bit only, they started to torment me again) [I'm on therapy right now], 2nd: I've got parasite(s) in head. I think that for second 7-day starvation would help (I've already tested everything: electricity [zapper], wormwood+black hull+cloves, other herbs), I'm going to do it in end of May (after presentation). I need to find somebody – after this milestone would be achieved (getting 0.8mln pln) my life would change and I would never return to the poverty again.

2011-05-06,12. 4 times drink alcohol & 4 times used amphetamine. I can't stand parasite in my head, but currently can't start the whole therapy before the actual 19-20 presentation time. 7-8 days to go, need to survive it. No drugs, anymore.

2011-05-13,15: I've drank alcohol today (15-05). Boredom is what kills you (& holidays if you not have a woman [and can't have, because if she is handful and suited to you === you feel in love] and that [thinking about her, when you're in love] kills you and your business). My time would come soon enough.

2011-05-16,18: I've reached (18-05) a point where I've got 400 pln left (100 euro) and nothing to sell from home... I've been 4 months on allowance (230 pln / per month), my mother earns 250 euro per month and haven't got yesterday even 1.30 (0.3 euro) in her pocket. I understand that this situation (or similar situation) forces people to go to work, but even though there is no work in Lipno (16k) – yes, you would find somewhere, but I won't never go to work. I would rather die. I need to get out of this situation financially (handle from somewhere 800-1000pln) and the big final of this project is 30-05 to 01-06. I don't know my appointment date yet. It's the last meeting before the project would be accepted and my ride to being the richest polish man in the world. I've overdosed garlic yesterday.

2011-05-19,21: For the last couple days I was intensively learning some major couple things which I need to know )nights), but today (21-05) drank. We would die before 2028 if we won't do something (do to: chemtrails)). I've got rash on my left hand and spotted some in my friends too. I've got nobody which I could count on, nobody. Seriously. Nobody. I need to escape with girl when I would got the funds to Warsav as soon as I can. Armin van Buuren - Sound of Goodbye, my favorite song, ever (in the UK times also). I need to left my old life behind (wish too). I would soon write an important article about LOA (Law of Attraction, & vibration; but summed together). Wait for it. Influenza seems also serious, at least for me. I need to...
All around stupid people. I'm outsider already, but still I can win friends and influence people without much work...
Thing is that without money I'm 0... (or less than)
I need to... and I would do it.

2011-05-22: Get drunk today. Wrote great article today. Need to get to Warsav in 10 days, but I'm going with strong amphetamine user without insurance. Need to get desperately 800 zl. 380zl left.
One day.. I would be a millionaire with my own car & wife. Think what you want. I've got a plan... Can't stand pressure in home, just need to escape with some girl to Warsav, it's the only solution..

2011-05-23,26: 23-05. rested (learning new knowledge)
24-05. get drunk again; went on a gym training and came back drunk
25-05. rested
26-05. I've got on 7th june court case (where I'm innocent); I'm accused for beating guy (when in reality I was home), but I've got it and I'm going to get innocence; 8th I'm going on presentation; 10th I'm going on police as a witness from the same case I've got on 7th, but there were under age ("I don't know anything"). Today I would find someone who would drive me to Warsav (even thought wouldn't drive alone). I've today built presentation plan in 1 minute.

2011-05-27,28: Drink today (27). I've bought couple weeks ago 6-letter domain with .com ending. I've handled transport. I would get the money soon, would find a beautiful girl and I'm escaping in end of september. It's a plan, escaping from my home is necessity, because I don't have peace (silence) in it and it's not an ideal environment to develop anything.

2011-05-29,31&05-01: Drank alcohol, read, educated. I've finally put all the pieces together (at least as I think, are combined) in the topic. Everything blinds with this knowledge and people who expose are place in the Universe and our current role are just killed. I must say that I would never be suicidal. I won't write anything about it. I would keep all this knowledge for myself, because it doesn't help anybody and it's just better to live in complete ignorance. It's serious. 7th I've got case, 8th going on a presentation.

2011-06-02. I've calculated costs and done research about Warsaw, how to get there and live soon enough. Problem with the little towns is that you're lacking some peer-to-peer contact with other successful people in the branch. Internet handles it only partially. Besides I need complete silence to work and be left alone. I can't work e.g. when somebody talks in my home. Here, where I live (16k place) is not a living. In any matter. It's like a fucking no-man island where there are no people, because everybody left from here to school in other big cities. I associate with junkies, alcoholics, but they are good people (and not going anywhere, no clear sense of direction – at least where I see myself). I need escape from here as fast as it is possible (money). I remember that I've had perfect environment in Milton Keynes, in UK. It were the most beautiful days in my life (that 3 months) when I've quit my job. It was the most happy day in my life when having almost no money left, was living in a guy home – when I was kicked from my previous (on the other side of the street) and all I've had was 0.5 and rc biz website done, without it being launched. I had nowhere to go and I was absorbed in work for the whole time. It were the best days in my life, where I've had a purpose and just "launched" everyday from my bed, so energized to work without feeling of any tiredness or anything. I miss those days.

2011-06-03. I get drunk today, but people with whom I associate (because there are no other people) don't fit to me. It's war about 1 bear. I would do everything to migrate to other city like Warsaw, no clue about it. It's not life here. Imagine that you're going to a bar (two) and there are no girls which who you MAY talk to. It's point of the small city. Everyone migrated to bigger cities, I would do everything to make it too. It's not about anything like chemtrails. I know most above it, the whole biggest truth who nobody would find ever or even discover part of it. I need to desperately change my location. Imagine living with my mother and grandmother in 1 home (grandmother lives separately, near). Imagine... You would never experience it for all whole your life...

2011-06-04,05: Get drunk ;). Really wanted to write successful do-it story like article, but the reality show it case... You won't cheat the nature. With almost 100 zl left (25 euro), no car, no anything. Besides, girls reply was delayed – I've received only 3 messages back in 7; where I wanted to write to 25 girls at least, but in my 15k city, Lipno – in Poland – I've barely found 7 girls which weren't abroad/married/left and I've spent almost 2 hours finding the "fuckable", skipping the 15', 16' (1 was 16th year old, thought she was at least 17' or 18'), eh. Fuck it all, tomorrow I would probably translate 1 good article. I've decrypted everything, about 2 days ago, the BIGGEST SECRET OF OUR LIFE HERE, where 100%-(minus) 10 000, maybe 50 000 - (MAX) 100 000 of our population knows it, what is REALLY going on – everything blinds with it, lives in an total unconsciousness and I feel I'm just ... so away... from those people with my knowledge that it's even hard to describe. I was name a "psychic" (in the old time, also – it was my nickname). But the truth is – those people with whom I associate or live, stopped in the grammar school, with development of their knowledge & thinking (yes: car, fucking and drinking)... I can't say this knowledge – probably you won't never get to there, I don't say a word: people are just killed. I can only write it's the biggest secret and it really is, but I won't talk, sorry. My point was to let you know: I would never be suicidal and would never overdose anything which could be lethal. However it would sounds. I don't do any new substances. I want to let you know that if I would ever die, I would not do it on my own, ever. Expect tomorrow a good article.

2011-06-06. Get drunk, again. I don' give a fuck about anyone else. 3rd day of drinking in a row, but it's what happens when you've got holidays and it's hot. I need to fuck a "normal" girl, where I'm 21' and I've fucked only 2 (two) prostitutes in a brothel. NOBODY would understand that you need to sacrifice some things to get some, NOBODY. Everyone, poor – normal people think: car, bitch, money. I've met some girls today, but I didn't fucked them – get number, would I ever fuck them? I've got 7th case, 8th Warsaw and I want to go as hell away from here, because I would die soon if I won't do something (2 years! was working for it and everyone, despite they are the best friends in the world – JOB, JOB, JOB). I'm maybe talking bullshit you think – yes, I invite you to a 15k city. Good luck you wish.
If I would ever not get in this fund money – I would get them in another fund, so no complain, ever. I think they would never allow to use a lifetime opportunity, best ever. I've read in those 2-4 year time: EVERY BOOK, WATCHED EVERY MOVIE, STUDIED ___ALL___ there was to study about business. I would do that, just give me the money. All.

2011-06-07,08. Today (08) I was in Warsaw. Yesterday didn't committed (in court) to a biting up the prosecutor, because in reality – I didn't done that. I was never even there when it happened at this time. Today I've waited about 2 hours or more for my turn. I've entered the room and they were talking my project is "too high", not niche. But the reality is that they were approaching for max. 10 clients / per month. I'm measuring for at least those 10 000 - 20 000 clients / per month. Fuck them, those people aren't successful – it was clear when I've entered. I've only ended my speech with: "you would for the fuck see in 5-7 years time that you've made a terrible mistake...". I've visited their portfolio (www.inkubatory.pl) and they've got.. nothing. Sites that maybe earn those 5-10k PLN (which is 2 500 euro / per month). When I've came back home I've tore the agreement papers and stone felt from my heart (because I couldn't seek another investor for my new project and breaking the agreement would cost me 12 300 PLN when the decision was YES). I've already sent an e-mail to about ~20 investors and I would wait those 2 days. I know somebody would call me. I don't please anymore again. If I would live in a Warsaw I would find investor for this project in a month (by going everyday to another business angel fund), but I live in Lipno (15k city) and I've got barely 450 zl left (100 euro). 3rd / 7 day of starvation, today. Didn't eaten anything, the "normal" process of starvation starts tomorrow when my stomach closes.

2011-06-09,10. Wrote and called every possible business angel fund (seed fund) in Poland and not only seed fund. Everybody is doing "analysis". Whatever. I'm currently on the 5th day of starvation (I didn't eat anything, only drinking no-fluoride water).

2011-06-11. I've got a plan. |-.-|

2011-06-12. POINT STORIES: Never Take Anybody Anything Without Permission. It's okey.

2011-06-13,14. I've drank today 4 beers and I was so drunk like I would drink in 30 minutes 0.5 liter of 40% vodka without any juice, from the feeder. It's probably from the massive blood loss. I don't drink now for the next 30-40 days, not even once (holiday time). I need cash, need to get it fast. I've got 350 pln left. I need to do my business successful and to conquer the world.

I've found also that all the problems are alcohol, drug, tobacco related – all stupid things and problems which you do and wouldn't done normally. I'm clean and would stay that way. I'm still waiting for the investors reply and handling myself meeting (video conference) on skype, "Szczecin" (Poland).

2011-06-15,17. I'm currently seeking to find 250 000 pln for the start on my new project. Currently I'm getting rejections all the time. I've got plan, already prepared after rejection to become #1 on the worldwide scale in the X business (Internet), but I need to get funds to start making it. 5-7 years time it would took. I would be under 24 years a millionaire (3 mln pln), I'm 21 now. I would get this money anyway, despite the fact it may take a while to find a business partner who would put them on table and give them to me for a % of share (with the precedence of re-buying them back).

2011-06-18. I was at the fireplace @ Skepe (Kujawsko-pomorskie). Was licking with 1 girl (good, very good) I wanted to fuck, but despite I've put all my efforts to rub her pussy thought the pants, grab her tits, everything, she didn't wanted even to suck my dick. I've took 1 more girl, but she escaped. The same story. I was alone above 200 meters from the fireplace totally alone. What the fuck? Fuck those girls. I've got number, but no car, etc. Whatever. I've drank, spent 40 pln (too much). Fuckin shit. Fuck it all. I've thump all of her, nice ass. Everyone would fuck her. Need to find funds on the business and go to Warsaw, still got: seams on my head. Fuck it all. Just fuck it all. 300 pln left.

2011-06-19. When you're drunk you actually understand that everybody goes to home, to their girlfriends and you're just left alone, everyone proceeds with his plan, despite how weak it is and seems for you. I've done all the work I could do, I'm waiting for replies. I've got a plan, I'm waiting 1 week and then I go for the US – would translate business plan on English and would get those $100 000, easily – easily in US. I hope I would get those money here, in Poland. I need to fucking escape to Warsaw and start to proceed with my plan.

2011-06-20. I've cried today.

2011-06-21. I've received today the last rejection I was waiting on. NOBODY in POLAND want to invest in something which is not new (invention) and not giving immediate profits it appears to. The reasons I've received was: "I don't see here an competitive advantage that would be #1 in this branch", "too early stage to invest" (paradoxically I'm in "death point" where theoretically lack of capital to MAKE it developed is the limiting factor), not investing in this type of site/portal & IT branch as whole, not convincing idea / sum of the project (yes, everybody wants to get something for nothing - whereas sites those kind get on start from 3 mln pln to even 5-10 mln – it's one of the reasons WHY NOTHING EVER HAVE EXPANDED GLOBALLY FROM POLAND – investors in Poland generally seem to fear investing a penny into something which didn't achieved large global-scale success), "low reality of the success", too big market and too much costs, "not applicable to investment goals", "lack of inner resources" (cash, e.g. like home which could be put under the investment; btw. if I would have cash you think that I would write to people for help?; another paradox), don't want to or probably: my person. I think I have put all the reasons.

I would also like to point that facebook didn't bring profits to even this point (after 7 years), but in his case: he has got some "base" of users and it shown that people are participating (on it's very beginning).

THE WORST THING I'VE GOT IS THE HOME I LIVE: I CAN'T THINK IN IT. 24h/7 days in week my mother and grandmother are "blablablablablabla", "I've bought today potatoes", "What a nice weather today", shit talk without any purpose. I've had it enough. I need silence for thinking and the reason that I live in a very POOR family when only mother gets 1 100; I need to put money to a food (I've got currently nothing). I've got only bed and accommodation place + "some" food, processed - bad quality.

Skipping the fact that in a place where I live (16k city, Lipno) there are no people with core competences besides me I know, in the branch I need (or in the ideas section). To be honest: it was once a one, but it's completely – going to the point: it's like talking with a dog (in the sense of what they could help, also in the terms of money, contacts – all of them). I'm talking in the area where I want to advance. They're great friends, but without no sense of purpose or a higher ambition (everybody wants to be rich, but not everybody does anything to accomplish that).

My goal is to become a billionaire – very fast, and unless you're not having and acquired a mining mine, not in the oil industry, hedge funds – living in the 16 000 people shit-hole somewhere in Poland the ONLY industry you could actually achieve it is IT (websites), at least for me. I understand that people made a lot (and almost everybody) done it in the '89 where Poland had a change in the economic terms (from communist to free market), but today the reality has changed drastically. Market is fueled with everything and expanded. It seems that it's hard to put a finger in it, but people do it – all over again and I need to be a next one. You think why I read so much, tons of hours daily? It would % profit in the future. I didn't replayed about Technologies, with patents description which are secret (about 1 500) [kept hide from the public] <- inventions which could be brought to public under (in some cases) [free energy devices] realm of death or just to be blocked. Although it's not my section and nobody would wanted me, because simply: they would not need me (I know I could do it in other way, I'm living it afterwards and probably would never return to it). But would I become a billionaire from putting an invention? Yes and no. Thing is that the actual "knowledge" or the actual state of the technology which is known to the public is about 1 400 years or more, compared to the "black budget" or XXX (won't say) agenda. All we have got on the surface (good term) are the old military technologies. We need to accept that. People who wanted or did came with some inventions are just killed or they disappear. I don't think I could do a career in this business, which particularly I don't know anything about.

I would be a billionaire and I would do it in the IT branch. It's the easiest and the best sector for me.

I've came up with the idea, that necessarily seeking capital abroad in US is generally a good idea, but it would be better when I actually would show something above the created site (would show actual statistics, xxxx, users etc). Everybody at this time would want to invest. I would today develop a plan to do so. If I would have more than 200 pln currently it would be much better, furthermore: the vacation time is coming.

I'm starting now.
Another interfering fact is that atmosphere in the house, money and the whole people in it – I've got time up to September 2011, because my mother is desperately seeking to get rid off me from home. I need to act fast and under pressure.

2011-06-22. I've constructed 2 piece of papers which I would send to the companies. Thing is: I don't have FAX and mostly they don't supply their e-mails (on one there was no contact! company-death). I NEED FAX. I know that when I would get the actual 2-3 signed agreements with major companies I would get 300 000 pln or 0.5 million from the business angels funds. I'm going to send them now and I want to reach 100 website companies, however it's not a fun & easy thing to do (they don't e-mail address and need to find a method to actually read them, need to create a list or something and call them?).

2011-06-23,24. Yesterday drink couple of beers and go sleep, to wake up @ 10. Drink today: 150,160 ml of vodka and 7 or 8, 9 beers in 7 hours (5,6%). Didn't feel drunk. I've met with a girl and she didn't even done me a blowjob. I would never met with 16' yr old girl, ever. It's not worth the time. She was only for "fuck". I don't know what I would do, I've send to 48 companies (leading, to) in the field an offer which 2 or 3 contracts would probably allow me to get those 200-300k pln, but... nobody still replayed (1 reply, on "no"). I need to find a niche, I need to make some cash, online. I really don't know what I would do. I've received today 220 pln from the MOPS (allowance for the unemployed) [but on other hand spent 50 pln]. I need to find a niche for a multi-billion dollar industry and need to create a plan to make it happen. I would not last much. I need to escape from here, Warsaw... I need to... I need to. I've understood today how the business works.

2011-06-25. I've give today all the power to the hands of God. I've trusted him, because of incident. I wanted to rule my life my way, but I was lost.

I've decided to put out public my website for the purpose of selling a copy of it, because I need desperately money (at least those 4-5k pln). You can visit it here: see website (it's first on the list). You've got there more info. I need $100,000 for the investment. I'm preparing today to construct a work-do plan.

2011-06-26. I drank 8 or 9 beers and was on a party. As I remember whole my life was a constant struggle, even when I've had rc business – but those were the most happiest days of my life. Why it needs to be like that? All the times obstacles, walls to breach, all the time pain, nothing went good. I never received any helpful hand – I needed always to fight for everything. I always delay the gratification for the greater purpose. Where my friends fuck girls, date, drive cars or either have rich parents and don't need to fight any more – I'm not living, I'm starving. Always, as I remember. I've got friends who fucked 20 or even 35 girls, where they've got rich parents and received everything on start. They're both in my age – 21. Imagine that? When you've got quarter of a million and received those 100-200k before, when you were 18' yr old, you've got different start, right? I didn't ever received money on drivers license or even circumcision (which disabled me of fucking, before). All this knowledge is pointless when you're out of money / business. It doesn't mean a thing.

2011-06-27,28. On 48 mails I've received any agreement. I know what I would do, if I only had some cash (but not necessarily) I would approach co. directly to get those 10 000 ads and then go for the funds in business angel fund. I'm sending today papers to the last business angel fund I've spotted today (wasn't known before). I don't sleep today all the day & night to wake up @ 10 normally, not 19 or 20, but it really doesn't matter. I've got 350 left and need to pay for the path-of-power.com hosting 150pln... not writing that I've got none or near none on vacations time.

2011-06-28,29: 28: drinking, 29: drinking & lake; Need to find how can I get to the point where I want to get (in reality: get those 10k ads); need to sell websites to have 4-5k for the living purpose or need to get & HAVE a strict plan. Going sleep, I've done sun much – my head is hurting. Sleeping. I wake up 8, 10 am tomorrow. I could have business with making websites and earn up to 10k pln / per month, but I don't want to. I need to have passive income and mass production/selling.

2011-06-30. I need to write this.
Computers and the whole industry was born very soon as '90 where almost all of the successful websites were created in 1994-1995. I was 6 years old. I've received my first computer (pc) in 2004, where I've had access to the internet 1.5 year after. It was impossible for me to build such website in the time where everybody started and almost: all succeeded. Please understand me right: in the past when you've built a website – it was almost an immediate success, like e.g. businessesforsale.com or ebay.com. However, some of the websites (worldwide) have been built in 2005, 2006 and those people have access to the resources. It doesn't matter although. I have nothing to eat. Figured out today a way to make some progress with my new website where idea is to create 1 worldwide ad portal, unite all. Websites which exist for a long period of time had more time & money for sure like copy-websites. Would you get to the point where there is nothing more to do?

I've found today another great idea to realize, but when I would go with it to the business angel fund – I would get fucked up without a soap. Fucking death point -> no cash = no development. I need to figure out something. Was drinking 3rd day in a row.

2011-07-01. I'm starting my 4rd business venture. In the time of 2 years when I've came back to Poland – having previous business still. I've went to the psychiatric hospital for 1.5 month and after it sold it. I was for the first 6 months blinded on my mind like I would wear a plastic bag on my head – couldn't think. In the time of 1.5 year I've done 3 businesses. None of them succeed. I've sold one for 3k, but I've learned on them. Currently I'm writing a business plan for another. I need to make it happen and rethink everything for the period of 3 days. I've started to use for the last week, 2 MISSING parts of hypnosis: VERY DANGEROUS HYPNOTIC SESSION WHICH CHANGES YOUR MIND IMPLEMENTING SUCCESFULL ACTION PATTERNS and I really feel the difference. It changes my life, constantly.

2011-07-02. It's my 45th approach (business) to make finally business which I could have and live on it. I've done in the past about 45 tryouts only 1 has succeeded when I really could tell: "I've made it" (rc business). This is my time. I would in those 2 days build a website on which this business would rely and then I'm seeking for an investor. HUGEST danger – when you deciding to work on your own is that you can work like me for almost 2 years time and don't get a penny from your work. (what is 3000 pln? nothing)

2011-07-03. I've built a pre- website (only home webpage, not all). It doesn't make sense to make it before I would get actually help from the investor (and I can only hope that they would let me [give money] on doing this business – not stealing the idea and making it on their own). As I've wrote: I can only hope that, because there is nothing more I can do to prevent stealing the genius idea. Tomorrow I start to call them (I'm skipping 2 funds already) to the most trusted (I think) and reliable partners (not everyone). I've wrote a business plan 1-2 days ago. I want to create a worldwide multi-billion company and I would do it. Today I rest. My life is easy from this point.

I need to write this. After comeback from UK and selling rc biz, and 1.5 month + 6 on "relax" after psych. hospital I've built [1.] drug tests business, www.testynarkotykowe.pl (mirror [it would be sold in future or rather: somebody would love to buy it and continue]) – I've borrowed 5k pln on it and sent 1000 letters (thousands) to 1000 biggest schools in Poland with MEGA offer [director could earn on it – for school]; I've had about 3 calls where clients wanted to buy, but after I've received 0 pln from tests (where sums were up to 15-20k to receive / per school) I've quit – told them that I've ended business, [2.] then www.walutomat.pl – users exchange with themselves with different currencies, I get provision 0.5% or less for all the transfers; Users save up to 3-4% on each transaction by skipping the provision of banks (and it's a lot, where you've got e.g. credit in different (abroad) currency, like swiss franc on 200k pln you can save over period of repayment in range from min. 15k pln or even more), because user can set their own terms (in practice: a lot more), where when you repay or interchange it you don't have that option; in reality: users earn on it and e.g. walutomat.pl earned monthly about 100-200k pln after 1 year of being online – I've sold website for 3000pln (mirror). [3.] "bizpek.cocaincorp.com ad directory is a website which allow users to put their advertisement by making a payment. You do 300 ads for $100 and you've got $30 000 net! On partner sites like bizbuysell.com or businessesforsale.com ? monthly they get by average about 10 000 - 20 000 ads, where payments are twice or 5x as much ? those sites earn monthly at least 1-2 mln dollars, monthly [!]. Please login at data, login: andypsv@path-of-power.com ; password: test123.", mirror. I've didn't raised funds on it (and good!). [4.] SECRET, but I've got really chances with it to become no#1. After rethinking 3rd business ("I would get money and it would be done") and after rethinking and doing my plan it become a failure (nobody responded). I know it would be a failure even though I would receive this money, very probably. If I need a cash to make a business and something could be done (e.g. website) I don't do website or ANY work (except thinking -> business plan), because it's pointless. You don't do work and "want" to sell a website to earn your time back. You just rethink your plan and approach investors to actually get money for your new venture. It's the lesson I've learned, although it could be explained somehow why I've did the previous website and in some sense of way: lost time on building it, it isn't smart (yes, I've earned some experience in building websites). We talk about money. I don't write currently new articles, because I've found already answers on all the questions I've got (biggest earth secrets, understanding the whole system, understanding God and the purpose behind creation, diet & health [although not 100%]). I'm currently focusing on money, because it's the most important thing to make.

2011-07-04,06. When my mother is drunk (everyday) she makes me want to kill her – she's continuously bothering me with some sh%t. I was working on the new project, approached 1 business angel investor. Tomorrow I would talk with him about the details. I've experienced a good – positive reaction, neither when in past, with previous projects the reply was on "no".

2011-07-07. I live among the most unsuccessful people I know (in Home: mother+grandmother) and with my environment, however it's personal to everybody – in my terms: none of them is businessman of presents successful patterns leading to financial freedom. To give you kind of example: for both: mother & grandmother – the most important topic is the current weather (yes, weather). What it would be today, what it would be tomorrow. I would don't mind about it, but they actually attacking me on the daily basis. My mother is constantly crying about lack of money and that she even can't pay her bills. It's the kind of a atmosphere which influences you, because everybody is emotional person in some sort of way. Furthermore: she wants to kick me out of home. I've got 14 july meeting (video conference) with the all business people (about 20 people) from the Zachodnio-pomorskie ("Szczecin" & other cities). They would be at one place, all together and would want to invest money in some business ideas. I was doing before, in november with chcur (social currency exchange; link you've got in "websites to buy" on the header) business. I need to prepare. I need a solid preparation.

2011-07-08. I've drank 6 beers. My friends fucked about 8-10 girls by average ("normal") and 1 that I was with: went to fuck a "normal" girl which I know. Where I've fucked only 2 girls where I've paid to do so and was: PHIMOSIS TREATMENT, Frenulum treatment, eh.... I didn't even had a chance. Fuck that all. I've found that in POLAND, only – in the WHOLE EU (EUROPEAN UNION), we've got a LAW which puts my whole business idea into question mark. I need to find, fast – a solution, in 6 days. Would it count on my advantage (superiority?). I need to find out. 2x TUNA from ___ALUMINUM CANS___ + bread, today.

I think that I would whole day tomorrow masturbate. This is the trap of INSTANT GRATIFICATION, issue – people live they're lives and have ALL, where you're seeking for something which you could never get. Where, I know that WHEN I WOULD GET IT the space between me and THEM would be so much huge they could never would be even close to me. I know this time would come. I just know it. What could I say more? I've smoked cigarettes (sh*t), I've done bad things in life, but I would be successful. When I would get from the poisonous environment I would...

2011-07-09. I need to wait until Monday – before it I can't do anything. I know exactly what I need to do. I'm drinking today (3 beers yet). If there is anything which I could anything which would change (make drastically change in his life), that's programming (subconscious): http://path-of-power.com/very-dangerous-hypnotic-session-which-changes-your-mind-implementing-succesfull-action-patterns,382. I'm doing currently the 2 missing parts which I hadn't had access in the past and I've got: 1) clear thinking (no disrupting thoughts [ANY]), 2) no shame, guilt, fear which I've tested today asking none-known girl (blonde) without anything. It's paid because it's dangerous and it's not my (c) [copyright], however it comes a price – you're only 1 way – success, failure it's not a destiny. I understand that some people who aren't sure they want to pursue or achieve their dreams can't stand it, because it uses both: psychical pain & pleasure when you get what you're pursuing it. To point it in 1 sentence: you won't stand much (psychically) without progress. It's very dangerous. You think that why I've used amphetamines in the past? This feeling you've got in the mind is just sick. It works and if I would recommend anything in the first #3 things, this would be the #1 (however without the price). I've "targeted" (killed) yesterday, with zapper (electricity tool), parasite in my head – I've made it to the last second – I've felt so pressure in my head like it would blow up completely. My thinking has changed from this moment.

2011-07-10. I need to desperately go out of the limits factors & people.

2011-07-11. I don't drink from this day, because I've got sensible kidney stones – I'm in the process of dissolving them. I've started to watch __ALL__ dragon den's episodes. 14 I've got videoconference with investors. I'm unprepared yet. I can't stand unsuccessful behavior patterns like disconnecting mobile phone charger (which I use and it's not mine) from the current all the time when the charging is done and then again putting it to current and doing the same thing by my mom. I left it all the time plugged and staying for ages.

2011-07-12. I need to write this.
I was raised in the worst financial economic terms that you can be raised. My mother teacher, father left when I was young (couldn't stand the mother and I __FULLY__ understand that, however that he didn't give me anything is a different side – it's understandable for me fully [it's better not to be or see even once somebody which you've did when you don't want to give or don't have what to give; he paid 200 pln / month of ailments]). Ok, the last point doesn't matters, but when you're raised in a 15k city with the worst financial environment and 0 "start" (or even less than 0) you would not probably sky rocket like the people who had even received 100k, 250k pln when they were 18th years old (like my friends). It's irrelevant that they would do something with their money, but it's the biggest blessing to be raised in such family. Most of people don't understand that what experiences you've had in the childhood would affect you're whole life. I need also to add: that whole my life I didn't ever had any mentor or somebody which would like to work with me. Asking my mom for 2 pln (0.5 euro) e.g. she replies: I don't have – I won't be stealing. POINT is: never would experience so much pain, nerves & discredit as me for the whole his life that I've experienced in this family, making me hate & rebel against everything. Success isn't in my case the need, but rather the point of survival for me. I've got nothing to loose, I can't fall worst. It's a risk of loop over head, but I won't never do that. I just must to achieve financial freedom and escape from here as far as I can (from the none-achievers who live all their life from paycheck to paycheck). I must to be a billionaire and I won't stop until the goal is achieved. I've got on Friday 15th (has been moved) meeting with investors and I'm 10% prepared (however found today something really important to make it look good).

2011-07-13. I've built a presentation plan today.

2011-07-14. Today I'm planning to have all day free.

2011-07-15. I've had today video conference on Skype – I was told that I need to wait those 3-4 days until the final decisions would be made. I'm waiting.

I would like also to add a note to the polish comment which was posted under the article. Somebody (anonymous) has wrote that if I have so badly: go away from home and it's all your fault. He/she also wrote that I a person who earns 1000 pln/month is more successful than a person who earns nothing, he's on the "mother maintenance" and he's complying.

I won't agree with that, because it doesn't matter what the person stands at the present. How bad is his situation. It's the plan which he makes & works on makes him successful. My situation would change dramatically when I would get the funds on my new project (it's 4th in a row currently, in 2 years).

I could do a website for 2,500-3,000 PLN (I was offered job by a company), however I won't do that because I would need to work for min. 10-15 days (I could do it in min. 7 days) and it's pointless to do it, because what would change those 2,000 or 3,000 in my life? What would they change? I would rather die than go to a work. I'm not kidding anyone. It's pointless to work month after month and spend everything and what's left behind. Let the people which I've borrowed money repay me them.

I don't know the person who posted those comments, but I can say that those thinking patterns that he presented in the comments aren't successful and they lead immediately to failure. It's the "worker" thinking, however I would like to be surprised.

I would like to add that I've met a lot of people who talk to me like that – I laugh from them in my mind and those people are usually mad at me, because they have no power over me and I do what I think it's good to do for me.

However that I've got nothing at the moment – I'm happy, because I'm consistent with my own rules and don't do anything to the standards of other (mostly unsuccessful people).

If you want to be a billionaire, never listen to the hot-dog seller (and never associate with those), because you're doomed on failure.

The person who posted this comment is probably up to this category, however I don't know it. For sure to this category of a hot-dog sellers, go the basket – ALL THE PEOPLE I KNOW (mother+ALL_FAMILY+ALL people I associate on the daily basis [yes, I need to go sometimes out]). I'm reducing time which I spent with them to absolute minimum, however I've got days when I really need to rest.

2011-07-16. In the hood everybody is talking about nonsense (I've posted in the previous post that I need to replace EVERYBODY with whom I associate by will or not will) in order to be successful in the 100%. They talk only about sex, girls, situations and places. Like the sex was so much pleasure that it's just the best. Maybe it is, but not for me now, currently at the moment where I can't engage in any relationships with woman (and even wouldn't if I could), because of the 1. business and which causes it: money. In 15k city where I live there are NO woman besides. Yesterday & today we were walking all the city (Friday & Sunday) from 18-24 and we didn't even met any woman [!]. The streets were EMPTY of woman and all you could spot was the guys in their 60y's which like to drink the VIOLET DRINK (wikipedia: denaturant). What I wanted to write that sex has so much importance to me that I only ejaculate before going sleep to sleep well. I don't even need it (it's not the priority in any level). Maybe it would be time soon enough that I would have business, car, house (in that order) & would establish a family – start the family history, as they say. However currently I've got none of them, besides the idea on the business and initial first meeting on which reply I'm waiting. Furthermore, off-topic: when I would have a choice: fuck the best girl in the town OR have 24h methamphetamine "high", but without taking it & without all those related consequences (just pure "high"; without the crash & damage) – I would choose without 1 mili-second of hesitation: the second option. I've always felt different than other people in ALL, just everything and others also couldn't understand me (mostly due to lack of knowledge – when somebody has none he can't understands other people thinking, mostly). I'm proud of that. However I act like the others, I think what I think and nobody has influence on my think until he convinces me or represents (achieved) something which I admire. The last sentence isn't to the last word true, because everyone at every time has influence on you, but the point remains consistent – I know better than anybody, however I don't say never a word and agree with him fully when he talks. I know EXACTLY what I need to do – it's also very important statement, while in past I didn't know where to start or what to do. This is the reason why gaining knowledge is the most important thing to do. Hypnosis helps a lot to accelerate. I've wrote today maybe too much, too much "smart-talk", because I've got nothing at the moment (335 pln), but I was challenged in the comment under (you can put it on pl-en [polish-english] translator; comment from today's date, under the article – you would find there more information, although everything is in the article). You know what I think? I've thought today that those girls have nothing to offer except the pussy and for 99% of people it's enough. It's they're hugest treasure and they would guard it. Everything is focused in evolution (I need to produce an article that I would put all the theory, you would be amazed how it's connected with itself; just everything), however I go sleep no, without the morning induction. Used 2 times MMS today and feel much healthier (Extreme Tiredness? Feeling Tired).

2011-07-17,20. I've learned. Tomorrow I would know do they enter the deal or not.

2011-07-21. I've received 1st rejection, reason: too high risk of commercialization. I'm approaching today (e-mail) my favorite advisor which would tell me all the clues in the project. Although he don't wants to answer the phone (he's probably on some kind of a meeting, right now) I know that I would get a fast and best reply from him. It's a person from a private equity fund (the 1st-door to pass – critic, who seeks "holes" in the project and rates them), however that I don't know him – he gives me best advice on what I could change / do. It's my 3rd attempt to breach my project to become a millionaire.

I must say that although the risk of commercialization is high – the returns are also amazing. Furthermore the project is already been proved on the market place and there is a niche which could be very profitable. I need to wait :].

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P.S. "Nasze zastrzezenia nie oznaczaja oczywiscie, ze projekt nie ma szans na udane zaistnienie na rynku, obserwujac Pana zaangazowanie i determinacje."
"Our considerations don't obviously mean that the project hasn't got chances on the successful market existence, observing Your commitment and determination."

I didn't wanted to write this, but I've considered this important. They always talk like that, I know it. However the project has got high chances and I would approach all the funds, because I've got no better ideas (hugest & biggest, best), at the moment. BTW, maybe you would find one, that's better (over 600 business ideas)? It's seriously an idea that works and don't even needs to be done much work over it (which I love in some sense of way). You would know what I'm talking about when it would be revealed. It's the best idea far I've had and it's not even close the my last ideas.

I know that I would get money for it, but not necessarily from the polish investors or business angels funds. I've watched about ~50 dragon den's movies and I know what expectations have the investors and have some sense of thinking which is similar to what they want (cash!). Know it's a time to find the right person for the investment. I'm prepared to give up to half of company which currently it's valued at 0.

2011-07-22. It doesn't matter what you know, who you know in this world (Earth), but the amount of MONEY you make. MONEY dictates your place – where you are, people with whom you associate (mostly), how much "chicks" do you have. No else matters. MONEY is the most important goal. No matches with it. If you were born in a poor family, you've fucking doomed. You have NO START, because MONEY is the only thing which counts. You're first goal should be to earn substantial amount of MONEY which would allow you to be independent for the rest of your rest life. MONEY is the only thing which counts. No strings attached.

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My best friend is now going to fuck a woman which he met where I was in the UK (1 year). He fucked a lot of woman, because he's genetically born HUGE (large bone, 185 cm over height) and he knows how to talk to woman drunk. Another of my friend has got rich parents (350k pln) and has fucked about 30 girls or more, Audi TT (which in Poland is a lot, especially when you're 18-19 years old). I don't give a fuck, however I need to put some background into my "notes" – to point, that going and taking a way (entrepreneur) has got some flaws which are not expected. You're a mad man until you succeed. Good job = good life, however not necessarily in Poland, when you earn in a shit-hole, like here (15k city).

I need to escape from here fast, make a business and join the wealthy club. I know I could form an IT company, but working on a website (even earning a lot to comparison of my friends), it's a not a target I want to achieve. I want to be a billionaire, however a want to start a business (not hand-made business where I need to spend tons of my time personally to work it through) it's a goal I need to achieve and I would done it. I've got nothing now, except the knowledge which I was acquiring for the last 2 years...

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I was talking today with my favorite advisor (on phone) and he noted that he didn't received my e-mail (probably went to SPAM folder), however he would reply on it on Monday, because he would know need to go on the meeting (I've called him about 12-13, [or] 1PM). I've sent an e-mail to 2 business angel funds, so. I've drank today 4.5 beers. I've also did a "rentgen" (x-ray) photos where I've got clearly visible 2 parasites in my head (to the post attached before). I've got about ~10 parasites in my head, however I've killed about 7 at least to this point (through zapping & herbs). I was electrocuted yesterday by current btw. I need to wait. There is nothing I know, I could do at the moment.

2011-07-25. I've received yesterday reply from Tad Witkowicz (a first polish person who put 2 companies on NASDAQ) and sold them for over 0.5 billion dollars. He didn't share my vision for the #3rd business (www.bizpek.cocaincorp.com), however I've sent to him e-mail with the next business idea. I've received today 2 denies from funds. My (favorite) advisor told me also that project is high-risk and they not invest in "seed" projects. I've sent today e-mails to the all remaining funds. I've received 1 or 2 more replies on: "no". I've today added about 40 business ideas (yet) to the business database and found a one which could be realized. I've built a business plan (#5th idea) and send it to the internet business angel fund. I want 150k pln for 70% of the company (need to START) – plan is to make the website & to put it on NASDAQ and cash it fast. I didn't mentioned in this whole blog note that I've lost about ~13k PLN on the import from China business (where I was scammed on all that money). I've also didn't mentioned many website-failures which were done before the 1st January 2011, keep it in mind.

I built knowledge today, again and I'm waiting for tomorrow replies.

2011-07-26. I've didn't received any replies from anyone today, despite the fact I've sent couple mails. All to this time answers are on "no". I've found today that something like-it was launched, however it is suffering (I think) with raising capital also. I'm able to understand that in X country it may be a HUGE success and in Y country it's a complete massacre.

I've received today a job offer as an IT programmer in London, City: "Paying a maximum salary of £29,900 depending on experience plus benefits including 30 days holiday". I've sent all the required documents and would wait to reply.

I need to raise capital, I've got 200 PLN left and I'm in 3 days, starting year 22 (currently 21). I'm thinking of working for 6 months or even a year to raise 50-80k pln and to went on polish unemployment allowance, which is 2k+ for couple of months (where you was on contract and worked more/exact than 12 months). I would rather get the investor on board and launch a successful business, however it's not so easy as it may seem to be. All I need is a good idea and a financial well stated partner.

I've updated today some major articles.

I need to rethink my whole situation and I'm giving myself 2 weeks to think it through (find an idea for business, emigrate to London, go to a Warsaw, find investor – something or nothing from this list). I would only check e-mail once a day. NO reading any newspapers, no watching TV, no nothing. I would not write even a note on this blog or update anything, so please give yourself a break on 2 weeks.

I would find a strategy for my life for the next couple years...

Thanks for reading.

2011-07-30. Yesterday, I've ended 21 year and started 22 year of my life (had birthday). I was in 2 clubs in Wloclawek. I would like to sum up what I've achieved to this time.

I've got 500 pln.
No car (ever), never have a girlfriend, fucked only 2 girls in brothel.
(this is the part on which "ordinary" people look for)
I weight 73kg and have 34.5 in my bicep (no comparison to 7-10 months before).

I've had 1 successful business for a time.
To this time I've launched about 70 business ideas, however I've failed all over and over. I've gained lots of knowledge in those years and life experience. In those 2 past years I've multiplied by 10x or even more the knowledge I've had before. Mostly, by reading books, watching business movies and thinking (all the time). This knowledge would give me significant advantage in the future. I know how to build websites and could work as a programmer (one of the best paid jobs), however I'm using it only for myself (curiosity).

I would not write until today about things which are not important in this blog notes. I would also not write about my plans, only the things I've done. Only what I would say that I've had a clear idea on my mind what I need exactly to do.

2011-07-31. It took me 3 hours to translate the new business plan on English. Then I've spent 6-7 hours on sending 250+ applications through angelsoft.net website __MANUALLY to the Venture & Angel Network funds.

I need only 1 (one) private or public investor to fund this project (it could be 1 person [!]). I want to launch this business in US. Millions are to be made. End.

2011-08-01,02. I've sent today in 7.5 hours, 700+ applications due to angelsoft.net application. I'm creating an image (automatically due to Chrome Screenshot Plugin, however the list is long that it would takes ages to load), to show proof. I've also wrote today 2 articles, in the breaks between sending applications.

What I would like to add: I fully believe in my new project and despite the risks – it's a business where you can become instantly a millionaire in a very short time (it's another, new business). I've got hope that appropriate people would read the business plan and would like to invest or to give the business plan to somebody who would put money in this project. The investor may think he is risking, however I'm convinced that I would make this business successful and could earn 1M+ every month with 50/50 share. This concept has been already proven in X country.

2011-08-04. I've lost 12kg over period of 1 year, due to lack of money & business. I've received many responses – all on "no", 1 even personally from a billionaire with reasoning why the project won't be successful. I've found couple of other ideas, however nobody wants to invest (they're low-returns one, although I could get 2,3,4k+ monthly from the, think easily after 1 year). I'm still searching for an idea. I need to have or create a product which a lot of people would like to have/get.

You know about what is survival?

If you've got product(s) or services which other people need or want (& buy) – you're needed in this world. In other case – you die or end in prison. That's all about, what is survival.

2011-08-05. You've got 0, but it isn't a clue. You've got some knowledge, only. How to make a product which would be selling? How could you enhance other people lives or provide them with services for which you could be the best and gain the market? I've had some ideas in the past. They would be released in 2 weeks time, if I won't get any positive (willing to invest) response from the
investor(s). You would see that there are possible such ideas, however the market on them is strong. It isn't like with the previous business that profit ratio was 500-50,000% and it was selling min. 21 at a time (would say 500x of "product").

I'm currently searching for an idea that would make me rich and I would find it sooner or later.

You could establish off course a shop & sell physical items (why not?), however I've doubt that it would gain interest of any investors. It needs to be in some way new or innovative, to get the needed cash & provide high yield of return for the stake holders (investors). I'm thinking.

2011-08-06. I've found another brilliant e-commerce (internet) idea which could be realized. I've sent an e-mail to my business advisor. Today is Saturday (at the moment), so he's not available. I've got phone to him, but I would wait until Monday and when I would wake up – he would reply.

2011-08-09. I've decided today to publish my previous idea which I've sent to over 700 business angel funds (venture capital) & business angel networks, please open the article: Complete business plan (lendco.com) for an internet profitable business (all reason are supplied in the article), chances that I would get money on this project are 0.5%/100%. I've got 20 days to prepare the next business plan for idea that might work and I'm quite sure that presented well – with enough research, I would convince the investors that they could do high yield return on investment. I've got 20 days. New idea is nowhere even near the previous one and it's... even bigger.

2011-08-11. I've finally wrote a business plan (after doing research). I've wrote article: Why not to be rich?.

2011-08-13. I needed to write this note. I've drink 7 beers, I've drink twice before, but only couple of beers. I was with 2 girls where my friend fucked already one, second (however hot) didn't wanted me, I've went to other bitch that my friend (that who fucked that girl which friend [girl] was with), went to them, but no of them wanted to do anything. Just no possibility, only rape, but fuck them. It's 2:18, I'm writing this note. I didn't have any girl, any time. I'm 22. I've fucked only 2 in brothel. You know why? Fuck it. I hate this place where I am and if the business plan, current would not succeed I would not know what to do. I need to desperately escape this place. It's a city, 15k (15k) where is friday and you would not met any woman in the whole city. Imagine that.

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OK. I hate to write it, but I would do it. I would like to announce that I'm not in position to write this, currently (not yet, fully), however I know what are the reasons why I don't fuck girls. Why? The answer is most simple that you would ever even expect: they're not even meeting 15% (MAX) of my criteria, when we start to talk (you need to talk at least some to fuck girl, different in a hostel). However, it's not a reason – for me it is, but GIRL needs to least, at least in some degree to a point – that she is similar to the man she would (possibly) fuck. If this (subconscious) requirement isn't met, she is not interested (even if she has a desire/ovulation) or she is completely drunk, not knowing what's happening. To be honest: I'm so different from a girls, despite they might be HOT (to fuck) – that they know (subconsciously) that I'm not a (possible) partner for them and they're not interested. It's in simple words, talk. In not simple words: they've got nothing to offer for me except 1-time (or 2-time) sex, I don't want to know them or even to know, because they don't put to me any value in my life. It can't work in the energetic (deir) sense of way. It's all that simple. When I would move to another city & create my business I would have problem to find maybe similar girlfriend, but "at level". I bet it.

I've told already – text's like "I'm not easy" or similar (which I hear every time I go with a woman, anywhere [not known before, somewhere like e.g. house [I don't have problem with it as you might expect, also: I've got rather OVER-PROBLEM with it, of being TOO direct [which results many times in e.g. anger of other people which want to beat me in e.g. club or just overreact why their girls are going anywhere with "strangers"]). Text like printed above are the output of subconscious mind of the woman ("yes, he explains like this for himself") mind, because he's pre-programmed (from the born) to do so (read about the "last blockade syndrome when sleeping with anybody"). It just don't work, and I know it.

I've met 1 woman in my life which met in more than 70% my expectations. None of the woman I'd knew or know don't passed the 15%.

2011-08-15. [1] POINT STORIES: Irresponsible (often "stupid") people; [2] What I need to say? I've got 20 days until the initial meeting & (probably) signing the financing agreement. I've got free time, all to my disposal. I'm resting, because in the next 300+ days I would not have it much (great for me).

2011-08-18. You've got independence (in the economic terms) when you're needed & wanted. The more you're relied on, the more freedom you have. Make people dependent on you for their happiness and prosperity and you've got nothing to fear. (btw. MAKING BUSINESS from the right angle PART I)

"I would study & prepare and my time would come" Abraham Lincoln

2011-08-19. I've won today 100 pln in a contest organised by (www)ekademia.pl, where you needed to post ideas for development of the site. I've posted about 50, not having break in writing - 1 was chosen and in a result, I'm waiting for the cash. It's a small thing, but it put a smile on my face.

I'm currently waiting, in 11-18 days I should have the precise date of meeting set, I've called today and they've received the papers already.

Cash is the only thing you should matter about – where you're a man, in life. It dictates what you can do and who you are.

I've had today a weird dream with #783 idea.

2011-08-21. I think I've drank yesterday 11 beers. Why? Because I've wanted to. I think personally that sometimes, over some periods of time you need to do constantly something new and alcohol is the perfect substance which combines with it. I've started drinking @ 9 am, took a couple beers and then we've drove to the nearest city, to visit one guy from our neighbor on the field (plot summer resort?). He gave cash to buy two 0.7l. He was drinking with his dad to the death, his girl has rejected him after being with her 2 years. He was in pain, because firstly she has left him and secondly he invested 10,000 PLN into furniture, dvd & other stuff. This is what happens when you don't met the guidelines, however I'm not a person to judge. Friend of ours drove us back, those felt asleep and his dad which he was drinking with was so drunk that he couldn't even stand on the bed. Drinking vodka in huge glasses isn't responsible, although.

Then I was drinking more, I've went to a concert of b3w (from my city) and some other teams. I've met there my high school love, in which I've felt in love with, despite I've never went with here anywhere outside the school – not even ever touching her or kissing. She had look, character & was very intelligent. I also need to say that she was not for everyone, like most girls are (capricorn, #2). I don't talk with her, we don't even say hello to ourselves. I shouldn't write this, but I've felt obligated to do that, because it throws a different perspective on the motivations I've had in life and it's important in the sense of this blog note. I would mention the motives behind in the next blog entries. I want this to be hidden, however putting link to a public picture is not a crime.

I've told guys which were also playing that I've liked the play (because I've real enjoyed the music) and to keep the good job. There were happy to hear that, sense of importance is a desire which is never fulfilled enough. I've also dance with a gorgeous girl, however she must still work on her dance with her butt, near my dick.

I didn't achieved anything, but you must also remember that relax & leisure is important. To relax you're mind and just stop to think for a day in a weak is very important, because it allows you to work & handle more effective. It's obligatory to have 1 day per weak, of free time – not disrupted by work. You would see that the gains are far much greater than if you would not have any day free.

I'm still drunk now and what is more important: if think that drinking once a month isn't a sin. What is crucial is moderation in everything. For example "pleasures" (however I don't consider drinking a pleasure) are only pleasurable when they are dosed slightly over periods of time. E.g. drinking, like my best friend does: for 3 weeks without a break, to 7-18 beers a day, then 1 week break and again, another 3 weeks – is just bad. Why? Because you're loosing something valuable, which is: attraction. It's like having sex with everyday for a month. It's just becomes boring and not something "new", from the routine.

I've got dozen days left to initial meeting. I would use it wisely on reading books – after I would get the money I need to make the business, I would not have much time, although.

BTW. I love this song (my favorite, ever): The Sound Of Goodbye (Simon And Shaker Club Mix).

2011-08-23. I don't want to write that actually everything around me is just hugely a failure, however I've did it. My mother hasn't got money on food and it means that I won't get the required protein to rebuild my body mass from 72 kg, again. It's not only about that – environment, friends – everything sucks (they're best friends, although but not in terms of going "somewhere" in life or development or any interest in any matter). I live in a shit-hole and need to escape from it fast.

OK, I know what to do, but need to wait. I've got prepared plan and until I won't receive reply on it – I'm not thinking any further (I've came up with something .... never mind).

Over last 5 days I've significantly improved my talk, by reading books & practice. Point is that when you live in a 15k shit hole city and know anybody successful (because everybody which possibly could achieve something or had rich parents, had some ambitions already escaped). I'm not talking here about workers, but about people who had rich dads (and I knew them) who had large companies & they went to london / other cities to study.

You know what I've put this blog to work? Because nobody wanted to listen me and to my talk, because all the time was: "you're so stupid", "you're so different", "you're a moron", "I don't want to listen to you're talk & conspiracy theories", "I've got head ache when I listen to you". Point is that most of the people I know aren't thinking for themselves, so I keep the level with them to seem dumber than them.

Ok, never mind – I need to wait. I know what is wrong & need to look objectively on my situation, however after initial response on the business plan critic, on the whole country.

I need to make millions fast, work (working for somebody) isn't the right place for me. Only pure business, not even stock market (at least on the beginning), not even FOREX (on which I've lost about 20k PLN over whole life).

I would have till ending 24 years – be worth 3 mln PLN & successful business.

Money is the only thing which counts in life, at least until you won't succeed financially and the first objective.

You're a crazy man until you succeed. Keep it in mind.
When I do, I would not even associate with those people or even talk with them. Maybe send a card. You just can't.

I feel like a seed of flower which is put in a completely dark place with no access to sun light (to produce CO2), so it couldn't grow for a great flower. It's how the environment is limiting me. It served its purpose, but today I can fully say: I've know what I need to know and I'm ready for the trip. My time has come.

What is annoying in all of this, is "waiting". I understand that I won't get money from X and Y source. Why? Because I know so, from the base of my knowledge (and in the past I would approach everybody). I go only to the people which I knew that would give me this money on the basis of business terms. Not everything needs to be explained and is possible to explain by me in the articles I write.

However that I need to wait – I know that success would come.

2011-08-25. I've drank yesterday a bit, because of the fact that I've got nothing to do (and could not do) at the moment. Besides time of "relax" would end pretty soon. I need to write that I need to make so much cash, to be able to buy, this _______________________________ home ______________________________ (it's a perfect motivation). It costs about 7M PLN (or even much). Only plans which could exceed the amount of money that I could make are pushed through by me.

I've yesterday (when I was starting to drink, alone [everybody @ work / not here – left this place]) met an old friend of mine which is alcoholic (was already on 3 alcohol rehabs, he's 22 years old like me). Ok, never mind – I would only like to share a story with you – which, yesterday was touched. SO*. I've had an job offer about 1 year ago as an "English translator" (interpreter). For me personally it's like translating polish on polish, 8 hours a day / 5 days in a week, 1.5km from my home – for 2,000PLN "to the hand". However I've refused it and everybody around me was grabbing for his head that I'm "so stupid". In 15k shit-hole city? A job for 2k ?! "You're insane". Point is that all the people mostly work hard, physically. In this city only left drug addicts (everyone takes, at least people who I know), alcoholics & people without much effort to breakthrough in life & to do something with it. I'm also attached to the group of alcohol/drug if you would ask.

What you need to be aware of is (I've pointed it perfectly in the article: Why not to be rich? [bottom of the article]) that you're getting a job, you start to feel comfortable & you start to grow roots. Why to do anything if you have a perfect job & quite a lot cash on this city. Why? Yes, you could work & think on the business. NO! It doesn't work this way & most people seem to don't see it.

By being constantly on a low amount cash & couldn't take any job to have money (currently got ~280PLN) you start to think & develop as you would soon die and it's the only motivation. Why to change anything if things are good? Only by constant thinking & fight you can achieve success.

Most of people see job as an something valuable. However, for me – when you are in job, you don't sit comfortable like in home & think all the time about business, everything. It's not 8 hours spent at this job – it put a shadow on you're life AFTER it, besides you need to go to this work & WORK there for a pennies on a dollar. It's not for me, at least – compromising my thinking & dreams for some shitty job in a bullshit micro city. It just doesn't work in the terms of achievements.

Keep in mind that only by forcing (or not letting) yourself to have the things you want / & restrict (E.g. not allowing yourself to go to any job, despite of the situation), unless you would accomplish dreamed success is a method of acting which works.

Another very important clue is love (& girls ["pussy, vagina <– putting you're dick]). I needed to write it, because it's crucial to withdraw ANY girls, love & meeting with ANY girl in the process before you've become financially independent for the rest of you're life. Why? There are few reasons for that, I suggest to start from reading: ATTRACTIVE TO WOMAN, how to make a woman want you. The most dangerous thing is to fell in love with ANY woman or the met more than once with any of the woman (the only possibility is to fuck a girl on the party/other place & to leave her without anything, even if she has you're phone #no – don't reply, block her). Not even considering an option to met with her even once after. Why? Because love is dangerous for the purpose of thinking on you're financial future. You think about her (& in terms of "we") and you know what?

Woman can "unlove" in a week, men suffers for months (however it's possible to drastically short this period of time, by implementing: How to retake control over your mind (over your life)?). A woman could crush (ruin) you physically and believe me it's the biggest pain, because it's not somewhere outside, but in you're head. I know it, believe me. It's also the reason & best motivation why I wanted to make my dreams a reality, despite the environment & all the obstacles. You need to remember that woman is only an "extra" to you're life & you don't want to put much focus on her, because she would leave when sensed it (commonly when you're loosing you're confidence & attractiveness by putting her as a "prize" & becoming too available for the reason of: that she has got better value than you, because you don't have much money & not the perfect type for her). It happens all the time. I see it all the time: woman don't associate with the types that aren't successful & are bad in the terms of evolutionary terms (meaning: no business, not much cash; lesser confidence).

On the other hand when you would achieve financial independence & have this car, home – just be rich & confident (which comes to the some degree with money) & applying: seduction match (based on horoscope) & finding you're woman of you're dreams – you can be sure that you would be never betrayed (that she would fuck with someone else) [at least with capricorn woman to leo man [me]]. You might be also sure that she would not seek for other men, because you would know that you're value is huge (& their woman-friends). She would be respected & admired by "hitting big" & you would be respected by having the most beautiful & best woman available. Think about that.

I've seen huge amount of examples (& hear from them everyday) which violated attractiveness rules and seen lot of suffering of it. Also in the financial terms, people just go crazy. You want to avoid all that shit, despite how best it could be on the beginning...

You must also be aware of the fact, that by this approach you're risking yourself very much the situation in which I am: only fucking 2 girls in a brothel for cash, not fucking any normal girl in my whole life (22 year old). Also you may be perceived by you're family as a gay & friends may laugh from you (I've explained why I don't associate & they understand, nobody never laugh at me, only from my TOO direct approach to the girls, however it doesn't matter – I wanted only to point possible dangers). It's the most reasonable approach to the business and I want you to only think about it & see all the people around yourself that are happy/ distressed in those "pussies".

Love generally compromises you're thinking and it's forbidden unless you would achieve financial independence (at least to a some degree). I want to point that this thinking is only for the ----- (censored, wanted to avoid this word) and it need to be consistent with the high–achiever (somebody would say "insane"). It is fact. Love is a trap and it's a HUGE obstacle in the process of the success patterns, but for the reason: woman are mostly not interested (in the long term) in man who don't achieve / don't have money / go nowhere (& paradoxically love is a WALL behind that, because you're so connected with this other person that you can't DO & THINK for yourself to YOU be GOOD & RICH). She's already "equal" to you. This information is however consistent with the "grade" of each person has & physical value he/she represents in mind.

By thinking (changing you're perception) that women are only an a nice bonus to the world of men and not the goal in itself (although it never is a goal, however not for all) you can stay calm & focused on the goal you want to achieve (in the financial terms) which is financial independence for the rest of you're life (meaning getting more than you spend without the need of work), often to live the life on the level you want to live it (& having much invested in businesses [e.g. in the form of shareholding] & also put aside [some invested in physical gold (coins) & other commodities]).

2011-08-26. I was today on a court case, as a person accused for beating 1 person. I've explained all which I could explain and told everything they wanted to know, using e.g. How to protect yourself on police & court?. The 2 next court cases delayed in 3 months were set to get the witness. I would never allow myself to be sentenced for anything. My best friend took the court offer 1.5 year/4 in probation (his 2nd "active" sentence). It doesn't really matter do I did that or not, Karma & Human Law are the different things like orgasm & ejaculation (Orgasm without ejaculation? How to be a "fucker" part II). You won't escape from the Karma mechanism, although it's not so simple as you might think (5,10 year delay).

My mother doesn't have cash on food, full of protein. I've encouraged my grandmother which lives in a flat, door next to us – to go to us sleep & rent her house, min. +800pln – it would handle everything. She already spend in our home 99% of our time, uses everything, so it wouldn't change anything if she would sleep in our house & also delete the phone (stationery) & my mother, to stop paying for the internet. However you can't talk with the most stupid people that I know in my entire life.

2011-08-27. I was today with my friends in Sitnica (lake), on home for 1 night. I've drank alcohol and made a terrible mistake. I've spent 50 pln which somebody has gave me back (his debt). I've got 500pln+. I've got kidney stones and tomorrow would test lemon cleanse on them. I'm waiting for the meeting and think that I would soon leave this place.

I've learned something valuable which allowed me to change my system of beliefs in the particular case, which in the future would block terrible mistake which I've did today (amph.; How start to hate drugs, alcohol, tobacco (equal = quit)? [bottom of the article]). I need to wait now until 20:00 (took at 2am [02:00]) in order to avoid "crash" (How to handle the amphetamine hangover?). I won't tell anything more. I don't know why after I use it I've always have in front of my eyes a picture of: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcxJZrSn7F0.

2011-08-29. Sorry, I needed to put on translator comment which somebody posted: "You know the old no fuck does not want to, because I do not want to speak about it, but believe me, that in your life
kept to the largest zyicu popierdoloncami in which only you can meet whore; killers
(Two, whom I know), rapists, these men, who have the following min. 43-47 in grabs, such
people what you wpierdalaja Kose's eye to them, if ye sprujesz, total "cream" social,
probably already a better whore you will not find, hard, at least, and you know what? hard to find
whatever you like better, whether they are my role model? certainly not; most sat or sits
or is, and in the wild, when it comes to any testimony that I know nothing or never
I saw, but I believe that the whore was lipno his time in Poland 1 of 3 most dangerous cities
in Poland, for example, today I was at a party, danced with 16 chicks and every log August whore me, this is
this type of pathology, felt it, although I have not said none, each log to leave;
tad wants to knock out as soon as possible, to break from another group, more education (tallest) and
believe me or not, with that they reach, do not answer to you why this is happening, but no word, never
values ??do not play until you can prove that it achieved, in this post I wanted to prove only that
with simply wanted to pass the relationships for future people who want to achieve something that wypierdolenie
0.8 or ? 1 million and needs to take a little while, and only succeeds in this, which really depends on this;".

It just doesn't matter that I don't want to speak loudly, but I just won't to talk about it and until I won't succeed. Eh, Never MIND. I would achieve my dream, anyway. I dream about it to be in future, but words never convince anybody. My friends have in year 22 "wife" and BMW x5 series and anything, however I never can't look on this, because it's not the point I wont to be, despite the fact I haven't got any car. It just doesn't match. I would prove it for myself soon enough (I think so,).

I think so... I must wait.

It's not about the woman, it's not about anything, it's about being the best and achieving the best it is possible for myself.

Nobody would even never understand it. Nobody. It's just against everything.

Would I succeed? I don't know. Really, I don't know. However I'm doing my best, despite of rewards of working in job and having all that fuck, appreciated car (E.g. BMW series 5), and all that shit, it just doesn't matter. I go for the best possible and I would get it.

I've today met a guy which has got very rich dad and he took amphetamines, everyday from 13yr old, 3 years in (reformatory? not know english word; something like prison, but for the "under age") and you know what? he had the best 17-18yr girls (two) [she show to us] you could fucking imagine; girls that you see worst in the best porn movies; why? because he's dad is a fuckin rich guy and he bought him best cars; it's the reality; We could say anything, but as we choose the best looking girls, they choose the richest, despite he's a "job: dad"; it doesn't matter. It never mattered.

2011-08-30. What is missing in this blog note is the fact that I've had very many times the feeling: what the fuck am I doing – all my friends are working somewhere, fucking & dating girls and I'm sitting here like a nobody-who and waiting and thinking all things trough in order to HAVE IN NOT SPECIFIED AMOUNT OF TIME greater returns with all this uncertainty.

However I had stick to this plan and I need to pursue it, despite the time to time divagations. Whatever the short-term price of fucking, having bmw & all that stuff is. It's funny in comparison to the results which I want (in my mind) to achieve and besides... work, isn't relevant to getting high-achiever returns.

I'm currently waiting to the meeting and not thinking any step more than one ahead.

2011-08-31. I've nearly finished article: Characteristics of the powerful people. How to be powerful?. I've used zapper today (zapper,blut.zapper) for parasites (which I've got a lot in the head & intestines) and I'm feel a bit tired, after 8 hours of being asleep. I need to however make some money to kill all those ascaris in the intestines (& use zapper more to electrocute them in my head). I'm going tomorrow on USG of kidneys to see how much stones remain. I think I've found a solution that dissolves them, however I would find out tomorrow. I was today on gym and quite enough have all the proteins I'm in need for. About 10 days left to the initial meeting.

2011-09-04. Friday & Saturday – drinking. 7-8 beers & (next day) 7-8 beers & 200 ml vodka. I was on a disco, danced with few girls and kissed with one really *HOT*. However I didn't felt drunk and fallen on a face.

I've learnt yesterday something VERY important in the perspective of usability and websites creation when observing a person who was surfing the web (in a guy home).

I've also found that most of the people had in their life a breakthrough, meaning: they went unmoral way/ lead parasitic life and something collapsed and they've changed the road on hugely moral. MORALITY is everything.

I'm counting days till meeting.

2011-09-05. I've got much to say, in order to fully describe all my situation. I've created LIKE button (fan page) on the facebook in order to establish new methods of contact with the path-of-power.com users in order that the site would go down. I need to get 25 likes to make it (create an alias).

My grandmother would die in a matter of months, due to GODLIKEISM Concept of power: "µ" (power field) ("moral suffocation"), like most of the old people. She won't change anything and she's already revealing symptoms of parasitic behavior ("she can only talk now"). Pills which she takes (sedatives?) open the channels of µ release, making it even faster for her to die. Person in this state don't wants to listen even to you.

However my mom wants to kick me from my home, does everything to make me angry and to punch her. As an example talk to me that I'm a gay and my friends fuck me in the ass. Off course, it's not the truth. She does everything to (consciously), through the: GODLIKEISM Kabbalistic "Bread of Shame" (explanation). How to understand the invisible schemes beyond?, subconsciously – although she does everything unmoral to herself.

Today, although she was on a "cancer tests" (something alike) and me – I need to keep her alive at least to the moment I would leave this home, because I rely on her financially (& food, all that stuff). She is dying on a cancer and I've knew it before, but about weak ago – something has changed in her, she started to became nice to everyone, like she'd knew she would very soon die, very soon die. I've sensed it and reminded that I couldn't let her die now, so I've started to feed her with B17, found in apricot pits (from Syria, imported). It won't heal it from cancer, which is the "inner organism sickness" (fungus), more you've got: Extreme Tiredness? Feeling Tired #cancer, but it won't also let her die. Today the tests went brilliant and she changed again. As I've told before – I can't let her die until I won't leave this home. Paradoxically enough, she thinks that she received those brilliant cancer tests results as a gift from God, not associating it with those pits, so I need to constantly remind her about the need to eat them.

IGNORE the people you don't like – don't talk with them. When somebody is talking to you just act like he would not exists, don't react in any way, don't reply on his talk to you. Although you might be tempted to blow, attack him or insult. Don't, he would loose energy. It may take couple hours even thought.

It's a technique which proven to be effective against near everyone.

I'm able to get the needed funds (0.8-1.5M PLN) in one of the four funds, from a "special number". The meeting which I was waiting for, was moved to the end of September, probably due to lack of new ideas to invest. It's being done in intervals of 3 months, commonly. Good for me, I would be informed about it 1-2 weeks before. I've chosen a fund which I may get the funds in I feel quite secure about.

BTW. If you know anybody or might know anyone who may be interested (& has the cash) on buying: www.testynarkotykowe.pl I would give 500 PLN to the person who will inform me that he has sent a client for me, on buying this (contact me on this). Thank you.

UPDATE. I'm quite sure my mother has stolen money from my pocket, after the Saturday party. It's not the first time, however I knew regonized the pattern. Nobody would leave 2 PLN in my wallet. I've lost about min. 50-80 PLN, not much (this time), but for my mother it is very much. I'm just sure of it, however I'm remaining silent, because I've didn't catch her by hand. One of the things that I am sure it was her, it's because I've usually always check the money in my pocket before entering house (because I often find myself drinking more) & the reason that I always have the cash divided in 2 places. Besides, nobody would leave 2 pln – it's just stupid. I didn't ever bring with me 2 PLN to home, as I remember. If you're stealing – you're looting everything which is, only then it looks good.

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2011-09-07. Before I would post that note, please keep it mind – that you are not aware of things which are in it & you wouldn't never probably be. However it's the truth. To be truth I've never discussed this knowledge with anyone, despite the huge evidence I've had, because it was like a talking of a human to a box of perfumes. However it allowed me to make sense of everything. ONLY very few had put it & fully understood everything (no, you're not one of them).

Finally, after over 9 (nine) years an invisible (behind our eyes) war over planet Earth and human specie was ended (week ago), ending occupation of Aliens (Greys & Reptilians) over our planet (however it sounds).

Any Human that I'd knew didn't know that most of the population was chipped by the entities living in a 4rd (dimension) [would explain later].

If you're a man, you've had a planted chip in your right leg, in 27.5cm, +/-2 cm from the leg. Look at the pictures (you've got scar/lack of "meat" on the leg; implant in your bone). See #1, see #2 [my leg]. Anybody knew that (except few individuals).

Finally a war has ended over more than 5 700 years of human race. We were exploited from human resources (won't tell what), almost everyone who had the chip (however it's visible only in about ~33% of population, although – not everyone has really it).

I've posted all my findings here: The Biggest Secret of Our World Here, we Live in (!not biggest Universe secret); Earth, & Human Kind Secret (along with 100+ pages, only book existing on this matter). You were also ripped from the "human resources" and you'd even didn't know it [!]. It was the causation for many things, however it's a topic on a separate article which I won't never write (it's in the book).

To be honest: I've had a contact with 4th dimensional (now I know it) being which entered our space (it's not technology, it's other dimension) [I've seek an understanding of this for 2.5 years].
(from the article above)There is a technology which enables to pass the walls and solid structures (or on the broad of 2 surfaces). I was witness of it. Furthermore I've witnessed a field - kind of power field (the same paranormal event), which is invisible and you couldn't enter it (imagine that you want to take closer to something and you couldn't go to it, because of kind of invisible power field which blocks you - it's nothing there - empty space, you see and you can't enter it).

Imagine that you see contours of an invisible object and can't pass the empty space between you and him? EMPTY SPACE!

It was not a paranoia, I've wrote a book in PL language (on the subject of paranoia, power field): [PL] Wiedza Tajemna: Moc Spirytualizmu FULL E-BOOK godlikeism book (PL version).

You see why "they" want to censor internet? Why your government is so forced on "mass control" and why the technologies which could led to advancement of human population and go away from the suppression of the Aliens is BLOCKED?

Besides people who are on low µ – not me only start to see the invisible, but only contours – you see giant spaceships which are "contours" in the sky somewhere above your head on the height of the clouds.

We have been chipped, you can find a scar which you can't remember on the right leg around 27.5 cm +/- 2cm if you're a man. If you're a woman – probably left leg. It is visible in some humans (33%), also people have chips in their heads (brain), which is put from nose to your head, under the hypnosis.

When notice that (something just happened now in my head and I can't remember what I wanted to write) [serious]. This chip is capable of inducing head aches, chang...

To explain you the 4th dimension, please see: 4th dimension (not to the end, to the 3rd dimension). The 4th dimension is "like we in the 2nd dimension, without the ability to look into the 3rd dimension" (from the talk). To put it simple: the 4th dimension entities can enter OUR dimension (they've got much more), BUT they're able to PASS OUR ATOMIC, "SOLID" objects – FLY THROUGH THEM AS THEY WOULDN'T EXISTED FROM THEM, because it's another LAYER.

The most powerful people on planet ("the dark kabal") have the access to those entities & THEY let them to be on their service (giving them often WEALTH, POWER & INFLUENCE) [it's the reason I've researched this topic].

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The earthquake which was few weeks ago in the Washington was a result of 2 nuclear nukes in the undergrounds facilities (bases) like also: the nuke (underwater, which caused flood) in Japan (Japan paid $750b to US).

In the quite very soon time a new financial system would be introduced & Earth would enter a new stage (however I still don't write about it).

I know this knowledge is "so" unreal, so sci-fi that when I would discuss it publicly I would be very soon thrown into a psychiatric hospital with no chance of getting out. However it's the truth, cosmos is ___FILLED___ with other races.

It allowed my to understand almost ALL of the actions which were done on Earth. I'm happy that it has ended.

I can only tell now, publicly that in the next incoming years human specie would interact & be visited, openly by many of the "scout alien ET" to make us a part of something bigger (they've free'd us).

BTW. It would also be followed by release the suppressed technologies in near future like: free energy systems, longevity, and fuelless flight or antigravity systems.

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2011-09-08-10. Wednesday: 6 beers, Thursday: none, Friday: 4 beers (now). I wanted drive today to Torun (50km from me), for the first time – on party. However friends of mine (of ours) called and my two friends (who work on roads for 2,500-3,500PLN) on EURO 2012 (POLAND–UKRAINE) and they've decided that we're driving to our friend, which studies and lives in Gdansk. We were driving to him, however they needed to take "1 of green" (MJ), despite that fact that the driver took 5g of white bitch. I've didn't seen it, I don't know it if you would ask, however I want to be this note objective. I was driving with them, but I've in the last stop (in our city) escaped from them, because I wanted to do so.

It's not point of driving to Gdansk (300km?) from us, to visit our friend, despite the fact I've done so in the past, when I was 16' or 17'? Money, for the first time was NOT an issue. They've came back from the roads and received they're payments, so they've wanted to party (I fully understand that), they've also wanted me to fund almost everything (80%), because of my situation, however I've done an adult decision.

I understand that when I've started to write this note I would be faced with such opinions like I've approached (however in PL) in the comments below. "You know everything (all the topics: seduction, wealth, money), but what you do is only drinking and talking". I've understood it and was fully aware that such opinions would arise soon or faster. In this note (all the article) I wanted only to point for the new ones that would pursue what I pursue that 80% is preparation & everyday decisions you make & WHAT you do. Those people maybe earn a lot for you (2.5-3k PLN), but they would buy for this money – cars, they would spent it having all the life pleasures they want. I'm NOT currently in a situation to judge it or to say anything (please very much note this), however I know that by spending those 2 years on learning & trying to do everything I could to do in order to make myself independent financially (please read the full article, as its the first goal you should achieve financially), despite it doesn't mean work.

What I wanted to point is that, despite the result I would get (the "uncertain" future), the reason is that by only pursuing your dreams and not looking on other people you can make it (however it may be not be true now). They may seem to earn "a lot" in Poland, where the "average" payment (monthly) is 2,000k (or even less, 1,200-1,500), but they would blow it. By pursuing your dreams, however without any proof (it's hard, so only few make it, really; you need to know much, understand – a person which starts in a poor family with no business background, having access to NO people who'd made it – his chances are very poor, unless he fight and would gain the needed knowledge). When I would get those 0.8M PLN (up to 1.5M PLN) I would build a business, from scratch which would allow me independent for a lifetime (imagine no need for work, for the rest of your life) and would make sure to have a positive cash flow of min. 100k PLN/per month (I never don't hit below).

However those are only plans – it would one day became truth. How it relates to going on a trip to Gdansk/Gdynia? Very much. Think it thought.

I don't care what you would post in comments or what you think – my goal is to show you that the way I've passed its worth the risk, despite that only few individuals would pass it. It makes no sense for me, to: THINKING through your situation and making break, only because of the returns.

Would I make it? I don't know, however I'm sure that one day I would get for what I'm fighting for and from failure to failure I'm smarter – I know more.

I would make it.

2011-09-11. I've drank 8 beers. Finally, for the first time – I don't feel "fist" (feeling when you've got stones/sand) on my left kidney (it was one of the reasons I've drank so much – to speed up the whole process). As an curiosity I can tell that my best friend is drinking for a MONTH, 4-20 beers/day.

I also need to announce that for very short period of time I don't see bruises on my hands & legs, while going sleeping – when I'm locked in my room & nobody can't enter, with notice that I always view all my body and no such things occurs (or could occur). It was associated with the previous note about war end. You might never experience such thing, there could be many reasons for you to do so, but for people who were in some sense valuable for "them" – they've had a problem. My energy levels were drastically up in the period of those couple weeks without any reason (I've told you in previous note why so).

In late December of 2012 Earth would face magnetism change (poles shift) & the way it rotates along with couple other changes which I won't reveal yet. It would go along with catastrophic events to the many living creatures & humans on the planet. Those changes may include sudden climate change, hurricanes, tsunamis – it would be very hot. Many people would die.

Those changes would last for a quite long period of probably 2 years up to 2014. Earth would enter Golden Age which would last for (multiple) hundreds/thousands of years.

If you're righteous and your first value is morality (you're guided by the morality) and...

~19 days left.

+ I ignore the comments from now on.

2011-09-12. I rarely reveal my plans, but I would once make a exception. My plan is to 1. get the money, 2. do the business & become for the rest of my life (at max in a 1 [one] year time) independent financially, because of the knowledge which I've gained in previous 7-8 years (starting from nothing, having access to nobody successful – on my own [by thinking], reading books/having access to the people & knowledge posted on the Internet).

Why I ignore comments? It's very simple: if I would listen ever to anybody (and I'm attached by ONLY people who aren't successful in the financial terms and even though: if they are – they're not going in my direction or at least where I want to be). If I would like to listen to anybody of them I would be the biggest failure (and probably for many of people reading this, I may be – I really don't care until you think/say about me, believe). To be more clear about it: I knew many times that I would fail, but I wanted to gain knowledge on the failures to start to see things. I've spent many hours of effort which nobody ever would see & I'm aware of the fact that I know much more that is needed to start, although I wanted to know everything & to get & study all the possible failures of people who wanted to start it/do before to avoid those (& keep in memory), because it allows my mind to produce expected quality of work & results.

Although I can't control the result, but can only focus on what I can do. To say it other words: without those failures I would be unable to achieve anything remarkable or to built a business from scratch & with confidence of action (because of the huge knowledge & experience).

People are conditioned to see the results, but they don't see & cannot understand that when somebody starts in a millionaire family or gets huge amount of cash on the beginning – he's got different situation from a person who didn't received money on anything, ever – even on a driver's licence. Person who was raised in the worst financial situation has got VERY different situation to a person who's parents are in some way knowing how to be successful & valuable.

I, in the eyes of others – may have lost those 2-3 years on nothing, but for me I've updated all the missing knowledge which I've lacked, because of the obvious reasons that nobody learned me it. I always only go for the extremes: I'm #1, the best or I'm 0 – nothing. I always go for the max, however as I've told – I can't control the results, because it's not mainly "my fault". I can control only what I do, what I can do and I'm doing it.

I feel happy that those previous failed "business ventures" were just a total disaster (only/mainly because of the reason that I didn't received funding on them). Because I've learned on them and this current one is far way much better than those previous ones. I know it, I don't have a need to anybody to prove it. Thing is that every time I fail – I'm smarter and its the way it should be.

Result haven't show yet, but they would come.

~18 days left (I'm waiting for the meeting in the business angel fund, 3.1)

(updated, experience [was missing])
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Andrzej Jeziorski, born. 29.07.1989, andypsv@path-of-power.com, +48 519 594 539

He is for a 7 years handling with professional websites creation, with portfolio: www.cocaincorp.com (also: http://path-of-power.com/websites), he runs also a blog, which is currently in the ranking of 0.5M most visited websites in the world: www.path-of-power.com.
He also wrote & published a book (?Wiedza Tajemna: Moc Spirytualizmu?), its electronic version (PL language) is available for free, published: http://path-of-power.com/,211. One of the internet websites, which he has done for a particular client, was mentioned in the TVP1 program of public television station. Video is available on the portfolio page.
Finished high school on the mathematics-physics profile and passed final ending school test. Has finished private gymnasium in Lipno.

Related projects.
- www.testynarkotykowe.pl, project goal was to put drugs tests to school ? in 1,000 letters sent to 1,000 biggest schools in Poland (min. 700-1,400 students), where min. profit (pure) would be 15k PLN in the case of ?1 school scenario?; ended with failure, currently on sale

- www.chcur.cocaincorp.com, project in which the users have an opportunity to interchange directly with themselves currency (also with different rates), it allows savings rating (on the present rate, in particular moment) min. 2-3% in comparison to banks & cantors; in the case when somebody has took a loan e.g. on home in swiss frank currency for amount of 200k PLN, it would allow him to save min. 15k PLN in the whole period of time when repaying credit; copy of the website: walutomat.pl, which generates monthly profit of about. 135k PLN (now) with almost none costs of upkeep; ended with failure, because of lack to find a strategic investor (nobody invested), sold for 3k PLN (as a copy on ?exclusivity? for 1 year period)

- www.bizpek.cocaincorp.com, project which goal was to create a global ads website (worldwide), going from the business ads [businesses to buy/sale] (cost of putting only 1 ad was $100, w/o options); project has reached Final stage (in the contest) of inkubatory.pl, however didn?t received the funds, because of: a) too huge market, too much money, b) lack of significant superiority which would allow to become #1 pioneer on the market; not succeeded in getting money from other business angels funds (business plan: http://path-of-power.com/download/_bizpek/biznes.plan(businessretake.com).docx [in PL]); website currently on sale

- lend.cocaincorp.com, project which assumed to place internet money lending – directly on your bank account in 15 minutes from sending SMS; didn''t received outside funding, abandoned

Those last (failure) projects show that in some kind I?ve got experience in constructing and making to the end projects & knowledge which would allow me to experience success in the field.
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2011-09-12,15. These 2 notes were lost, no backup was performed (I've didn't put anything important).

2011-09-16. I've drank alcohol: ~170ml of vodka & 4 beers. I've got currently nothing to do and I can't sit in front of a laptop, because of the eyes. While spending most of my life in front of PC, my time has come to make a break. I'm sitting by average min. 6-16 hours / day, count it by 7-8 years while I do that and you've got the reasons why I should stop to sit.

I've read all the books I've needed to read, I've watched all the movies. I haven't got currently no new materials to suck into my head. All the remaining books (50) which I've got I've read so many times that I knew them on memory.

~10-14 days left, I hope – the day of presentation would come soon and in 1-2 months time I would have the money guaranteed on the business, making myself & others: rich.

2011-09-17. I would lie if I wouldn't write that I've drank 7 beers [Saturday] (only 7, because of the heartburn, associated with alcohol). I've wrote 2 days ago, but they still don't have set precious time of the meeting (you must understand that those all all of the investors from Zachodnio-Pomorskie, Poland). I wasn't going on any party, however I could, due to ~180 PLN left. I won't go outside, think – therefore, the money I've got left.

I've got ~10 days left.
In the day I would be guaranteed the money, all would change forever. I'm prepared for it.

2011-09-20. I've received reply that the exact term would be set in few next days and I would be informed. I've got a problem with the parasites which are constantly reborn in my head and are just driving me nuts. Imagine a movement between the bone of your head & the brain (in various places around the head). Zapper is too low, I need to use, think: this or rather (in picture) in order to kill them, but I think that the most important thing is to abandon this house as soon as I can, because I'm constantly being reinfected by my mom & grandmother (who prepare food). It's impossible to be clean out of parasites for a longer periods of time. Using zapper in 2 or 3 weeks (at least mine, in full power) is just not easy thing to do, because you've got problems with thinking (at least I do) and its not recommended for me currently, where I've got meeting in days.

Those last days I was injecting even more knowledge about businesses, problems & all that stuff. I've got something like that, that I e.g.: "if I learn, I do it for a month" approach, same in other fields. However balance between the all, seems to be crucial.

I'm watching you (joking).

If you know any method (on killing parasites & eggs, placed in an area in skull, between brain & bone), except those mentioned in: Extreme Tiredness? Feeling Tired plus, without opening skull – please let me know.

I was thinking on it for a longer period of time and used many of the things. Although they help only for the small periods of time, because this area is hugely not sensitive to anything except the electricity and the zapper makes those parasites only running. Setting a frequency on a 1 bacteria, although can kill the host & here is the main problem (although my zapper don't allow such option).

I'm not counting on anyone, but for any information related to the subject, I would be very thankful. Thank you for reading.

2011-09-22. Yesterday drank 5 beers, wanted to be a challenge for my best friend who is alcoholic and I've wanted to see would he take & drink a beer, after drinking 1 month, without a day break – alcohol. He didn't touched it.

Today is basically the moment, where after over 2 months of waiting and having meeting set in days from now – I've got enough. I've got just enough.

With over 100 PLN left, I've reached a point where I need to do something with my life. Most of the people had their mini-successes in life, had girls, had all that stuff, where I was reading some business books. What I am writing? What I want to write. Need to kill all those parasites in my head, because they drive me nuts. This, final – 5th business plan which I've announced to the business angel funds, is – I think the last I would handle without compromising my system of beliefs. I won't last much longer, max. 5 months time and I would go crazy (psychiatric hospital). It's mainly due to VERY DANGEROUS HYPNOTIC SESSION WHICH CHANGES YOUR MIND IMPLEMENTING SUCCESFULL ACTION PATTERNS.

It's all uncertain, however I've did all the work in order to raise my chances in this 7-8 months, without any doubt.

Patience & continual wait, is what kills people.

If I would succeed (=meaning: getting the 0.8M from the fund), I would earn min. of 75,000 PLN/month (rather 100,000 PLN/month) in a less than a year time [pure profits, with 100% of shares], having 50% of the company its quite good start. I've prepared for it whole my life. Now it's the time.

I don't like to write about my plans, but the purpose of whole this note was to share with my opinions, experience & thoughts on the process before the actual success would come, so please understand.
(sorry for the mistakes, didn't slept much)

2011-09-23. Today I was for the 230 PLN who they give in MOPS (allowance), however it was closed. I should go yesterday, but I didn't know that they only pay tuesday-thursday and today, it's friday. It means that I would get the money next month, ~230x2 PLN. I've got 100 PLN left. 100 PLN.

I was raised in the most unsuccessful family (with mom only), dad left me, I didn't seen him from the childhood, only had memories when I was beaten by him. I was raised in the biggest poverty you could imagine. I haven't got nothing. NOTHING, for all my life. Everything was just bad and it is too this day.

Why I'm writing it? To give some background. When you are talk, as a child – 1,000x times a day that you're stupid, you can't do anything, you're a total loser, you can't do anything and never appreciated by mother/friends/teachers by anything – you can't defend yourself. You take it literally, even if you don't knew the meaning. It has got destructive influence, with low self-esteem & relates to most problems in the adult life. My first task was to understand it all & to reprogram my mind, in order to change all the pattern behavior actions. About my problems, however only the "little" of the littlest, I've wrote: PSYCHOPATHY, psychopathic insider the second side.

Along with the waiting on funds, I've wrote to some billionaires in the past with my ideas (just for fun, not expecting anything). 1 person, worth $1,5 bln replied, 2 times – not interested. I've sent also to him e-mail with the project.

Thing is, that everything takes time – too much, at least for me. I like action. If I do something I do it all the time, until its not finished.

100 PLN which has left, this is the point I need to change. I've got only to sell from my home camera, which is worth about 1k PLN (1,000). I don't want it to sell, I could sell it for 800 PLN. Its still better to do it, to have nothing. I'm thinking of placing it to 1 guy in exchange for a loan, however it again means = debt. I've got already 4,500+ (4.7-4.8k) PLN debt, in 2 people. However I don't have any time frame to gave it back, agreement is that I would give them back when I would have and I am a truly honest person and I'm always sending what I can, back. E.g. I get 3,000 PLN, I send 1,300 (half, of which I can). I've done it in the past. Those money is not a big deal for the people I've lend from, because one e.g. of them has got rich parents and has took a business over, when he was 15 (one of my best friends), he was earning 4,000+ PLN / month, when I've had e.g. 10-12 PLN / month (from mom) + what I've sold pirate cd's, done PC somebody.

When I was going to the MOPS, a friend of mine, which I would probably went to live with, because of the good place to develop (Wilanow, Warsaw) [not in a neighbor where is full of "bad guys" like me, meaning: mj users, amphetamine users, "dresiarze", "kibole" [hooligans], etc. etc. – people which I want to stay away from, because of the different goals I'm aiming] – he was driving in his Audi TT (its nothing almost everywhere, but cost of such car in Poland, is about 25-35k, dependable on the year of production), which he get from his parents, received when 18 years old 100k+, easily. Then next 40k-50k and "today" (21 yr old) he received 250,000 PLN (1/4 of a million!) from the, after death of his father ("spadek", PL word). I know him, his my friend from the school, I've many times drove with him and observe the reaction of the girls (imagine: 15,000 population city – almost like a countryside). He fucked about 30+ girls (on 20 he stopped to count), when he was 20? I've fucked for instance, 2 girls in brothel – any "normal" girl, even on a party, despite I had seriously no problem with doing it.

Thing is, that when you're rich you can drop a shit on the center of the road and girls would want you, the same as we don't care about anything that her physical appearance (in the initial, "attractive" stage [we want only to fuck her]. It how it works. (ATTRACTIVE TO WOMAN, how to make a woman want you)

People are lending to me about 4k PLN+, but nobody would give it back to me, because they don't have the money on their own. I can't just beat them, because it is hugely immoral and the morality is the key to everything. Beating them wouldn't do the job, because they wouldn't take cash when they don't have it. I wouldn't do it by fists, because they would rather beat me, never mind. I think that the violence is never a solution.

On other hand, I can't go yet to any work, besides there is no, here. I was yesterday in the PUP (job), because I've received a letter to get there in order to keep my allowance. Those jobs which are offered are on a "trial", 600 PLN / month? I've had an inquiries about selling testynarkotykowe.pl & one guy wanted to buy my engine: www.redkr.cocaincorp.com (whole site), but still: "they think" and =no money. I don't count it, because I've had so many inquiries and never seen the cash that its not a thing to even think about this.

In the shortcut its my situation.
Programming wouldn't allow me to go to a job, because its not a solution to anything, I need to find a better way to get some money or to: stay in a house, for a month time or until I wouldn't get funds. I won't get them, I would do my best to send it everywhere and then if it ends like it ended in the previous plans. I would need to force an exit strategy – abroad, again? I don't know, I don't form plans 2 steps ahead, at least not in this stage. I've met today a person, friend of mine which went out of the prison, he spent there 4 years. It was kind a shock, many of my friends are sitting & some have went out, but the thing is that I want to be successful and would do everything to get out of here & to break the relationships with the person who don't go into my direction & are in some way immoral.

Maybe suicide is a solution?

2011-09-27. I would like to say that I would never commit a suicide, if done so – somebody might killed me & make it to look as a suicide. I wanted to create some buzz, because its better to be attacked than ignored. Although where in past, after disclosure of some important information I might be... never mind. Times have changed, now you must only watch to don't go public with some restricted information that would put a public attack on a groups/individuals in power (with focus government). However most media are still in control of the few, its still risky. I won't never disclosure such information (even for cash), because I've got no interest in doing so. Think for yourself. Next reason is that this knowledge, is just... knowledge. It gives nothing, so its without purpose. However some people like me have the desire to know more than an ordinary individual and its not wrong. I need to crack everything and I usually do.

Friday: 20h sleep, Saturday: 10h sleep (totally drained of energy, due to usage of Zapper). I want to tell you, that those parasites in head could be killed by electricity and the tools I have. However Zapper needs to be used by me in a cyclical periods of time & with engagement ("I need to do it"). Its not an easy thing to do, at least in my version of Zapper which has got increased to the maximum, mA (Mili-Ampers) which go up to 50-70% than any product in the market place, making it much stronger & much potent. Sunday, Monday: 8.5 & 8 beers. This time would end very soon, time of rest. I don't want to put an exact date, although. It would end very soon. I know it.

Next huge issue, is: How to increase libido naturally and penis erection (hardness)? (sex drive). To don't write that I would become a cock slave. I've got erection for the most of my day. Although, I don't think more than 1% of time about women. Thing is, to point it clearly: I'm 22 years old now (just started) and the libido, in people @ my age is the LARGEST. It's an issue for the most of man, who can't control their libido, because MAN as a specie (male) is programmed to have the largest libido from the youngest age. Why? Because male as a "insemination person" or in other words – male was in the past endangered with death (being killed) by people of the other tribe / eaten by animal and he needed to his work fast in order to human specie survive, as it is in the all animal world. We're too animals, but with hugely developed minds and intelligence which allows us to be dominating specie on this planet (e.g. due to cooperation & thinking). Females, on the other hand – have the inverse, although very much only with the libido. They loose their value with time – man inverse, because he has more material goods allowing the child to survive. Female start with the low or none libido (sex drive) on the beginning, because of the fact that they need to choose her partners wisely & to don't give anyone, because if done so: human specie would may not survive. All is evolution. In more imaginative way: we, man got sex drive at our young age like a milf ("mother I like to fuck") [category in porn movies, section] or "mom" in their 40's (she has the last chance to born a child and craves for sex, again: evolution).

On ther side: funny thing is that some of my friends / woman friends have children in the age far behind I've had even a woman, not mentioning the sex with normal girl, but I don't care. It's not a wise thing to do and I listen to it over and over again: economy (money is all), because children raising costs and it costs very much, 1,000 per month you need to have. It's not a good thing to have a child in the age of 16-19 like the most people have. You're not developed properly, but it how it ends when people work without the plan, although again: it's nothing without something. I've worked this all, in the article: ATTRACTIVE TO WOMAN, how to make a woman want you. To end this paragraph: its quite good enough if the parents are with themselves when the kid is born, although as an example shows – those first "loves" mostly don't stand the pressure of time. Young people who met at their 16' or 19' and have a child are often betraying themselves (fucking with other people) and when I know some which are to this day – I really don't believe in such commitment. They value is shaken or financials would eat them, because a person who needs to work all his time for the sake of family doesn't have time to think everything through. Not mentioning that its a path to failure, after job you come back: you want to drink a beer and go sleep. This is the way where many have lost their dreams, but on other hand: would they do anything if otherwise? I really don't think so, it's their choice.

Currently, I've got nothing to do. To put it in image: imagine that you're a boxer and you watch __ALL__ the fights of best boxers before you in order to learn from them, even couple times. You've watched all. The same I've got currently and however that might be HUGE amounts of fights and you can get them from an easy source, with business or any other category in which or where I want to become the best – its not an easy task to find valuable. I've made an effort to become the best & to train things like: business section (clients/selling/products), marketing, know all the Universe & how the system works, negotiations, ideas placement & execution, methods of goal achieving, hypnosis, programming [PHP, & websites] [as a feature which may distinct me when a need for job would appear, however I only do it for my purpose, because its not a business; besides programmer is one of the most highest paid job, as a curiosity], I've studied all the communication skills in order to become the best, persuasion. I've learned & saw all the movies with cheaters, crooks, scammers. I've watched all the mistakes who people made in the past. I've studied power, all the topic. Health as a core of all. Only things which are in some way important for my purpose. It took me YEARS of undisputed work, although I liked to do it. It allowed me to (trough YEARS of constant failures & practice) get the expected quality of my work, that I set. I've done it in order to push my cause as accomplishment and to become just the best in what I do, meaning money as a symbol & associated with the work – fulfillment in life.

I didn't wanted to write this, because of the impression that I want to brag myself. However its important and its my blog note and I could write whatever I want to. Thing, which is important: this knowledge would allow me to avoid & to be intuitive in the future, so nobody could scam me, use me – that I could get anybody cooperation by knowing where to attack & to recognize the patterns of e.g. body talk. Those abilities don't include only what I've told, they go far much behind it. Through using the past, in order to learn from the mistake of others & to get all the needed (& not needed) information – was the only thing, which I've could do, because as you know: I always want to hit the jackpot. Businesses who would interest most, like e.g. 4k-10k (4,000-10,000 PLN or even EURO [EURO, on the beginning – yes]) / per month are not in place of my interest. I want to always become the best with huge chances on development and getting the most share of the market, not an average / that would be satisfied with "little" or as much as I've got, due e.g. to the Universal Laws which make you perish when you not develop, but people don't know that.

An example of that, may be what I've achieved in the past, but I don't talk about it [skip!]. For instance, in the drug tests business (www.testynarkotykowe.pl) which is currently on sale & I'm giving 500 PLN for finding a customer on them – I've sent 1,000 letters (first 1,000 largest clients) with a content where it was something for the school/which director could use [I was told that what I've wanted to do was corruption, so I've changed the formula, but needed to execute the plan; "for the good of all", however nobody can't check some facts, let's be aware of it]. Change in one sentence, but how important (example: http://testynarkotykowe.pl/2376, PIN: 1191). I could have a problem for this, but I would be proven innocent, I know it, but good that it happened this way (again: moral [intention is everything] & don't know the human law – you've being instructed by a messenger; you've probably experienced it too, many times in your life, but you need to know & recognize the patterns and it may not come naturally). Maybe it would work with the private schools: I don't know. If the plan would work (& I knew I may have fail, again) – I would have on average 15,000 PLN / per school, on a yearly basis. Even if the 10 schools would participate in this, I would have a nice business here. It's only an example. Despite the few phone calls (after the school calls requesting for information), of institutions which wanted to order probably huge/moderate orders – I've quit this business, because again: I like to always hit the jackpot and I wasn't interested in anything else. On the side: would you send a letter to YOUR school, to the director you've had fucked up with and which wanted to kick you out of the school, twice? Yes, he sent as an only person the letter back.

Enough for today. The mysterious billionaire, still – didn't replied, but I know he would in a week time (up to 7-10 day period), as he usually does on my previous e-mails. I've got meeting with the seed fund, set on 6th of October. Need to wait.

BTW. KAMERA JVC GZ-HD300 niemal nowa, czarna OKAZJA @@@, 270 PLN left.
BTW2. If I would hold any stock on the stock market and would play typically speculative way (to buy cheaper, sell at higher prices) – to make money, not for the stake of holding a part of the business which plays a role of my portfolio and the value of stock "doesn't matter to me", thinking –– I would sell __EVERYTHING__ at this moment and would exit the market.

2011-10-01(02). I was DYING from boredom in last days. When I don't drink I've got nothing to do, 6th October – meeting.

I've participated in a contest, because I didn't wanted to drink: hackfest 2.0. I've done a website:


Could write on a party, but didn't. Could, if I would really want to. I've got 150 PLN left and in 20 days I need to pay 123PLN for two domains (including path-of-power.com). This website (on this domain) would disappear if I won't pay, you won't access it anymore.

I don't drink usually when it's 5 degree of celcius, because there is no sense → no chicks, at least in my city – 15,000 people, when you're going on a saturday, friday and you won't met a 1 chick even, as I've done today (5-6 beers).

Clubs make no sense also. I was 500+ and my stats look like: 150+ kissing, 0 blowjob, 0 sex. It doesn't make sense, especially when its cold and you've got no car (however I usually, always keep the driver's key with myself).

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When you're rich – you're drinking WHISKY (Jack Daniel's) instead of "Krupnik" (cheapest vodka). They give you the same (in terms of high), but the experience (feeling associated – are different).

6th October, meeting. Need to wait...
(I'm writing this, heavily drunk)

2011-10-03. Zapping today, going in hours on gym – day like today, I can't drink. Few days till meeting left.

BTW. Did you know about: Hollow Earth? It's the reality.
I've put the mirror of the updated movie on the server (wait 2 hours until it would be uploaded).
I'd knew about it many years before, however I wasn't able to explain it, because how? Year ago was produced animation which explains it and I've posted it under the download above. If I would say that Earth is hollow there would be more questions than answers, besides: would anybody believe?

BTW2. Remember the blog note from 2011-09-07 (about implants)? Guess what – my implant was removed (few weeks ago), but I didn't wrote about it, here you've got the evidence (next scar, 1/10th of the original one, parallel to it) [nearly invisible]. Your would be removed too, however there is queue on that (if you were chipped).

Remember that those who fail in terms of wealth (men) – fail in life. All or nothing is my life devise.

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All planets are in reality "SUNS".
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2011-10-05. Tomorrow, I've got meeting with the fund (video conference). I would need to wait then 3 days for verdict. If they would not will to enter the business, which I've planned all through – it would mean that I would need more time in order to handle the money required.

If they would say "no" – you might think, that I've wasted those 2 months. It could be true, if I wouldn't get all the knowledge (which is in not put on website), only partial articles like, e.g.: Unknown dangers when signing Venture Capital agreements. I need to act fast.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MV_3Dpw-BRY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DSVDcw6iW8

2011-10-07. It's Friday today, I was on gym and when I don't have anything to write here, I would remind my motivations before all my work I do.


This is, what I was worked (& gained knowledge) – the ultimate goal, to achieve financial independence for a lifetime. All those experience & knowledge which I've gained was earned by me to make this first (mini) goal an accomplishment.

I still haven't received the funds, but AT this business – which I've invented, I know I would get them. It's only matter of time. BUT remember (for all critics), that I still haven't received them [!]. You would say, that its virtual – I agree, but keep in mind that you must plan your success before it arises ("inside"). Finally, I would get it sooner or faster. Those last projects which were unsuccessful gave me knowledge & experience needed to learn how the business is done and I finally think, that this would be the perfect "hit" (because I've found something which hasn't got the flaws which other businesses, unsuccessful project have – I see more clearly now).

I'm 22 years old, currently (& 2 months), so I've got this comfort to allow myself to work for those 2-3 years before in order to get the all the knowledge & experience needed in order to achieve financial independence in less than 1 year time.

This whole article was to show the PROCESS BEFORE the actual success would come, because it would be pointless to show AFTER the success (because there would be no learning feature attached).

I know I would make it, maybe not with the first venture capital fund, but finally: I would get those money, on this business (with my experience). It's Friday today and I need to rest, I've done all the work I've could have done.

2011-10-10. I'm quite shocked, because I was told today (by phone), that my friend has died in a result of heart attack. He drank 3 last months vodka (min. of 1.5-2l daily). He's woman has left him, I've wrote about him before. I've drank with him vodka less than 2 weeks ago.

I'm thinking what was the result of his death, although I shouldn't done it publicly, due to his memory. I would do it, because it would have no value for you reading this post. What I think is, that, firstly: how to stress & negative thinking killed a person [real case study], secondly drinking ALL day EVERYDAY for 3 months vodka & smoking cigarettes (combines with lost of woman, which on the side [not followed], ATTRACTIVE TO WOMAN, how to make a woman want you): GODLIKEISM Concept of power: "µ" (power field) (he couldn't go anywhere, he could just talk last days – everyone was going for him to bring vodka, to his home & drink with him). He was drinking vodka all the time, besides he has had a "belly", large one – and had lots of fat (#belly). Overall I think, that lost_woman_(love) which resulted in his drinking (although from his fault) & associated with it: loss of µ (plus: stressful thinking & thoughts, which indicated he wanted to commit a suicide before which I've received [information] before), combined with obesity were the reasons of his death (people on this state of µ want to finish with themselves).

Glad, it didn't happened to me – 2 years ago (I've saw ghosts, but I wanted to live & end this, as result: GODLIKEISM Concept of power: "µ" (power field) after spending 1.5 months in a psychiatric hospital [forced by law, court – didn't wanted to let me out]) where I've found reasons & true purpose to create www.path-of-power.com website and I've did it (launched), soon after.

Tomorrow I would know the decision of the business angel fund – first approached with my idea. I've paid for the two domains: path-of-power.com, cocaincorp.com 123 pln in order to keep the good work. See you tomorrow.

I must say that his death affected me in some way & its a clear example of the philosophy of parasitism (lack of development) & going into a bad way. Never again. His death was shocking, because he was a young man – only 31 year old.

Laws set in this Universe, which work on everybody – ensure, that when you're putting bad moral experience on yourself & attaching others – you would be removed (through: "moral suffocation") from this World, by Law. I'm not quite (skipping the parasites, fungus which may had some little affect) sure if he was removed from here through depleting all the µ he had, because I don't know the details. However it's very quite possible.

R.I.P. my friend.



2011-10-12. My project was dumped: too high risk of commercialization. First rejection. I'm writing to the second fund, but I need update the business with my experience. I would send it to all polish business angel funds & after rejection of all of them (I've got prepared plan for everything), I would go somewhere else. Mysterious billionaire didn't replied. It often appears that you're rejected within first tryout. If this plan wouldn't work (I would be unable to rise funding), I would need to work on changing my image (hair), however personality would be the same (it's quite good). I would not last much, maximum to New Year 2012, 1000 PLN left (sold camera).

2011-10-13. I've got nothing to eat in my home of food, in order to get the substantial (required) amount of protein, all in order to grow my muscles. My mother doesn't have the cash on food, but she don't want to let her mother to force live in our home (where she spends 99% of her time). We live in a block (4 floors), where live many people – my grandmother, has a complete home next to our home, on the same floor. If she would only sleep in our home, renting her – we would have +800 PLN [grandmother don't pays for rental, water, electricity & dump fee [450PLN] + gets additional [350PLN] for renting whole house], but "NO, she worked all her life to live in her home". I think, that if she has "fucked" a child, it's her duty to feed him, at least until he's 25 (college ending year). It's one of the reasons why I don't met with any woman & don't let them into my environment. It's CASH.
BTW, my friend has fucked yesterday the woman who gave me her phone number (I'd know I could fuck her, but she couldn't met at first, when I've called her & I resigned), his condom blown inside of her & he wanted to borrow cash (@2 AM night) in order to buy "AFTER pill" (that makes higher density of some kind of substance, inside the uterus/ fallopian tubes?) that makes unable to nest egg, which gives a birth to child.

I've sent application with my business to another fund, another with: high probability of investment, because what most of people don't realize: it's in the funds interest to PUT CASH on HIGHLY-MOTIVATED, highly-experienced people with guts, that would make the projects a reality. Why? They make cash on those investments, for themselves & its the idea behind all those business angel funds – to invest cash in the HIGHEST RETURN (start-ups produce highest) INVESTMENTS.
Imagine: you're putting some sort of cash, on somebody – e.g. 400k PLN – other half gives EU (grants). You're taking 50%, after e.g. 10 years, you've got 5-10 million (holding 50%). It's in THEIR interest to seek/ fund & put all the backing (experience, knowledge, mentoring) to make those project successful.

You won't get this in a job.
I understand that people commenting under the article in polish language are stepped in communism, when you NEEDED to earn on yourself the money (or you've received it) & then you've could open your own business, but the times have changed – it's not time-efficient to earn your money for X years and to open business on yourself, risking a lot. You now are going to the people who have got the money, to share with them your profits in exchange for the backing cash that they would trust you to get. However the second approach is uncertain & you need to have some sort of luck in order to get those money, because you would rather won't cheat a person who has made it in business in the first place. It's never about cheating, but most of people think like that (due to Era they've lived?). It's hard, but its attainable.

2011-10-15. I'm a wreck...

2011-10-17. It's Monday today, 2 AM – I would not write what I did or did not, because it really doesn't matter. I won't also give a bad moral example, with drinking. I would only write that I've spent over 2 last years on education – something like a college, but without a degree (to be clear: sitting all this time in home, not taking ANY job in this time; from my age of: 20-22 yr old [22 currently]). I've learned all the things, which I've wanted to learn, some of which include: business, manipulation, marketing, health, nlp, scams & I could carry it on: "all the things, which may in some ways matter in order to further my own cause: things related to power". I've got ~500 PLN left, and a laptop (& lots of brand-new clothes). Besides it, I've got none in the material things, which MOST of people only watch on (no car/ no more cash in bank account, etc.). I know that this "study", on my own, would be the "hidden" advantage over whole my life & would be the hidden secret, which nobody would spot and people would rather blame it on luck or any other reason they would believe, although it won't be true.

I'm waiting 2-3 days for the reply of the business angel fund, I would write & call them today. Stay tuned.

BTW. If there is something you would like to ask (that is in some of way: important) or you have something which you would like to read (a topic on the article, as an example), please feel free to ask me (or here on comments: put: "I want to read about x" or "How to do/have x"). I would be thankful, because I've got currently got run out of the articles ideas, for some time, at least (topics on them, come always naturally).
BTW2. Did you know, about: THE MUST SEE MOVIES TO WATCH BEFORE YOU DIE?

2011-10-18. It's 00:04 Am, I've sent yesterday e-mails with the business plan to all of the investors I've had on the list. I've got a feeling that my chances are slim to none, because everybody wants to get into something which is already running, not allowing anybody to build it from scratch. I've got an impression, I'm being ignored. I won't complain much more on it. Although the business is very good, it either don't seem to be what I really wanted and in what I'm the best. However if I would only receive the funding, it would be dealt in an excellent fashion.

For the last 2-3 months, I was searching the internet & sucked all the blogs in a matters of days – all for purpose of finding the real deal. What could be made to make in a 1 year time, sell my business for a sum of (pre-tax) $1 billion – making to end, my poverty, lack of food in house & overall environment of losers around me +/- alcoholics & other drug users, who do nothing with their lives & don't want to do anything remarkable, because they've mostly received it on the birth (although its one thoughts).

I want to escape from this environment and leave EVERYBODY behind, forever. I need a cash in order to do that.

I'm too lazy to go for a job. Furthermore: I don't want to work. If I only feel that I would need to work for 8-12hours even for 12 PLN / month, in such conditions (let's say: 2,000-4,000 PLN / month), it makes a smile on my face – a pathetic one. I would consider to going for a job for 20k PLN a month, but although I would work for only couple months in order to still maintain my independence. I'm not created for any of the job, because I don't feel passionate about it.

At @9 AM I've court court case, about beating a guy (I'm innocent). It would be proven.

I've found the idea, however I've got NOTHING which supposed to be required in all of this. Although, I've got nothing to do, at least before December I won't do anything till the New Year. I would sustain myself for the cash I've got (400 PLN). I would just don't go outside for this time & wouldn't carry more than 20 PLN with myself. Drinking needs to be abandoned. I would not also let anybody to interrupt the silence, which I require as hell to work. Grandmother won't enter our house.

I would use all my skill. I would also wait for the funds reply, but its like waiting on something which would rather never happen. My chances are rather slim to none. I must also say: that if I would be an investor – I would give such person a cash, without much consternation (on this particular business, not the previous ones).

The task which I'm taking is very hard to breakthrough with it (at least with those resources I've got – me, as the only programmer with no backup), although it's not impossible. If this would succeed? I don't know. I can only put what I can in order to verify this (& use all my knowledge).

I've got enough living on this Planet, with need to work for the rest of your lifetime in order to get a retirement. I would do it in a very fast amount of time, get this $1B & buy a tower, rent it – do whatever I want in my life, not being forced to wake up in order to work for (laugh) stakes of money.

I'm starting from now.

2011-10-19. Basically I work from 23:00, 00:01, until 12:00, 13:10. When I just can't. I work all the day, then I've (usually) to go drink those days (court case, friend from Germany visited us – he has 60,000 PLN currently, he made it in 1.5 year of work [when I was "resting"]). I've drank with him today, he bought all the vodka 0.5l of "Exclusive" (+ for himself "Absinth", but he didn't drank it, because I've convinced him to not; MJ user, no advice to mix all the drugs). BTW. Wormwood, is in the parasite cleanse, I've got it in home (50 tablets+ 200-300mg?, think [memory]). I would go sleep today. In the previous 2 days, I've did: 100% home page (the main one), 100% registration, I would tomorrow LOGIN (1 hour+, maybe at max. 2-3 hours). I've ate today Pizza, drink vodka & I would quit all this shit. Thing is, that I can't program PHP, HTML & all that stuff for more than 10, 12h daily, because of the eyes & mind, which is rejecting thinking, after this time. I've bought already a domain, 5-letter one with .com extension! I think, that in 3 weeks+ time, the site would be ready.

I don't care about nothing. Nobody from the "investors" replied. Fuck it all, going sleep.

I would be a billionaire, one day... 300 pln left.

2011-10-21. It's ENORMOUS amount of work to do, yesterday I've felt little in a crisis, because I don't know how to do many things (javascript, rather: jquery), although I would do currently things, which I can do, not watching on the secondary ones. After it would be done (primary functionality, in order to launch the website). I would go to a fund or even get the money on my own (or rather find people who would help me) or even do everything on my own, in order to make it a reality.

I'm focusing only on what I can do, the rest I would do either – I would need to get maybe a little more knowledge & skill (or to ask on forums). Alpha version of the website should be available in 3 weeks from today.

2011-10-22. I can reveal, that the next big thing would be on domain: www.xernt.com, at moment. I've wrote today to the best jquery person programmer, with message (onmouseover to see, PL lang.), however I know he read it, but ignored it. I've thought, after time that it's better to invest those 400+ PLN that I would receive on days from allowance (pl: "opieka"), then to give up stake. It's smarter thing to do, however I was acting on emotions, because the amount of work to do in jquery (which I've got none almost, knowledge) is enormous. It would make easier things to do, but not for such price. I would make sure: I would do my best, everything I could in this project.

14h of work today, 10% finished of "primary" features – required to launch.

2011-10-23. Today, I've couldn't write anything, because I need pause. 5 beers, tomorrow I would write the rest, I would go also for allowance. I need to invest min. of 400+ PLN (maybe less), for the code. I've received a reply from the best jquery (not only) programmer, that he doesn't want to participate. It's his decision. I would tomorrow select a person that would make the code, which consists the primary function needed in the script. I know on today, that I won't launch this and be rich, it needs to be at least min. of 1 year or even more, I don't know currently what I would do in this time. I really don't know... I would last max till New Year and I would drive away from here? I don't know. I really don't know, but I would make all the possible to make sure this project would be launched. Either though, I would find the required answers soon.

2011-10-25. I was today on a court case (2nd meeting with witnesses), 2 next were set in 2 next months (the case for beating up a person). I must only say that you didn't need to be an expert, but some witnesses (which I'd knew the truth) were lying (for themselves). It was clear, at least for me. Their body language told something else of what they've spoke. On what you need to look for? Barely most was told in the article: How to know somebody is lying?. However it was much better done in HISTORY CHANNEL: BODY LANGUAGE (you can find torrent file, it also is on TV sometimes), because you've got there real examples. Generally: touching (often) face, due to "micro itching" which indicates lack of condifence, different "micro itching" on the whole body in various places. It's hard to tell you when I know that somebody is lying, but I know – you must only observe some special points and its clearly visible. Good/bad they're lacking this knowledge (prosecutor & judge). I didn't need to speak with person, but I always know when somebody is lying when observing from the 3rd perspective or video tape (when it's important to me). Another witnesses: dad + son, really great pair. I've admired them – they've talk as they should, even though I'd knew there were in some point lying, because I'd knew. However their body language was consistent, they've put one version. Really great work. I've spotted only a 1 flaw, but it was rather unseen for anybody (especially for the judge & everybody who saw it). I've read more in the article: How to protect yourself on police & court?

Today passed 7 days, I need to do the website, quite fast. Think until 15-20 November it would be ready, alpha (minimum) version. I'm going to work, although I'm a bit tired while sitting 3 hours in court & listening to all this bullshit...

I must really finish this website fast, because if not – I would end, selling cheap gay clothes on Allegro, at least for some time ];-).

2011-10-29. I'm not quite sure, that I would end the ALPHA (early) version of the website in the next 15 days. I'm not quite sure. I would rather say its 30-45 days, however it doesn't matter – I would give everything I've got. It's so much work... seriously. However, I'm a person of enormous faith & I think its possible to do it in such amount of time. I would give everything I can.

I would make it.

2011-10-31. I see how my friends talk, think & fuck only the pussies. 5-10,20-40 who matters? I've fucked for instance 2 prostitutes, only. 22 yr old. I've built: GODLIKEISM How to deal in different life situations. I've spent. I've drank. I've had nothing, barely. I've made. It doesn't matter, premiere (expected) in 15-20 day time. Working...

2011-11-01. I would love to go back on gym, however I'm unable because of the lack of mother money's on diet (insufficient intake of protein, where training would even cause loss of muscles, instead of growing them). I'm currently operating on 2 buckwheat (100g), 1 tuna & 200g of beans / pea. It's not even half of what I need in terms of protein. I'm weighting 74kg & my bicep went to 34 I guess (& in result of all those previous failure, which had an impact).

My mother already wants to kick me from the home, but the strength it does: has drastically improved.

I won't also last much more longer (2.5 year without a day in work, only from savings [which ended after first 5-10 months, however: living quite well, must say – I've never experienced a situation where I wouldn't have what I wanted to have; spending quite vastly [e.g. on alcohol]). However my time is going to 0, quite near. CURIOSITY: Did you know, that's what told (& known) in public spectrum, is that alcohol cases brain cells to die – it's although not true. We've got in ourselves mini-factory of alcohol, so it couldn't cause brain cells to die. END OF CURIOSITY. To be quite honest, alcohol is the safest & the first known drug to humanity, although it shouldn't be consumed more than 1-2 times a month, not in large amount which is impossible for some (question: do usage of alcohol is moral?).

I've got parasites in head, I'm quite aware of the fact that I need money in order to get them out of there [don't need to write it, but I've need to done: X-ray photo, in order to remove the remaining glass; they're 2 parasites 1 cm in diameter clearly visible, however I was unable to scan the actual image on the scanner to confirm that (some sort of highlight was required, of the image itself; without it: it's dark); NEVER GO on tomography [head scan], because you're receiving on average 370 x-ray shots [photos] when you would do so, it's lethal & would speed your cancer & everything growth in you; doctors? they don't care, besides they're too stupid to think about anything except "helping the patients", although with none knowledge or the knowledge which is from bad source]; e.g. by going on surgery (opening a skull) or by dealing with them through parasite cleanse products (I would test the most, I know there is some product that would actually be lethal for them, as they consume what's diluted in the blood, starvation had took no effect & they're too big & powerful for the zapper). It's a problem which constantly bothers me. I know nobody would help me, because never in my life really cares about me.

I've also today updated article: CIRCUMCISIoN surgery, circumcision video footage by new photo.

I presume I would finish ALPHA (to be released publicly) version of xernt.com in 15-20 days (with the testing part). However, I need to find a way to market it & to (in order) get the required funds (however building before user database). --- CENSORED --- [deleted this line].

I know how to conquer the world with it, although I would need cooperation of few/ large amount of people in order to get me to that point.

2011-11-02. Today, my laziness has won over me (however the day, still didn't ended).

2011-11-05. I've found another key element which would get me close to destroying those remaining parasites & keeping healthy my mind: http://path-of-power.com/extreme-tiredness-feeling-tired,1#magnesium. I think, you might find this quite interesting. I also need to say that I've drank alcohol about 15-20 times, in the last time (without writing here about it). It's time to stop, permanently. Yesterday was Friday, today is Saturday: I'm not going anywhere. Tomorrow the same. I need to break ties with the people who don't anywhere & I've got nothing from (& they lay me money). Even if it means: having any friend to come to.

Website should be released in 10 days, however I'm not quite sure I would make it all (because its not only from me, dependent). I presume that the release date would be precisely at 30th of November (my name-day party). It's a lot of errors on the website & not everything is done already as it should be (to be honest: the website should be already done, but it isn't). It's about 50%+ done, currently. I've still didn't have few key features which would block its release. I need to get cash. I've got currently 700-800 PLN (something like), where 350 PLN goes on script. Besides I would need to spend 50-100 on magnesium, zinc and all that stuff (b complex) in order to keep the work, because I've got major deficiencies. I've got nothing to sell (from home), seriously. Great would be, if I would sold: www.testynarkotykowe.pl/. I must say that I've forgot to block the order form & somebody bought it [despite it was HUGE RED SIGN, that is on sale]. I've had no way out to sell what was left (luckily I've had left some tests). +100 PLN.

2011-11-08. I must say, that the website has got finally some shape. I must also say, that my slight neurosis & psychical problems have passed due to magnesium intake combined with no-drinking time.

I need to say, that I haven't got yet the script, but in next 10-15 (up to 22) days, the site would be 100% ready to be published. It would be open for everyone on the beginning. I need to write some algorithms for one purpose & buy a leather jacket.

2011-11-10. Memories... over 0.5 year ago, I'm remaining myself about the only single photo, which was took then: warsaw,2011-01-27.jpeg [me on the left, with one of my friends which wanted to go with us] (entry from, the same day).

I've wanted also to show how my planing looks like (notes): #1, #2, #3, (they basically consist whole bag) which were mentioned e.g. in this article (about planning) are not fake (yes, I was searching for something &: I've found it). I'm doing it for real. I've got there at least (easily) those 10 notebooks, filled all manually with writings (writing in plan). When I was e.g. in a psychiatric hospital people had a smile on their faces when they've saw a guy which was "writing his thoughts". It was there where I've truly found the purpose of my life.

Read: POINT STORIES: The Worst Enemy (wrote a second ago).

ANEGDOTE. I wanted also to tell you story how the domain: path-of-power.com was found. I was once, in UK: looking at the quite huge path of MDPV & was asking myself: "Andrzej, with what it associates with to you". I was looking on it (when inventing the name of the website) and had a *BEEP* in my mind: PATH OF POWER and I've snorted it. It is how the domain name was created. At it was empty (nobody took it), I've bought it the same second.

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GOING ON GROUND. I'm greatly aware of the fact, that when it would be released it would take at least this 1 year in order to get any funding on it or to get any cash from it (e.g. through investor money). I would need to do something for a living an either success of it isn't predictable & sure. I would just make it, however in the meantime a smart thing to do would be to: go to the job, at least for a 2 months, earn those 4-8k PLN in those 2 months & get some sort of product that would sell. I've mentioned earlier cheap gay clothes, however the last aren't quietly the best option in order to get for this kind of money. Another option would be to get somebody who has already the cash (I know 1 person & he has already helped me in the past by flying to the UK for 3 days & left me his: only 100 pounds which I've used to buy the samples [Imagine that I've needed this money so much & I've didn't/couldn't get it from work, despite I was earning 300 pounds/ week]. MAGIC! I've got a clue what I can get for those money in order to earn, although I'm thinking at the moment about the website only.

If you want to be a billionaire you need to do something which would benefit quite large amount of people (at least in some way) or to get to the BIG. I'm ending my dialogue (or rather monologue) in this way.

Stay tuned.

2011-11-12. This post needed to be wrote.

I'm like a brick wall – when talking to it, it won't move.

All the people who want to change me or want to lead to their style of thinking, __ALWAYS__ resign. They just stop at some point, thinking I'm a condition without no hope.

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CAN a blind man lead a blind man? Rather NOT, because they both would fall into a hole.

Those people who come to me with advice are like the blind man from the story – they not go, not achieved the place I want to be. There are only few (in this world) who are there where I want to be.

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Previous day without work, due to painful eyes issue. My kidney stones are passing. I've drank some alcohol. For the website, I presume: it would take next 20 days at least, because of the fact that I won't release unfinished product.

2011-11-14. It's a hardcore to do such website in such time... alone. However, I don't think about the time, because I've got plenty of it (2.5 year of work without any effects, eh.).

I've got 800PLN+ and I would be a billionaire, someday (think that not quite distanced).

I've got barely few things to do on the website, but as you know it: you can go to 90% very fast & then suddenly those 10% would take 1/4 of the time spent on those 90%. However, despite the many obstacles (obstacle after obstacle), I keep... running. I ask on forums for every issue I've got (neat 50+ posts). In Poland you've got 2 programmer forums that count. On 1 (major) I was banned, with ban on my IP (who cares). On the second only 1 person supports me from the beginning & it's actually alright.

I want to make this website & launch it on my name day (pl: "Andrzejki") which is 30 of November. Time would show if I would make it.

I'm keeping the eyes on the end prize & end goal, Xernt.

2011-11-16. I've mailed all recipients which have mailed me in the past years before (1,600+) with information if he's not interested in buying: www.testynarkotykowe.pl (I've changed drastically description [for sale] of it). It's not spam, because I'd knew those people, besides it's 1-time message. I've also raised the amount of cash that I really want for it & its not without purpose: if the business is to cheap to sell, it has the opposite effect – current price is 12,500 pln. I need money for the purpose of pursuing my dream (currently: becoming a billionaire) & I would need money to live the next 0.5-1 year on making this vision a reality. I know I would get those money & the help would come from the least expected (not suspected) way, as it usually does.

I've said that I've done already 50%+ of the website, however I'm currently thinking I've only done those 50%, as the amount of work raised, enormously (you do that: + you need to do that, this & that & it can't be without that, it's primary function, so that would be needed too, etc. etc.). Although, I'm not watching "how much is work to do", but I'm keeping the eye on the final prize: making Xernt a reality. I know I would make it, without no doubt.

I'm going to work, had a little-break.

2011-11-20 @ 02:05 (GMT: +1). It seems like not much has been left to finish the project (when looking on a basic, primary functionality required in order to start), however I know that it should take more time than I suspect. Still, they're some errors which need to be fixed. For sure I won't release a product which has got known issue (which consists in primary functionality) or which is undeveloped or untested. Friday, Saturday had gone, can't drink & won't drink (magnesium deficiencies). Won't say much more. The page should be released in the next XX... days.

2011-11-22. Remember that project about which I've talked too much? I've translated the business plan & released it: Business plan & materials for: blayer project, despite nobody asked to do it.

I would write short this note. I've wanted to only tell, that.



It's wise to make such changes (move to another location) today (I'm saying it 1+ year before), because when the least days would come it would be nasty & probably nobody would escape (e.g. from cities directly connected to sea/ oceans). Eh, what ever. Nobody would listen. I'm not changing my location (it should be safe, however if I would probably change it meanwhile). Thing is that some places would be dangerous to stay (San Francisco / New York). Think why. What is important, is morality. It can save you in the times of no-exit situations. Put huge focus on it.

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My worst fear is to be... average, by the way. Having the average wife, average car. It conditions all my life. I for example not work, because I would be average, because everyone could work for 1-4k or even much more. It's pointless for me. I also don't engage in activities which can bring those 1-5k or even 10k per month, because maybe I would be above the average. I don't care about the survival. Did I had once in my time such situation that I would not have nothing to eat or where to sleep? No! So fuck the whole survival issue, at least to now.

I'm either the best (SOME ONE) or nobody. It's dangerous, I know it, but who cares? I'm not born to work for the stake of a pennies, even so: I'm not born for the purpose of waking everyday and going to the pointless job & working all my life for the stake of nothing. I would change my situation and become a billionaire instead of working for whole life for shit & ruining my life.

I would make it in a one-step for which I've prepared for the whole my life.

P.S. Are you introvert or extra...?

I know I need to give some evidence. Give me next 20-25 days.

2011-11-23. I must rewrite HALF of the code on which I've spent quite much time, because of the conceptual structure issue. It would take 2+ days, think. Besides I still haven't received the textEditor (3 weeks?). It's lacking few primary things, which are required. I don't know precisely when I would release this website, because there is so much work to do... I presume it would be around ~10,15 December. It's theoretically possible to release it till 30 November, however I won't release untested & unfixed product with structure errors (within million queries the page would crash, due to too much server overload, if I won't fix this issue).

Does it has any sense? Yes without doubt, it has.

2011-11-24. I need to take 2 days without any computer & work, due to painful (burning) eyes issue. For the last 30 days, I think I've spent everyday for min. 12-16 hours in front of monitor, with notice: on last days I've spent only 9-10.

As a curiosity I would write, that in the UK: I've was sitting in front of computer (record) nearly 72 hours without any break, on drugs (mdpv) off course. I've spoke to myself that until I won't finish crucial issue (which was necessary to run the shop) I won't break. I've resolved it. My eyes were red as blood, swollen all the time, yellow matter was going from them, I couldn't see, but I've did it.

Ahh those curiosities... Never again.
The only problem is, that when I don't drink (& I can't) & don't work on the website: I don't have nothing to do. BOREDOM KILLS. I've read all the book which I've had in the room 2-10 times (50 books?) & I just don't have anything to do.
If I only would have car & 1,000 pln on gas...

2011-11-28. I'm going back to work after those 3 free days, however I've lasted only 2 without touching pc (boredom, boredom, boredom). I've played chess with myself, was driving in a car with friend, days just passed.

Amount of work is insane. I still don't have script which is necessary and I've ordered it month(?) ago? Besides, I've came to a conclusion that primary functionality is just not enough. I've prepared a plan, marketing one, all plan for the next half a year, however it consists that few functions need to be built to 100% (not primary) in order to preserve cash flow. I've got also a plan of raising 50,000-100,000 PLN in the next 3 months, after website launch (NOT business angel funds [!]).

I'm going to work, I won't write much more. I just need to do the work.

2011-11-29. As I would not write much in the next days, because of tomorrow name day party, court case & all that stuff (at least 2 week+ work time, 10-12h daily), grab: _Worlds.Best.Trance.Compilation.1.rar (mirror, if the link on the left would not work: http://www.4shared.com/file/9nLngLgd/_WorldsBestTranceCompilation1.html). Enjoy.

2011-11-30. I've wanted only to say that I've received 250 PLN from all the family on my name day (in Poland we don't celebrate birthdays [at least don't get anything on it; in my family at least]. Mother: nothing, Grandmother 50 PLN, Uncle&Aunt: 200 PLN. My father left me when I was couple years old, I don't know him (as curiosity). I've got 770 PLN currently at the moment (And its all what I have, except laptop, speakers [for 200 PLN], printer [200pln+], scanner; what is important: I've had left with nothing, I don't have even NOTHING, just NOTHING to sell; it's basically __ ALL __ my wealth), its crucial.

I don't drink, I don't go outside, I don't buy anything. I'm going sleep in 2 hours. Furthermore, a non-lethal disease is growing inside me (I've didn't took anything for period of 2+ months) which has taking manifestations on me. I'm starting from tomorrow therapy, I would write about it in ID:1 article.

    I've built article today: How to choose a life/woman partner in order to be happy with (The unknown knowledge about connecting with opposite sex (relationships)).

I would be happy if anybody would donate anything or either buy: www.testynarkotykowe.pl (whole business, domain, direct [verified] producer, ready-website) for 12,500 PLN. I've had offer that person would give all the money required to running this business, with split share, although I've dumped him (however: talk is cheap). He didn't had any knowledge, but had the money (& couldn't do it on its own).

I need to stay fresh, in order to make the website to the end (presume 30 next days, world premiere on 1st day of 2012).

Let me know & share the business for sale (www.testynarkotykowe.pl) with anyone who would like to have a business & has (or would have) 12,500 for it, or 2-3 people who would put the required money on it. I'm giving 500 PLN (for 5 minutes of work), person who does it & informs me about potential clients.

2011-12-01. http://path-of-power.com/extreme-tiredness-feeling-tired,1#lyme.

2011-12-03. This blog note needed to be wrote.

I'm doing basically work on this website (you would see in next month), that teams of 10-30 people do in a 3 month period (however: with no such quality).

Furthermore: I've working this month on all-the-time Herxheimer_reaction, because if not Lyme Disease (advanced) which resides in my body would potentially permanently damage me (if it didn't damaged me to this point) & even kill.

I only want to write that still many work has been left to do. I would do all I possibly can to make this dream a reality. I would put more information in the next few notes. I've got 500 PLN left & I would need to spend more than 300 PLN on priobiotics & all the stuff to clean permanently Lyme from my body (killing cycts, killing the whole sickness [removing it completely from the system]), in a month time. Therapy would itself last as long as 12 next months.

I'm focusing on the website. It's the last project I would make, because amount of the money I'm currently holding & over 2.5 (two & a half) years of theoretical "not working & not doing anything" period of time, from 19.5-22 year old (currently I'm 22 yr old), sitting on the mom-home & having only the food & electricity.

2011-12-06. I'm sitting in 2 blouses & jacket, because I feel cold + as an extra: herxhaimer, feeling weak & drowsy.



Here you've got picture of me, working on the next multi-billion dollar site. You've got look-up on the colors I've used on it. Still, you need to wait, think that not much more than next 24 days on the launch premier. Although, I've still have got very much to do, I would do it – I'm sure of it, despite the conditions.

I would be next 4 weeks on antibiotics to kill the Lyme disease inside of me (with dissolving cysts, within next 12 months). I've finally found "the parasites" in my head, which appeared to be Lyme spirochetes, because they've for the first time – moved. I'm more than sure of it (MILLION PERCENT SURE).

Stay tuned.

2011-12-08. Writing website code on this whole Herhxheimer reaction is just "mission impossible". It's like you would have to carry with yourself a 70kg load (on rope, behind you) and go with it half a mile... All the day is like this.

I'm doing myself day free.

2011-12-12. I've made a video: How to become rich, video episode I, because public speaking skills would be needed in the near future in order to gain required funds.

The person, that I've ordered script from – escaped. He didn't replied on any e-mail. I'm giving him time to the tomorrow 12:00. He's Kamil Zając (digiwebp) and he left me with unfinished script which I can't use in its actual form. I've paid already nearly 350 PLN.

Basically, everything is hurting me: kidneys, liver, heart, mind, body – everything. It's a good sign, that the sickness is dying inside of me. Therefore I've got problems with writing code. It just "doesn't goes" as it should. Besides, I've got still many unanswered issues: http://forum.webhelp.pl/search.php?keywords=&terms=all&author=AndyPSV&sc=1&sf=all&sr=topics&sk=t&sd=d&st=0&ch=300&t=0&submit=Szukaj, but I know: I would make them. It's the only forum on which I haven't been blocked or ignored. As curiosity I would add that only 1 person replies on my issues (on this forum). On English forums nobody still didn't helped me with anything. I think I would need to handle few credit cards for experts-exchange 30 days trials.

I'm composing myself for the next cycle of 10+ days of persistent work.

2011-12-12. 65% completed, presume that worldwide premiere would be in 2 weeks. I still need to get that script done.

I've got LARGE problem with borelia: http://path-of-power.com/extreme-tiredness-feeling-tired,1#lyme

LAST MINUTE UPDATE. I'm feeling like somebody would stab me with a knife in the left front & back side of the head or rather if I would have a rock inside of it. The only explanation is that the spirochetes moved from one part of the brain to another. I need to stay on antibiotics, I'm switching tomorrow to doxycycline. My head is all pounding (& hurting) and I feel insecure and I have some sort of anxiety. I NEED TO SURVIVE & take the proper amount of antibiotics to kill the spirochetes (in brain), then going to kill cysts. However, first I need to clear the brain.

I'm shaking all, currently. It's a very bad situation, but I don't see any resolution that to stay on antibiotics, despite the symptoms. I need to survive.

2011-12-15.



To be quite honest: it's no comparison of anything, to anything in any even slightest way, just nothing – everything blends with it.

I would reveal more: I've dedicated whole my life, few months ago in order to live in this state permanently. I don't work to be purely honest for money itself: I work for the dope.

It's the knowledge that has been hidden from the majority for ages. I've experienced Nirvana state for only 5 minutes, you've got more in the article.

It's the ultimate prize from God.

In this note I've revealed my motivations behind any of my work. Read the research: GODLIKEISM Concept of power: "µ" (power field. I'm a junkie and the only drug which is suitable for me is Nirvana. ALL IN THIS WORLD BLINDS TO IT.

I know what you think: this guy is on crack or something, his fucked up, but I would reply: "blind those who didn't experienced it", without any judgement. To be quite honest: you would suck 100 guys dick to get a bit of it, so please think before you would say anything.

2011-12-17. Psycho mode: on, 14122011501.jpg & 15122011517.jpg (-5.5kg on Lyme treatment).

I've made a video: How to become rich, video episode 02.

With the website: not quite much work has been left, although its quite much for a 1 person to do. I still don't have major script & are struggling (let's say) to find somebody who would finish him for the amount of money I've got.

2011-12-18. In my house is like EVIL (or HELL). Imagine that you've got ALL-THE-TIME CONSTANT rock concert which unable you to think about anything. ALL-THE-TIME talk about the weather, "M like melody" on TV (36m²). I'm doing everything despite those conditions, but if I would only have a silence...

Generally when the mom enters the home, the hell starts. She talks-talks-talks & when I want to make something, I don't have required silence to do anything. House next to us is EMPTY and she can't go there, because she wants to be in her house. I've make an attempts in the past to resolve this situation, but in result police was almost everyday in my house.

I've wrote about this issue (in relation to relationships), about combination of: introvert+extravert: http://path-of-power.com/how-to-choose-a-life-woman-partner-in-order-to-be-happy-with,426. It's a HELL to live in such conditions & as I remember my life, ALL-MY-LIFE was a constant struggle and I've felt (for my whole life) on the brink of psychical collapse, like somebody would bit you up, take a dick from his pants and piss on you with hot urine, then spit you extra on the face, but wouldn't allow you to die. In the times when I've came back from the UK, situation has changed a bit, when I've had lots of cash (although I've paid VERY-VERY HIGH price: 1.5 month psychiatric hospital, 6 months after walking-zombie and I've came to myself after those 1.5-2 years, however still not to the end). It wasn't possible to achieve such results (at least not in this time [19-20 yr old], with this amount of knowledge I've had & to handle the amount of orders, work) without the usage of drugs.

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The current plan is, that I would finish website I'm making in next 10-15 days (presume that to 1st Jan of 2012 it should be done), then I would release it – promote it, on the date launch I would introduce plan for gaining 100,000 PLN & it should allow me to allow to buy some time. Stay tuned.

2011-12-20. I need 1 more day (2 days free already), due that my eyes went just off (are burning me what watching any display). I could go to Germany and get a work, that would allow me to put aside 5,000 PLN, but I'm too lazy to go to any work. I'm currently near 3 years without any job (22 yr old). I'm not ashamed of that: I've said to myself, after comeback from England, that I won't get to any work.

I would do everything to finish website and put it on the net in the next 10-15 days. Ah, almost forgot: ~320-360 pln left for all my future life...

2011-12-21. Over 70% of the website has been done already. I won't do it forever.. Think that in the next 10-15 days (up to 5th January) it would be released, because I've got still errors on it. Also few features needs to be tested, still. Rest is to be wrote or rewrote, because it has got still technical issues. NEVER MIND.

I'm currently ending in days, 1st stage of Lyme Disease treatment to cure it permanently (killing cysts). I've got 3 parasites in mind (it's clear now) and in the intestines. I would need to find a method to electrocute/ kill them (they need to wait). I've still didn't have a substance which has been ordered (& I've found out its going from US, because seller didn't wrote that he is not shipping from Poland, it's clear that: purposely).

What I've found, is that I basically sit in front of a computer 12-16h daily when doing website. It's a recipe for eyes (& whole) failure, because after a "marathon" (of 2-3 weeks) I'm 2-3 days off, always. I'm currently working for only 10 hours, after which I don't have anything to do (everything read, listened all audio books – besides, how much you can listen to the same?), so I've came up with the idea:



I've get it from my mom, basically she put on them 25 PLN (I didn't wanted her to buy me them, only to borrow) and there only 160 pieces, where on Allegro, you've got for example: 3,000 pieces (#mirror) for 45 pln with shipment. It's a perfect time-absorber that would handle with my painful (burning) eyes issue.

Oh & see my mom's today photo (I've wrote so much about her). Off course: she's stoned, as on alcoholic comes to... She bought today puzzles & alcohol, but it doesn't matter that in week-two period there wouldn't be enough money for food. It doesn't matter...

I'm going to work, dream to make this website finally a reality, despite the obstacles.

2011-12-23. Today, I was "energyLess" (energy-empty), after 16 hours+ of leaving antibiotics (How to kill LYME CYSTS? (permanent cure?)). I've found also probably cure for this not-to-be-heal (incurable) disease, although it needs to be tested. Thing is, that in relation to the website: I've done very little. I also need to rewrite the code again (for the 3rd time in a row), because there is an issue which may be used and I want to be this website a 100% example (to avoid any shame). Furthermore I would add: this issue has got very slight importance, but when you're doing the next multi-billion dollar site it's crucial to be dealt properly.

I've found also a way to get money without any work (1 day/ month), however I would write about it when it would be a reality. At the moment, it's not. I need 2+ weeks & a cooperation of a person.

I've made an article: How to be master at assembling puzzles?, read it to the end.

I need to do still 2 things & dream about making this website FINALLY done!

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2011-12-25. Received 350 PLN. Need to buy 2 extra bottles (250 tabs/400 mg) of Cat's Claw in order to ensure my recovery (-100PLN), because if I would not treat Lyme I would get paralyzed, permanently. What I am talking: symptoms are just bizarre; it's needs to be cured in order to ensure living.

Website is finished in 71%. I'm working everyday: brick to brick in order to finish it. It seems that not much it has left, but it is much (for a 1 person) to do.

I've got 550 PLN (* didn't spent those 100PLN on health yet) today (for all my future life & quietly nothing to sell), if it does matters for anyone.
On Tuesday I would speak with someone in who I've got 3,500 PLN debt (1 year+). I've got a plan to repay this debt without paying a penny & earn 3,000 PLN + having a passive business (source of income). We would see what would get from it. It's not done yet, just plans (shouldn't reveal them, but I've considered it as important). Thing is: you don't plan – you don't have.

Those who plan in mind (by seeing a movie) outperform those who don't. Training in mind is far much more important than actual physical training.

I'm sitting now on Herxheimer reaction, due to usage of Cat's Claw 4 days after quit of antibiotics. I'm preparing ground for the cyst removal (Lyme Disease permanent cure).

2011-12-27. I've thought today that I'm taking a very tremendous risk of learning and not "using my time properly" on earning money (as most would perceive, however I don't think in such terms: only to show you what I mean). Imagine: you sit in a home from age 19-22, starting from small success. No effects: "0" (almost, not counting the 3k PLN I've earned somewhere between). Uncertainty is everything I'm certain, let's say: because who would grant that I would get this worldwide success? NOBODY. I could easily work @ UK in the same job earning 1,200-2,000 GBP (on a contract) as my 2 mates do (which I've drove with them to UK, after passing the final exam in high school), buy a "quite good" car & live quite well from the job...

Although. I would never be happy. Mainly from the reason that job isn't for me (at least the one I've worked in). I would never get mi billion and even though all this uncertainty – I'm happy, and isn't it all about my happiness? Going to work was a hell and even if I would earn those 10,000 PLN and put aside 5,000 PLN I wouldn't be happy – firstly, because I hate to work in a JOB, secondly: you stop to work, you don't have money. ALL IN THE TOPIC.

It counts, for what you sell. For someone 5k PLN is MAX what he knows he can achieve and it is. Me, despite having NO results is pursuing my dream and hell-know-who would know if it accomplishes. I know it.

Basically, when you talking to somebody that you're doing the next billion dollar site is like telling him, that you tomorrow are flying on the Mars. It's not possible for him (although you wouldn't never imagine where you've been, hint: #1). For me, it's real – mainly from the fact, that I've learned all my way through: to all my failures & tons of patience (7-8 years), while I've started with nothing.

We would see what would arise from this plan. Currently I'm aiming to get (not from investors, which failed in the past): 100,000-250,000 PLN at once in period of 2-3 months from launching the website. Yes, the plan could fail, but I would as always: do everything. I'm not interested in any "dirt" or small things, although I would today talk on such plan with person who would put money – it's only to allow me to sit in home until the original plan isn't made. It should allow me to have those 400-2,500 PLN once a month. I would write about is, when it becomes a fruition.

I know that for you those numbers are 'virtual', but as I've said: those who don't plan – don't have. Ordinary people, without achievements would never understand that, because they're mainly focused on survival, current bills & all the failures somebody did in the past & "why it won't work". Not mentioning, never doing any action which could even end with failure in most situations.

This article/blog note needed to be wrote.

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As an positive accent I would add, that I've found MY: ideal woman looks, except "Jennifer Love Hewitt" in movie: "Heartbreakers". My libido is just tremendous (after started to cure Lyme), I need to overcome my nature until the business isn't done (as having a girl is a coffin in itself, due to emotion of love which destroys ALL).

72% percent done already of the website, sitting on Herheimer (very drowned from energy, tired – feeling sick; almost everyday for last 30 days). I'm working...

@@@@ AFTERNOON UPDATE (same day)

I've met with this person & he's not interested. Failure.

As I don't have any friend who would have a company (& pay Zus, 450-800 PLN/month) except that 1 person. I know only 1 person which has got, but I won't work with people who don't have discipline or that I need to beg to answer the fucking phone. I just HATE that, so I've decided to put the advertisement on the website: Sklep Internetowy, 60% profitu Twoje, wymagane 12,500 zl.

I've also wanted to add, to the blog note above: prize, that I'm paying is high. I weight, think that ~70kg & have got 32cm in my left arm (compare it to: 2010-08-31. All due to fact, that my mother won't buy me food (I'm from very poor family). I've got only water, food (to survive), shelter & electricity.

Although, I know that I would succeed & when I would...

BTW. Did you've seen the new article: How to hide anything? How to find a perfect hideout for items?.

2011-12-29. 75% done. This is the last project I'm introducing, I would stay with it.

2011-12-30. I don't understand the excitation & all the "focus of energy" which people place on 1st January. I would spend it in home, making website, despite the fact I could go somewhere & enjoy the New Year. Although, it doesn't pays off, doing so & after drinking you've got "after day" which would block my progress with the website, so it's pointless to go anywhere.

There are plans to reset calendar to year 0 on 25 Dec 2012, when the: #2012 would end.

I'm going back to work, sick – on Herheimer reaction, as for the last 30+ days. Happy New Year!

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AFTERNOON UPDATE. Actually, what I would write in the next few lines might seem INSANE for most of the people, although its not without a purpose.

I think actually by examining whole my life, that I was touched as a young boy with Lyme Disease, due to the fact that somebody Knew what would it cause. Speaking more clearly: imagine that you're mind is blocked in 90%-95% percent and you're only working on a tiny little piece of it – you would be incapable barely of achieving anything. It remained simple & clear for me: when my mind unlocked (in a perfect time) [meaning: now] in the Life PROJECT where I need the capacity of the brain, it feels so much different. Besides, I would never end with this project if I would have even a tiny bit more unlocked.

It's the invisible hand that you're followed by. The best is yet to come.

2012 -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

2012-01-01. Slept whole night, was invited somewhere, but didn't leave the home. I don't do any New Year goals, as I've done them many years before & staying with them.

I can only say that New Year would be excitement & I would have a breakthrough in it.

I must increase the speed with website, as I've done 76% only and in this tempo it would take next month to finish it. I've dropped for 3 days to do the parasite cleanse as I can stand the parasites, I would do them on a weekly basis & then get rid of ascaris (400 PLN required & a month). I can't take enzymes on a daily basis, need some pauses, I would use them on improving my health (Artemisia is a herb for Lyme also).

I'm going back to work.
As a curiosity I could add that in programming you must cover all issues , for example let's say that you expect from user to enter his name "Andrzej" let's say, but you need to check: a) if the input field is empty, b) are there only letters, c) & probably do many more; you need to do it for all, not only one input. It's one of the reasons why it takes so many time to actually make a really mastered website. Here you've got: 2011-12-31.gif programming screenshot. Add to it being "not here" (on Herxheimer reaction – being just sick with "pounded" head), becomes nearly mission impossible.

An example of the code, you've got here: httpd--bizpek.cocaincorp.com(stripped),complete.PHP.engine(www.path-of-power.com).rar. It takes a lot of effort, which could never been rewarded ;)

2011-02-02. I need to by force leave this unsuccessful environment of EVERYBODY-failure near me, who talk only about the weather, who beat somebody, about new prices of food, but not about the important: money.

I can't stand it.

Website should be done in the next 2 weeks, maximally. I presume, so.
It's for the first time the real date to launch it.

Then I would introduce 2nd stage of my plan & would wait for the results (outcome). Despite would it be bad/good for me, I would stick with this project no matter what.

@@@ LAST MINUTE UPDATE.

I've got brain tumor, which is an orthodox code name for the tapeworm larva (cysts) in the brain. I feel huge pressure on my left part of the brain, already ordered l-cysteine & ozonator. I need to fucking live! It's very bad, currently.

I'm begging only to receive the shipments as fast as possible (one was sent already), because nowhere I could found them (no pharmacy, nothing).

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UPDATE 2. I've needed to spent immediately 400 PLN, leaving me with 200 PLN left. Buy it or find a buyer: @@ Złoty Łańcuszek 62 cm, 4mm TANIO @@@@@@@@@@@@@@. It's the last thing I've got.

2011-01-04. My head was hurting me yesterday & probably would do today. I need to survive 1-2 days more until the shipment arrives. I've got clearly visible tapeworm on a half of my head on the x-ray picture (which I've scanned but, because its dark & basically nothing is visible; it's pointless to put it on website). I've got tapeworm eggs segments in my stool. In my intestines I feel movement & in my head which is making me nuts. Q10 isn't the solution that would fix it, because I've used it before (it don't reaches brain & due its an oxidant, I could not use oxygen either; would need to wait 5 days or more [safety]; besides: I don't have it, because if I would I would use it immediately [3,000mg at once].

I need to wait for the shipment.
With the website I've made a conceptual mistake & I need to rewrite the code again. I'm doing my best, but yesterday I was unable to write the code due to headache.

Good enough, if you don't have tapeworm segments in the stool. Website needs to wait, but I would make the possible work today. I'm dreaming about finishing it. 2 weeks left, I presume.

2012-01-05. Didn't do nothing, as I've got problem with parasites in brain (they constantly move & pressure). I'm waiting for q10 shipment, as I'm going to start from it (I'm currently supplementing l-cysteine). Today, received my ozonator which I would use after q10 (single large dose of: 3,000mg [at once]). For the third time...

Nothing (except zapper & electricity) which I've used to this day was able to kill the remaining tapeworm/ascaris or who knows what in my head that's constantly moving & I've got it proved (for non believers) on the X-ray scan of my head (wrote at it before). Actually, here you've got an example of what's left over of what I've eaten in the process... (as a curiosity, in years before I've spent 15,000 PLN+ on "health"; eating probably a "whooping" amount of 10,000-50,000 tablets of various things; combine it with: RECORDS, what are yours [founder]). However it actually doesn't matter what I've eaten, but what's matter is rather: what.



... and a new purchase:



It's breathtaking that 1 parasite could actually make your whole life a hell. (+ Lyme) Although to comparison, of what I've been 3-4 years before (in terms of health, only) I would give myself: 5% to 65% [now]. I feel like a completely new man, except the thing in my head that just hurts...

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SO SICK THAT YOU WOULD EAT YOUR OWN FECES IN ORDER TO GET WELL? If the answer is not, you've never been sick... I'm desperate.

I need to do everything progressively...

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With website, I've did 2-3 days of "free time" as I was working for think 20 days straight. I would probably return tomorrow (still the parasite in my head is just making me insane, I can't work & do anything basically, because the pressure is huge & nothing seem to help).

As I've had only 50 PLN left for my whole entire life, I've needed to act fast. Currently got 100 PLN, put on sale: @@ Złoty Łańcuszek 62 cm, 4mm TANIO @@@@@@@@@@@@@@ (mirror: #1 auction), @@ SKLEP INTERNETOWY, kup teraz albo partnerstwo @ (mirror: #2 auction), @@ KSIĄŻKI ZA PÓŁ CENY, WSZYSTKIE; @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ (mirror: #3 auction). You would help me a lot by either buying them or sending a donation.

My head is just P-O-U-N-D-I-N-G and I don't know is it either from the damaged (oxidized by l-cysteine) tapeworm/bug in my brain or is it not/damaged bug in my brain. One thing is sure: I need to get back to health by killing him.

I need really to do this website, however I'm unable. Although, despite the conditions: I would make all efforts to make it (& nobody would ever know it who didn't had brain tumor/ larvae cysts & bugs everywhere around the brain + didn't feel pressure like the brain would explode in a second).

Keep following me.

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SORRY, I couldn't go sleep until I didn't replied to e-mail I've received (From path-of-power user). I didn't get the details, so I'm putting it all "as is". I'm aware of the fact that the person may have read this note, although I'm not sure of it. The e-mail is following.

NAME:
MAIL: cantshare@noemail.com

Sorry I can\'t put email, but I really don\'t need a reply. When it comes to men, when you age, you lose testosterone, lowering your activity rate. Also, tongue being white is also caused by bacteria, which relates to the health of the tongue. So yes, that is technically correct. Along with that, when you age, your muscle health declines, making you feel week. It was a pointless site in a way (no offense). It is always due to health decline. All of the things you mentioned, all of the causes, causes your health in general to decline. So, depression, sugar, and other things mentioned, are things EVERYONE knows that declines your health. And everyone also knows, that the organism will start looking weird and stuff, if it is declining in health.

Actually, I think that it's the biggest bullshit I've ever heard in mine entire life. It's so ridiculous that I'm refusing to even comment on it. Although, I would only tell (& I've wrote an EXTRA paragraph for it): #mms_firstTimes. Just do it.

To be quite honest: you've believed into lies of the pharmaceutical industry that tell you, that you're organism losses its ability to fight microbes & other stuff, when aging. Actually, it isn't the real causality of the reason: the thing is, that you're organism accumulates toxins & parasites over time which appear to lower your strength & immunity. It's the whole truth.

Organism only very slightly losses it's power (1-10%) over period of a lifetime. However, other factors contribute to it. If you would actually know them, it would blow your mind (what things are contributors). To be quite honest: it's nearly everything. So it's very important to do the 5-7 day starvation comparison (fat levels), de-worming yourself, oxidize heavy metals & all that stuff that was mentioned in the article above to keep the organism in a good health. END.

On other hand: with this belief, you would (it's guaranteed) one day wake-up with your hand in your pants begging (them) for help. Unless you would actually get to the point that you've spotted some article on a particular website...

Educate-Yourself - Forbidden Cures (mirror)

2012-01-06. Finished 76.6% of the next multi-billion website.

2012-01-07. To give you actually an example of what I'm suffering (most of them):

Brain and Central Nervous System: migraines, dizziness, brain fog, poor memory, poor sleep, lack of verbal fluency, confusion or disorientation, decreased ability to concentrate, facial nerve tics or paralysis, sore jaw, sinusitis, mood swings, difficulty chewing or swallowing, sore throat, hoarseness, muscle twitches, numbness and tingling, shooting pains, and lower back or neck pain. Lyme has also been found to mimic all the psychiatric disorders.

Muscles, joints, and bones: pains that come and go (with or without swelling), cramps, stiffness.

Circulation: too fast or two slow heart rate, irregular heartbeat (palpitations), inflammation of the heart muscle or arteries, and chest pain.

Breathing: sinusitis, difficulty breathing, and pneumonias.

Skin: rashes, itching, crawling sensations, benign cysts and nodules, and skin discoloration.

Eyes: pain, inflammation, blurred or double vision, retinal damage, floaters, flashing lights, light sensitivity, dry eye, and blindness.

Ears: itching, earache, buzzing, ringing, and sound sensitivity.

Digestive tract: nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, constipation, loss of appetite, mild liver function abnormalities, and spleen tenderness and enlargement.

Genitourinary tract: inflammation of the urethra and bladder, pelvic pain, testicular pain, and loss of sexual desire.

General: tiredness, lack of stamina, fever, vague discomfort, irritability, nervousness or anxiety, and weight loss or gain.

I've used today ozone and it's the ultimate cure for the Lyme in brain (which is bothering me). I've got also tapeworm/ascaris all over my body – feeling it under my skin (I've found tapeworm segments in my stool). I've got 200 PLN currently on my whole future life.

My mother is sending me to the job agency. I should go there monday, although I won't visit it. I'm focusing entirely on my project (website). Within the: Sklep Internetowy, 60% profitu Twoje, wymagane 12,500 zl that should allow me to get those 500-2,000 PLN a month, nobody has give himself allowance to invest 10,000 PLN that could be returned 10x or more. I suppose so.

Fuck it.

I'm working only on my website. Need to get some real cash, finally. Ozone is working on the brain, giving me relief & ability to work on the project. I would only put little time on the website (*path-of-power), as I've got barely nothing from her.

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OK. What I've wanted to write in this post was in reality, that I've started to refresh my VERY DANGEROUS HYPNOTIC SESSION WHICH CHANGES YOUR MIND IMPLEMENTING SUCCESFULL ACTION PATTERNS (subconscious programming) & I start to feel effects. What wasn't told in the article itself (& BUT it's mentioned in the title of the article): is the fact, that it may lead very easily to a suicide. Although, who cares.

I'm finishing the website & am in last stage (before testing), after few days of psychiatric symptoms caused by Lyme/tapeworm larva stages in my brain. Ozone is the ultimate relief.

@@ LAST MINUTE UPDATE.
I've found tapeworm segment in my stool. You can easily recognize "rice" in my own shit – which means that I've got a tapeworm (waiting for the shipment) & would go with the treatment again (this time with ozone+l-cysteine). (additionally, as I've posted in comment: 'I've never felt better (except Nirvana;
http://path-of-power.com/godlikeism-concept-of-power-micro;-power-field,12#heroin) after today usage
of Ozone.')

What this knowledge gives for you? Maybe you've got too tapeworm & even don't know about it. Watch on the movement in your intestines or ("moving muscles" around your intestines/other parts). Search in a different periods of day (10:00-20:00-04:00) for tapeworm segments ("rice"). If you would find one in your stool you've got a tapeworm (without even having any knowledge of having it).

Going seriously back to work.

2012-01-09. My mother is doing everything to throw me from the home. To leave her alone in her home. It wants & does everything subconsciously to make me so angry that I would beat her and go the the jail/psychiatric hospital. She is drinking everyday alcohol & makes brawls everyday.

I'm for instance, sick – very sick; on Lyme. Only those who have it really know, what's its all about. It's a painful disease which needs to be killed, although I need time.

I've did 77.7% of the website & today sold the Gold Chain, however I would get money after it reaches the person who ordered it (+3 days on money transfer). I've hadn't got a choice. I've sold basically everything which I've acquired in my life. Nothing has left. It's my last chance.

I've got such problem on the mind (psychiatric) that I can't even write. It's all caused by Lyme & tapeworm eggs in my brain (although I'm not 100% sure of the last; it might be also Lyme that resides there; I'm in the process of cleanse for both).

“Although, in the end – what is really important, is the fact of what you've did (in relation) to other people & the flow of µ that is caused by helping & contributing the people, each one of themselves. The rest is just a half-measure, way of achieving it – although its not a location itself. If you did nothing for others, you would be forgotten in the times of past.”

--- FREE THOUGHTS.

CAN mortally painful disease may be beneficial for you?

Well, you don't need to look at the life obstacles from the way that they should only be / or are harmful for you. As an perfect example: Lyme Disease, which I've got. Was it (or rather: is it) the worst scenario that would lead me to death? In many cases it leads to permanent disabilities & death, but it would not lead for sure in mine.

Why? Imagine only where I would be if I wouldn't be touched by it?

Despite the fact I've got nothing & I've sold a minute ago my last gold chain (from home)... The thing is, that it's non-important. The only important thing is to survive & to pursue your dreams. Was this gold piece of metal valuable for me? Yes, it was: in some way – it had sentimental value to me, but in the end: I don't have sentiments when it comes to goals. I work basically 3 years up -to-date without a day of work for someone, as I've said to myself after comeback from UK (worked 10 months in my life), that I would never go to work. And as I do. Nearly, 3 (three) Y-E-A-R-S (from age: 20 – to: 22 7/12), start-up after start-up, failure after failure.

However, I've got ability to do nothing & have got cash to cover my spendings. For instance, (year 2011) before Summer time (June) I've had 600 PLN & in September I've had 600 PLN, whereas I've drank whole Summer time, a lot. How I do it? Very good question.

I'm not here to tell what I've did or didn't. You may sense that I'm talking about something which I've imagined for myself, but it isn't still there. Yes, you're right. Let's just put it away.

What I've wanted to tell, is that imagine only: Lyme Disease, major libido suppressant – I've had almost no libido & I'm 22 yr old (22.5 currently). Fucked only prostitutes, because I've couldn't allow myself to fall in love, due to fact that it would be a suicide on my plans. Another major important thing: I was unable to think, much – so I've only ingested knowledge, all the time. Month, after month. When I've approached a blog/movie/book or something I've sucked it for a month without a pause until I've finally understood what I've wanted to understand.

I'm on the brink, I know that all the time is going to get me with this project & it's the one I would have breakthrough with. I'm in the process of unlocking my brain, but the last question which haven't been asked: how this major immune disease suppression benefited me? I think, I've put a best explanation.

Lesson for you is that you shouldn't look at your major drawbacks as a failures, but as a important knowledge & experience that has in reality a task to benefit you, however harsh it may be or sound.

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2012-01-10. My weight dropped to 68kg (178 cm) . Year ago for instance, I've weighted 82kg (search on website).

I presume that the website would be released finally on 25 Jan 2012.

2012-01-13. I was vomiting in the meantime, due to: POINT STORIES: Never Eat anything which looks suspicious / is not something right with it, unless you're sure. Today I've eaten: 3,000mg of Q10 took at once (proof), it kills in result (probably oxidizes) many parasites.



& I've had the impression that something has died inside of me.

Basically, I'm doing the website – it's not going as well as my mind was unlocked on Ozone (& L-cysteine) where everything was easy & I've made 500% in a one day;/ of the normal day (when I do "100%"). I need to now to survive those couple days. My condition has improved, although the mind is still blocked, can't wait to get back to the Ozone.

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I'm finishing the works on the website, but still few things have left (& I won't release it until they would be done). I'm waiting for the cash (from the gold chain), as 90 PLN left me for the whole future life.

I've also wanted to put: _testynarkotykowe.pl/ for historical purpose.

Medium – Kazda Laska. Enjoy.

@@ LAST MINUTE UPDATE.





2012-01-16. Did new article: A better understanding of the subconscious mind patterns & reprogramming solution. If you want to be much more successful buy it & apply it to your daily life.

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2012-01-17. I've got joke for you today. Yesterday I've done completely free day (in terms of website only), everything else: doesn't matters.

- What's the difference between marriage & prison?
- In prison you don't need to beg for anal.

2012-01-18. My mother has started work to put me in the psychiatric hospital. Although, in the meantime I've prepared video evidence of her naked in bathroom, totally drunk – not being able to leave it, all the brawls – all evidence necessary to show she's an alcohol & that she's got a problem. However, I'm on the lost position, because I live in her home, not she in mine.

Race with the time has started.

2012-01-19. Very fast, as I'm just drowned from the energy. Scroll a bit UP ↑.

I would disclose some things about my new project, grab on the beginning (as originally took from the project).

download: _xernt.com,press_resources.zip

Day FREE TODAY.

GRAB IT: http://path-of-power.com/_path-of-power.com.zip (← click!)

2012-01-20. I've got in this moment like now, after over 2 months of persistent work: crisis. I know that not much has got left, but the work isn't just going as it should, because I've got always higher motivations on the beginning of the project: where nothing is done, than when finishing it. It's exactly a type of the personality & the resolution to it is to not think much, but focus on starting & finishing very small bits without time frame of end (deadline).

I've started yesterday an article: GODLIKEISM Why people that do great job aren't mostly rewarded financially and those who sell inferior, harmful solutions have "all the wealth"? Understanding the human psyche. It's Friday & I haven't been drinking & partying or had basically any "free time" that I would really enjoy with friends or to "get crazy like stuff". It's dangerous.

Instead, I've injected all the knowledge in this time ranging to 300-350 hours of movie (& few books) about scams/ scam artists / cons & the whole subject exploiting human psyche (& survival as you never know when this knowledge would be useful or rather a necessity to live).

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I'm fighting also with the Lyme disease & I'm quite successful at it, however the results would show up in the period of at least 3 months. I'm on the 10-15th day (major improvement noticed). Brain is the crucial thing that needs to be unlocked fully (75% is still covered with the Lyme). Not to say much, but I've got impression like I'm becoming a machine, genius-like type after my brain becomes day-after-day slightly unlocked.

It's Friday, or is it Saturday? It doesn't matter, I'm going to work, but I don't want to. I really don't want to.

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2012-01-23. Finished two articles: GODLIKEISM Why people that do great job aren't mostly rewarded financially and those who sell inferior, harmful solutions have "all the wealth"? Understanding the human psyche, How to understand a woman? What are differences between the genders? as I've yesterday did near completely day free without sitting in front of a PC. My eyes were crashing, although keep in mind that "day free" for me is sitting 10-14 hours in front of a pc and watching various things, meaning: not doing website.

With the last, I've got not much left to do. Seriously → not much has left, but keep in mind, that I'm ALL ALONE ON THIS PROJECT. I'm feeling the wind on my back that it would be finished quite soon. Still, 4 issues aren't handled yet & 3 more modules are need to be wrote extra. I won't release much more, except the blog note, that would be placed on the xernt.com website (only part of it, without the disclosure of the idea behind it).

1 person only did this website (Andrzej 'AndyPSV' Jeziorski), __ALL__ of it. It took exactly 70 days (overall 90, but 20 days were completely free in the process) + 5 days on testing to do it. Everybody who was invited to join: refused (because they've didn't seen the possible returns). The only script, which was necessary to be bought & which couldn't be done by the author himself, was textEditor script (WYSIWYG editor, Bold-Italic-Underline-Upload etc., in the editing changes textarea) ? which was ordered from 'K. Zajac' & was paid 320 PLN ? he escaped, leaving me with unfinished script (50% completion). Money for the script was acquired itself from the allowance for the poor (social assistance). I was working on the website SICK (chronic Lyme Disease, Lupus + Brain Tumor/condition alike resulting in painful headaches ? barely disabling me from writing website, which appeared to be in reality tapeworm larva [cysts]), on treatment (I've found a permanent cure, which wasn't comfortable to take, proceeded with antibiotics), all the time on Herxheimer reaction. My story, as also the story of the website was spoken on my blog: SUCCESS STORIES: a global multi-billion (after min. 5-7 years) dollar annum site. As a curiosity I want to add that I've started to write website without ANY knowledge (completely none) of the programming language Javascript (Jquery) & the website is mainly done in the jquery (very huge amount of elements). Although, how it started ? wouldn't end up like that, not with me.

I'm putting screens (6 of them) for the historical purpose: [1], [2], [3], [4], [5], [6]. To be quite honest: ___ INSANE ___ amount of job for 1 person was to be done, but I've handled this task.

Website only consists basic, primary features required only to: start. Thank you.

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I know that the premiere should be already, I know it. Really I know.
However, you still need to wait.

I'm doing my best (as always), because I've said: I won't release unfinished or untested product. I would also need to make a video & do some things in order to get 100,000-250,000 that would allow me to make this the next-multi-billion-dollar-website.

Stay tuned.

2012-01-25. I've switch to cable (internet) as I've experienced quite major: symptoms of radiation (scroll down after click). I won't also write that I've had quite trouble with my nerves to don't kill people in my home, but again: adaptability.

I'm tired. I'm really tired, I feel pains everywhere on my body.



Lyme is slowly leaving my body. I've got also problem on my mind, although I need to just ignore the symptoms & continue with the treatment.

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I would only disclose today, a screen shot from the part of the Xernt website. Off course, its not meant to sell actually a share, because I would focus from the beginning of it, on money earning as the primary & first-to-do goal.



I won't disclose nothing more yet.

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2012-01-26. Next day. I'm changing basically from my low-profile to the other side of the spectrum, slowly. Time has been used for something else. I didn't shined, but in the upcoming days I would must. I would also increase my brazen-like qualities & basically everything that would cause "noise". It's required in the upcoming month, when I finally presume I would release the website.

What is painful about Lyme (pl: "borelioza") is that you've got pains everywhere – you're nothing more like a heroin addict that hasn't got the dope, with the reason that you don't have delirium. However, you don't need also a dope to have all the symptoms. I'm fighting with the sickness & already my dopamine levels were insanely high (I've started to feel e.g. pleasure when listening to music).

Programming of the website is quite time-consuming, as the programmer needs to cover all the possibilities of the outcome. For example, if you've got a REGISTRATION FORM (like the one on main page); you need to tell the program that it needs to verify MAIL for validity, is it present in database (if yes & activated -> can't register another one) & many more (for example if not activated, it needs to give link to its activation or at least print such message) & you repeat it for all the elements of the website. Add a fact, that you're all alone on this (& suffering on Lyme, because its actually a disease that BLOCKS YOUR MIND; not only pains, so you've got trouble to think, focus & do)... you need to wait.

To put a little smile atmosphere: http://path-of-power.com/i/289/_grandma/, this is the evidence of my grandmother which is the person from my family I like. She's receiving quite probably psychotropic drugs & they mean death (they deplete "µ" which in itself is deadly, they also de-regulate the mind levels of neurotransmitters & "fluids" ["oil"] & as the mind has the purpose: to protect you, it may produce "suicidal-like" thoughts as it's unable to work properly in the completely destroyed environment; making it want to "protect you" & induce suicide if you don't have enough control on it & wouldn't convince her to do the opposite [survive]; besides, when you're mixing IV shots + 10 or 15 tablets from which couple are psychotropic – you're just asking for DEATH; millions of the people die from hands of doctors/pharma industry this way → although, it's only their fault, cause by: lack of. by giving power over their life (health) to the others who they seem to naturally trust: "killers in the white robes"; for your courtesy: I was forced by Law to spent 1.5 month in a psychiatric hospital; I was injected with this stuff [forced to]; glad I've managed to survive & go "off" this sh*t [only basically few IV's & last 2 weeks, as I've cheated nearly all [but was caught], + first few days, after first IV shot I've took the "water" which appeared to be some barbitubane after which I've slept whole days; more: My personal reflection about the drugs (practical guide or retrospective summary?), Andrzej Jeziorski ('AndyPSV') quotes (regularly updated); remember: “Nothing in this world would destroy you more than psychotropic drugs & a woman. I've experienced both.”), so I'm putting it for the "memories" purpose.

82.1% completed, but keep in mind that the website may have been released when I reach 87-89 percent. Going back to work.

Basically I won't write much, because I need to finish this website & then go for the stage I (which I've pre-planned) in order to realize my dreams & to help many others.

I've told already too much. Have a good day!

@@ MORNING UPDATE. I've spotted a one common thing (I'd knew it, all the time). Basically every site on which I post some piece of knowledge: I'm banned or the message is deleted or never published. Furthermore I'm maybe not harassed, but ridiculed or to be laugh, but the people who do that don't put any "evidence" on why is so. It's just their subjective opinions. I'm experiencing it nearly everywhere.

This information would have meaning in the later posts.

New article: What are the qualities of best leader? How to become a leader?
* I need also put hands on HTC Sensation mobile phone, from the reasons supplied here: donate, although its not a priority.

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2012-01-27. My mind is unlocking & I see it clearly. I've today had an inspiration of what to do, & it all came with knowledge.



2012-01-29. I'm so tired, I'm so burnt, I'm so blocked that I can't take off my chair.



Fuck it all. I don't know how to even rest (* on Lyme medications [Herxheimer reaction] & overall).

2012-01-31. How to recognize signs of burnout?
You see that you're exhausted & unable to work efficient. For example if you push 1%/per day of the particular job (which is quite good/high value, usually); you might expect to do 0.1-0.2% per day at max: the work just seems to not move or you would do a little/ very little.

How to deal with burnout?
You need to do yourself completely free days (when you do nothing related to work) – at best: entertainment days, when you just let your mind to rest. Burnout should pass.

However, avoid to connect burnout with lack of motivation or just no-goal in life & also dis-motivation to work (the work that you don't want to do). The last may appear in burnout & it may be the sign of it, but in the end (difference is): you want to do the work, but at another time – you're organism requests rest; whereas in the completely demotivated person (without burnout) may not want to go to that particular work at all. Definition of burnout is the fact, that you want to do the work – but you can't do it effectively, so you need to rest.

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I'm given myself 2 days free, completely free. My usual week looks, that I do min. 12-14 hours website, but I've got pauses that I use on learning (usually 3-4, 1-1.5 hour pauses) that I use to watch educational video & those last 2-4 hours that remain in day I use to do nothing/ or to listen to audio books. I do my best efforts to learn everyday as min. of 3-4 hours.

My Home, historical purpose 30-01-2012.

Today is my second day free.
With burnout you've got situation, that without this break you efficiency would be even lesser. Rest is a necessity.
I know I need to change my work/day pattern, only slightly, but the cycle is good, with the notice that 1 day/ per week needs to be free & I must do a habit of making it.

2012-02-02. Extreme Tiredness? Feeling Tired #OZONE. Basically, last L-A-R-G-E module left & tons of errors (probable, known: 3 up-to-date), presumably last 15 days to project complete finish (that would be launched on premiere).

MAYBE OFF-TOPIC, but.
@@ AFTERNOON UPDATE. I must say, that I don't usually do any product recommendations, but I must really tell you that I've bought new Gilette Powerglide Proglide ([#2] & I'm AMAZED of what's difference its between Fusion & this product. I've finally found something that suits my needs. It's the best thing that your hair can get (to be cut). I'm also amazed by the looks & solidity of the product and I would recommend to every man who is shaving.

2. I've seen today a rain of aluminum from the skies, first time for real – not somewhere on YouTube. Movie is being uploaded & would be available on the address: here (chemtrails from skies, rain of aluminum). I've spoken about chemtrails in the article: Chemtrails, how to protect yourself. It's a part of the depopulation program, all in the means of saving planet. I think that they were other, maybe more drastic means to achieve such goals, but we need to live with the decision that have been already made.

I'm tired, more than 600 PLN left.

2012-02-05. Normally, I hold 1 thought at a time & I've got only: website in my head. However, when reading this blog you can come to a conclusion that I'm fucked up with the thoughts I have & I've got them too much to embrace. You must understand that if I would put in every entry "website 83.6%" as today, nobody would read this blog, so I need to keep the users.

I've updated 2 articles: #lyme treatment evidence (last entry from: 2012-02-03) with photos & Amazing unknown IMPORTANT facts that you didn't never knew (most of the articles which are paid aren't public due to fact, that this knowledge despite how it looks & seems is real; something 1000x more ludicrous [for ordinary person] that the hollow Earth, which is too: a fact). I've also added an article (yesterday): How to find your higher purpose? Why I get demotivated?

I'm dreaming about finishing this website & leaving this place once an for all. My dreams are on the track. Going back to work. If you want to ask me for something (or have some sort of question: please ask); it can't be on any topic, not related to this blog entry.

@@ AFTERNOON UPDATE.

New article: I've got recurring headaches. What to do to get rid off them?. I've decided to switch tomorrow to ozone, as the Lyme symptoms are just crushing. I've decided also to do myself a day free (first free Sunday, despite I never look on days).



I would also tell that path-of-power never had any advertisement & statistics are growing daily. When I've started 2 years ago, only me was on the website & page was ranked on alexa on over 10,000,000 (most visited). I've increased the rank to the 350,000 most visited pages on the web. It's a quite good result (without much expectations), however it could be better. BTW, you might want also to take a look on stats. Cheers!

2012-02-06. This website & all my life is a constant pain. Mother, alcoholic – everyday brawls; health: on the brink (Lyme); its not also that I'm all the causality, as realizing my vision which would lead me to a billion requires paying price & its very high price, although I know I would accomplish it, despite the obstacles.

With the website, I'm ignored by the person who helped me in the past. I've needed to get somebody who would finish the unfinished script, put the advertisement on the 2 major websites, but nobody has replied (to finish the work), therefore I need to pay next 200 PLN to a person who I'm not sure he would do it in the time provided.

Worst thing is the health: if I would only be healthy. My body is sick after those enzymes, I've got pains everywhere – on my whole body, but what I've expected – you may ask. I would live, despite the conditions. Really, seriously: my health just sux. When I'm not taking any of the supplements, all the Lyme symptoms re-appear and believe me – they're disastrous.

I've got not much left, premiere should be soon. I expect to be backed by many with it.

2012-02-07. Today I feel like I was punched by a hammer fist. I've put on auction: SKLEP INTERNETOWY, BIZNES ONLINE Z TESTAMI @@@@@@! (please bid for minimal amount, there is minimal price set for 2,000 PLN so no worry for buy) & Super Enzymes, enzymy trawienne k. 300 tabletek (I've bought the wrong ones). I've needed to buy Pancreatic enzymes, as the ones I've bought – did their job, but are too strong.

Tomorrow I've got court case. Today I've did very little. What makes me mad, that I've got problems with finding a person who would do the job on the script (the person who wanted 200 PLN didn't replied yet; despite the fact he worked for me in the past & escaped). It's shit work to be quite honest to do – I don't mind if NOBODY wants to touch "the crap", but I would find a person who would do this (I don't know how to do it, for instance; due to fact its an external script – not your code – you need to get to know it, first to touch anything, basically). Need to seriously finish the website. I'm doing everything currently to make it work at the primary set.

Remember to bid: SKLEP INTERNETOWY, BIZNES ONLINE Z TESTAMI @@@@@@! (if PL). I need to sell this thing, fast as its an obstacle when you want to do another business.

2012-02-08. Prosecutor wanted 2 years / on 4 probation, but I was plead NOT GUILTY in the court case I've spoken before (in blog entries), (see: 26-05-2011 blog note).

Remember the thing, I've spoken on: SUCCESS STORIES: a global multi-billion (after min. 5-7 years) dollar annum site #et? We've been backed, few months ago: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCskdSf8H3I (mirror). Did I've mentioned that some of them look just like us?

Going back to work, I must to sell the drug tests in order to be completely clear with the new business.

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Let's be quite honest: all what I write is bullshit in comparison to survival. If I won't get my way somewhere I would be dead in a year time. My Lyme is also expanding.



Watch it to the end. It's no sci-fi.

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2012-02-09. Yeah, it's coming.



NIBIRU, planet 5x times the size of the Earth.
There would be a wave of water sucked from the Hollow Earth (through poles) that would form a cyclopic Tsunami ranging up to 7 kilometres high & with speed of up to 1,000 kilometres / per hour. If anyone would even survive this he would die from starvation, because the climate would change to the artic-like one. Nothing would be living.

You think that why everything was happening in the last years? All the money sucked from the system, supported from drugs & all the black covert operations? (Attacks on countries like Japan [2 nuclear bombs], Libya etc. etc.?] To rob them from their money, that went to D.U.M.B.S. (Deep Underground Military Bases]. They've needed money to build & maintain 800 military bases over the whole world, keeping dumb public to the maximum.

I've had an impression for all my life that all the people around me were just morons & I've wanted always to get to the elites. Yeah, go run away: work for your pennies – all the gold you have, jewelry or things that seem to be valuable would be gone in those 2012-2014 years (when the disasters would start). You won't probably survive them, me too: if I won't do something, really fast.

The whole chemtrails program was to make a "lobotomy" over human minds & the elite would only survive. The wealthy: who supported the building of the bases & the privileged, the good born or the ones that were connected with them. On the surface nothing (almost) would survive. This planet is coming very fast to us, it should be noticeable (crashes over air & other "disturbances"). It would be exactly like in the movie: "In time", but instead of time – the "currency" would be clean water & food (from the left survivors). Those who would not acquire those would be dead.

It doesn't even matter what you think or do, that everything which was done on the world was to get the required funds to built the bases. No FEMA camps are not for you – they're heroin/cocain bases highly guarded. Yes, the country is the biggest dilla. Money from all operations were to those projects in order to preserve human mankind.

10 months + left. Go, enjoy yourself, because those days would be probably your last & this would be for sure the end of the world as we know it today. (What should I say?)

NEW BLOG NOTE. (CONTINUE) SUCCESS STORIES: the next global multi-billion (after min. 5-7 years) dollar annum site.

OUR WORLD AS WE KNOW IT, ENDS IN THE 2012-2014 YEARS. EVERYTHING, EXCEPT SURVIVAL IT'S POINTLESS TO DO. ALL MONEY WOULD BE POINTLESS, THE ONLY REAL THING WHICH WOULD HAVE VALUE WOULD BE SURVIVAL TOOLS & KNOWLEDGE.

BETTER GET YOURSELF A PASSPORT TO ENTER THE UNDERGROUND BASES OR TO A SUBMARINE, BECAUSE YOU WOULD LIKELY TO DIE IF NOT (ON THE SURFACE).

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